There is something about one-sided oral sex that never gets old, no matter how many times I‘ve sat on his face before🤭 It‘s not only about the fact that it‘s one-sided, which is something I love. I know it doesn't look like it anymore, but I used to be a person who was quite self-conscious about sex. Always overthink if I am doing things right, looking right, behaving right, if I am reciprocating enough, and so on. To the point of not enjoying things all that much, as I wasn't focusing on myself at all. I am not saying that ignoring my sex partner is a way to go either because knowing the other person is excited to be with you and is having a good time is very erotic - whatever classifies as "good time" 🤭 And that's something that didn't change just because I found myself in femdom. On the contrary, it all fits together now, just differently.
I want my sex partner to be excited about me. Well, by keeping him locked I know he's very excited, always, pretty much even if I didn't do anything special. Which I often do. I constantly ensure he can't ever get me out of his head. From messages to the penis pump, to make sure, his dick is properly cramped in its cage and is reminded about its fate all day and night long. 😈 His eagerness to eat me out is undisputed. I know he's obsessed with my pussy. And I don't mind reminding him of that, to crave it even more. By keeping him chaste and denied I know he can't stop thinking about me. 😈I know he's where he belongs and enjoys every second of it. Well, sometimes only after it's over, but you know what I mean 🤭
Anyway, by keeping him locked, I know I don't have to worry about reciprocating anything. Because there isn't much I could do with a caged dick anyway, right? Of course, I could, in theory, unlock him, but is it really what he wants? Because if I ask him how would he like to be locked in the next few weeks his cage almost bursts. 🤭 So, I think it's just better if he doesn't count on unlocking and rather focuses his horniness on me and turns the frustration into eagerness to please 😊
I know I can order him things he doesn't necessarily want to do, but will do regardless only to please me. That's hot as well. But teasing things he does crave, like fucking me, only to let him bury his head between my thighs and take me over the edge with his tongue is incredibly hot. I always feel like I could almost live his frustration myself, right before cumming, I am imagining how it feels to be this horny all the time, then I realize that's exactly what I am making him go through and that reliably sends me right to orgasm, as the idea itself is too intense. 😇 I wonder how it feels on his side, to feel the spasms on his tongue and face, while I don't even unlock him for the session. The orgasm ratio each of us getting is only growing in my favor, but that only makes him more obedient and willing to worship me. What's there not to love 😈
So, this is going to be a different video as it wasn‘t a usual session to make Luke lose his mind, or get myself off … or usually both 🤭No, this time I got myself a Clone-a-willy kit. I have some fun ideas that might require Luke‘s dick made out of silicone. So I‘ve decided why not to film it as well. And as it turns out, it isn‘t so simple. I had to make it twice, as the first attempt was a disaster. But hey, Luke still got a solid edging session out of it, because he just had to be hard the whole time 🤭He even left me a string of precum in the mold. I guess he's happy when I let him stick his dick into anything 😈
I‘ve decided to cut the first attempt short, as I don‘t want to be boring you with twenty minutes of video leading up to failure 😄 The kit sounded pretty simple to use. There are a few pieces in the kit. There is a tube for the penis, powder for making the mold, and two-part silicone. So, I just needed to make Luke hard, pour the mixture into the tube, imprint the dick, and make a silicone cast. Very simple ... I‘ve told Luke to use an erection ring (band), gave him a bit of attention for the start, and then told him to jerk himself while I prepare the mixture. I was even topless to make it easier for him, as I know stress and erections don‘t mix too well 🤭I measured the water temperature, put the powder in, and within a minute the mixture turned into a solid jelly. Completely useless. Luke tried to scoop it into the tube, but looking back at the futility of it I have to laugh. So yeah, that was a disaster. 😅
After that, I‘ve searched what is the mold mixture made out of and why it failed so miserably when I was following the instructions exactly. The mixture is called alginate and can be bought for about a fifth of the price sex shops are offering it for. Also, the temperature given in the manual is riiiiiight on the edge of solidifying. I can only guess, but I think that‘s on purpose, so they can sell you a refill after it almost inevitably fails. Anyway, I bought a bag of alginate and decided to start 10°C (18°F) higher than it says in the Clone a Willy kit as alginate solidifies as the temperature drops.
Now for the second attempt, everything worked fine, even with a little bit of my clumsiness 🤭Luke was pretty horny, so it was easy to get him hard. I guess the wet warmth of the mold reminded him of something, as he pulled out a string of precum was left behind. 😈 And the imprint of his dick is almost uncanny. Obviously, it‘s a cast of his dick, so it‘s going to look like it, but I was surprised with all the details and how real it looks. Can‘t wait to have some fun with it already 😈
That being said I think I‘ll do it one more time in the future, as I have a few ideas for improvements. First, there is quite a bit of bubbles. Both in the alginate mold and in the silicone cast. Also, his dick is cut short by about an inch. I want to look after some cheap vacuum chamber, so I can get rid of the silicone bubbles. And I would like to modify a penis pump so I can pour the alginate there, thus removing the need for an erection ring/band. My idea is to simply pump his dick hard into the liquid mixture. So that way I get most of the penis and can later tease him, why he isn't as big as his own cast 🤭 I would do it like that right away, but the tube of the pump I own is too narrow and Luke‘s dick is curved, so it would be squished against the wall, making a deformed cast. So I‘ll need to look after a bigger tube, or perhaps 3D print some attachment for any decently sized tube and just make it myself 😄 It‘s funny how one never knows what hobby one will discover. I expected the kit to be dummy-proof and instead I am now thinking about getting a vacuum chamber so I can get a better pour. 😄Even with the first fail it was entertaining and a great distraction from the school.
I hope you are going to enjoy less „porny“ video this time, as I thought it‘s fun to share with you all kinds of projects. Btw check my boobs as I am mixing the alginate … I love how they swing and jiggle and I think you'll too 🤭
I‘ve been asked before how is the flat cage for longer wear. And the answer is it‘s not so great, but according to Luke not that bad either, and it's mainly for different reasons than people usually guess. The issue isn‘t so much with the fact that it‘s squishing his dick into a pancake. 😄 That‘s surprisingly the easy part. The cage itself is a lot more comfortable than it looks on a first glance. I don‘t have a penis, so I can‘t say it myself. But Luke never complained about it. I can only say that it‘s one of the easiest to relock as it doesn‘t have tendencies to pinch skin that much. 😅 The problem with the flat cage for longer wear is its practicality. It can be worn for longer periods, but cleaning gets quite demanding. Without going into too much detail, it requires a lot of work with Q-tips and tissues, as things get messy quite easily.
For these reasons, I usually don‘t make Luke wear the flat cage for way too long. Though, that doesn‘t mean I don‘t do it at all. 🤭There is a certain appeal to that as well. Being able to order him into the flat cage, even if it means more work for him. I am usually just more benevolent as there are other things I am seeking in chastity. The maintenance of the cage doesn‘t interest me too much. But the idea that the cage is constantly reminding itself is very appealing. I just like a different kind of reminder. 😈
I know that people are usually looking for a cage that is comfortable to wear. And I agree with that … to a point. The cage has to be tolerable. It shouldn't pinch or irritate skin, because then it would have to go down, which is the opposite of what a chastity cage should be doing. 😄 But that doesn‘t mean, the cage shouldn't have a feel to it. I love it when he‘s sending me messages throughout the day complaining about straining in it. Even after all this time I always get a little butterflies when I get a message because quite often it‘s a picture of him bursting out of the cage, with a message that he needed to take a break as he was squirming at the work and barely standing. 😈 I love knowing that he’s always trying to fight me off in his head and when he inevitably fails, his dick is going to feel that. 😇
It’s ok when he occasionally forgets about the cage. I know Luke also needs to live his life and it can't be all kink always. But it’s that daily thrill that I love about chastity. Making mundane situations hot. Every other girl and every ass in tight pants is a tease without them even knowing. 🤭 And the cage is always there, like an extension of my hand, to grab him by the balls and squeeze them, when he’s having inappropriate thoughts. That idea, that it’s like me having a hand down his pants the whole day, always ready to squeeze his dick tight, that’s something I can’t get enough of. 😊
So when I told him I was going to relock him back to his regular cage, I wanted to give him a solid edge and penis pump session right before that. I mean, just because the cage is bigger, doesn’t mean it has to feel that way. 😈 I know he’s complaining a lot about how easy it is to get hard after pumping. His morning woods are much more common, but he’s also a lot more excitable during the day. And that’s exactly what I want. I want to see pictures from him, of his dick trying to burst through the bars. I want him to complain that he can’t get me out of his head. I want him to drip precum all day long into his pants. And most importantly I want him to never forget who owns his dick. 😊 If I decide that he’s going to get pumped for my amusement, then that’s what going to happen. Because my amusement is its whole purpose and I decide what I want to do with it. And it's up to me if I want to make it cum, drip precum, fuck, edge … or just lock away and make it strain 😈
I got this idea for a while now but just got to make it real. The fact alone that I know my sessions will be watched by other people later is very thrilling. I never expected to enjoy exhibitionism this much, but I do now. It became a huge part of what‘s making the journey so erotic. For both of us, honestly. If Luke‘s humiliation was done only in private, it wouldn't be nearly as sexy as when he knows the whole world has seen his pussyfree locked dick. Of course, nobody knows really who he is, and the secret alone is very erotic. I often wonder how many people we personally knew are into femdom. Because if they are, there is a pretty good chance they saw at least one of my videos. 🤭 And I have to say, I am quite wet by the idea that perhaps there are people I know, unknowingly jerking off to me.
Anyway, sharing my sessions became such a big part of them, that I am not sure I could even separate it anymore. Luckily I don‘t want or plan to, because having people watching us is a fantastic erotic tool. 😈 One that can play into sexual jealousy as well. While I am not planning on going the cuckold route I think there are elements of that fetish that are very, and I mean very, sexy. And I certainly understand why it often pairs so well with chastity. The whole concept of „look what you are missing“ is a big mindfuck. 😇 Though one that doesn‘t need any extra people. I can just slap my pussy on his face while keeping his dick scrunched up in a half-inch cage and I think he‘s getting the point pretty well, as I am leaking juice all over his tongue. 🤭
Doesn‘t stop me from provoking some angst though. So, to this idea I had before, I‘ve noticed Luke is sometimes a little jealous, but curious when I am talking about my subscribers. So I figured what if I teased him a little more with it? What if I was riding his face with a phone in my hand, letting him lick me while answering my fan mail, and didn‘t even let him know what I was writing? 😈 I mean, after all, the conversations are confident, unless I get a message for him. Which happens occasionally. And it‘s something I am planning to have some fun with as well, but no spoilers.
Interestingly Luke was really trying. I‘ve noticed a little bit of extra effort and tenderness. I guess the jealousy kicked in and he was trying to show off. I don't know why, but the slightest hint of competition triggers something inside the male brain. 🤭 Unfortunately I found out pretty quickly that I am not so good at doing two things at the same time, even though I found it pretty sexy. I had to put the phone down so I could enjoy myself properly. Well, the topic of unfairness wouldn't be complete if I unlocked him, so that didn‘t happen. He will have to enjoy „not having a dick“ for a few days, because I've sent him away in the flat cage. Did I mention how much he loves when I call him dickless when he‘s wearing this one? 😈 I mean it! He always squirm so hard. It‘s always too funny when I figure out what ticks his humiliation triggers. Well, making his dick disappear is one of them and I was feeling a bit malice. If he's a good boy he can look forward to being rewarded with his "big" cage again. Anyway, this was fun. Can‘t wait to expand this idea further one day 🤭
Last time we got a whole bunch of praise for the closeup shot of the ruined orgasm I gave Luke. And a lot of people commented on his dick, which I made sure to read to him. 😊 He‘s now a little prouder of his penis, even though it‘s still tightly squished up in the cage. And of course, it made me happy as well, because after all I consider myself the owner of that penis 🤭And I like when people compliment my property.
Anyway, inspired by the closeup shot I made of him, I‘ve decided to give you all a little treat and aim the camera the other way, on me. So you could imagine better what‘s probably going through Luke‘s head when I sit on his face, grind him with my bare pussy, or otherwise teases him with my ass and things he can‘t have. Or at least not have beyond touching and licking 🤭 But since I only promised to be his keyholder and nothing more I still consider myself pretty generous with all the things I let him do, even though in most cases it just leads to him being absent-mindedly horny. 😈
I‘ve decided to lock him up in a different cage for the session. This one has a special quirk. While it‘s the biggest cage we have, it doesn‘t allow his penis to aim in any other direction than down, which I find humiliatingly funny. I mean, he has even a bit of room in there, so he has a chance to get a little aroused, but his dick has no other choice than to impotently stare at the floor. Well, too bad. I unlocked him last time and even gave him quite a bit of attention. So I don‘t think he needs to have an erection two times a week, it sounds spoiled and excessive. 😈 Besides, it would be only distracting. Distracting from what? Well, from the feeling of utter frustration, that he‘s „almost“ naked with a hot girl in a bed, that‘s very willing to peel off her panties. There isn‘t a guy I know that wouldn't be thinking about fucking me if I showed him my ass like that. And if I remember correctly, the dicks were usually pointing in different direction as well 🤭
But don‘t worry, I had some use for him as well. So he wasn‘t only observing. First I let him fuck me a little bit with a glass dildo and then used him as a masturbation matt as well, so he could touch me and hug me, while I got myself off. That was a very interesting feeling. Masturbating on top of somebody, using him almost as a piece of furniture, knowing that he‘s listening to me moaning, but can‘t do anything else. If he wasn‘t caged, he would be so close 😈 Can‘t help myself, but I always find it so hot to push him to the edge of what could be, only to remind him, that he could be virtually inch inside me, but it makes no difference as long as he‘s caged. I felt like I own him so badly when I let him play with my tits while masturbating right on top of him and next to his caged dick. 🤭
Well, I hope you enjoyed some different close-ups as well and got a better idea what I am making Luke to go through. It probably isn‘t easy. But I wouldn't want my sub to go through something easy, because I like to think I am worth a lot more effort 😈 Just a shame that the last clip has my face blur colliding with my tits, because they are so perky in there 😅 I guess, I‘ll just have to re-shoot them again, too bad, right? 🤭Oh no .. more tits 😄
One of the questions I get frequently is „How long is long enough“. And there is no answer to that. Whatever you can tolerate and whatever is still fun. Because a lot of things sound hot, but then reality gets boring. For example, if I told Luke he‘s not cumming till summer, it would be hot at the moment, but then it would get quite boring. At least that‘s how I see it, it could work for some. That‘s why I don‘t have any release schedule, so I can decide on a whim how I like it. The only thing Luke knows is that the longer he went without cumming the better his chances of any individual session ending with me taking pity on him and jerking him off are. But there is certainly a lovely thrill in not knowing 🤭
Which brings me to this session. I loved the closeup shot of the edging session I did a few weeks ago, so I told him to sit there pretty much how it happened last time. It‘s been a while since I let him cum, so I could see Luke was having some expectations. I didn‘t say anything but I think I can read him pretty well 😈 Also it‘s hard not to have expectations when you are stripped down to your cage in front of me. I didn‘t feel like getting naked, but I wore a lingerie I know he loves, to give him something pretty to look at. 😊
I‘ve played with his cage for a while. Sometimes I still can‘t believe I am his keyholder, but then I grab it in my hand and realize how real it actually is. When I felt like he was desperate enough to get out I unlocked his cage and started gently stroking. I really feel like the penis pump is making a difference. He didn't get immediately hard, but when he got I could feel his dick was rock solid. Which is quite hot. And will be twice as hot when I play with him flaccid eventually. I mean, there is no fun in taking „away“ what he can‘t have. 🤭 So maintaining the ability to get rock hard only to keep him caged almost 100% of the time is twisted and I love it. Luke isn‘t so fond of his morning erections though, but that‘s a sacrifice I am willing to make … besides, if he ever hopes to have a chance of fucking me again, I won‘t put up with Mr limpy 🤭
I wanted him as horny as possible, though I am sure my pussy-worshipping session earlier helped a lot with that. So I gave him a few edges. I wanted to see precum dripping before I took it any further, which didn‘t take all long. I guess his balls must’ve been pretty full. Well, the thing is I never had an intention of letting him have an orgasm. He has to accept that I own that dick and he has no say what’s going to happen with it. So no matter how horny he is, if I want to let all that cum just dribble out, then that’s what’s going to happen. I want Luke to never know how the session will end. And while I originally didn’t plan to humiliate him any further, when I saw the ropes of cum, I just had to give him a taste. He’s lucky it was ruined because that way he was at least left horny for it. I think the most intense cum eating is when I let him have a full one. Which is going to happen for sure as well, as lately I’ve been enjoying seeing him swallowing it after himself, so he better be ready for it 🤭
Though Luke can’t lie about not being aroused by it as well, because he gets always squirmy when I mention any kind of humiliation. So, too bad .. if I am not sure, I’ll just ask his dick, since that can’t lie 😈
I was planning on posting a new video today, but unfortunately, my school had a different idea and I have to work so I don't miss a deadline. But to give you at least a taste of what's coming I managed to spare a while and render out a short teaser for you 🥰
I couldn't manage to frame this, so it's a two-part video. Don't miss it 🥰
Everyone asks what I do, to keep myself satisfied when I keep Luke locked. And those who follow me for a while know, that I am not partial about penetrative sex. You might be surprised how many girls feel the same, I have no stats on it, but I know I am not the only one. It‘s ok, occasionally, but I am very fine without it. And If I feel like missing it, I can always use toys. Or Luke's dick every two years 🤭 Ok, seriously, it might happen maybe sooner than in two years, but the point is, I am not struggling. It‘s him who‘s obsessed about it. A fact I don‘t mind to use. Which is funny, as I was thinking this isn‘t that different from a regular courting, at least in my point of view. Girls know what you are after, but want to see how far are you willing to go for it. Being a keyholder to my friend just allowed me to be more direct about it. I told him exactly what‘s it going to be like, he knows well I am using him, I am teasing him, and that I won‘t be fucking him – or at least very often. 😈 But luckily he thrives on the combination of attention and humiliation he gets. And I love the feel of control and worship … and the feel of tongue on my pussy isn‘t bad either, which was where I was originally going with this 🤭 But there is just too much I want to tell, that side-tracking is inevitable.
When Luke came over he had no idea what was going to happen. I told him to take a shower as usual. I’ve decided to stand at the door, to supervise his cleaning. I know he “hates” it, but I just love that he can’t decide if he’s going to get privacy in my shower or not. Not sure exactly what’s the appeal, but it’s one of the small things I enjoy. 🤭 Maybe because it always makes him blush and I think it’s kinda cute. After he was done, I led him to my bedroom. He’s used to me having a tripod in there and I know he’s trying to guess by the position of it, what’s going to happen. Well, when it’s just aiming at the bed it’s not easy, because unless I have some toys out, it can be anything. 😇 Of course you know what’s going to happen because I pretty much told you. I had a difficult week, nothing terrible mind you, just intense. So I was in a mood for something relaxing. And there is one thing I can’t ever get enough. Oral sex. I feel really blessed that I can just order it myself anytime I want. It’s a great life improvement that I don’t need to guess if it’s going to happen or hope, or be sitting somewhere to be picked up or sorting through some slimy app profiles. I can just tell Luke I want his face between my legs, now. 😈
Also, there is something super hot, that gets me every time about locking him up and then literally sticking my pussy right to his face. I guess it’s the unevenness of it. He can’t touch his thing but is doing the best he can so I can enjoy mine 🤭And the fact that we aren‘t dating makes it somehow even hotter. Because he‘s still “just” in an erotic friend zone. Yes, we play quite frequently, but he has no claim over me. I purposely didn‘t unlock him, apart of the regular cleaning. 😈 Last time we had some fun taking pictures. And this time I had fun cumming on his face. While it isn‘t something new, I constantly like to remind him, that getting unlocked isn‘t something that will happen every session. His dick can serve his pleasure, only when I allow it. Otherwise, it‘s been repurposed to be an invisible, but very effective, leash. Everywhere he goes I have a grip on his balls. Those are his words btw. He told me, he feels like I have a hand around his dick all day long. I like to imagine it like that, that the cage is gripping it for me. 😊
The reason we are playing is that we both enjoy it. And this is my way of enjoying it. I love having my pussy eaten out, I love how tender and skillful he’s become with his tongue since he doesn’t have the option to only focus on me through the perspective of his penis. I know he would like to, and I enjoy his squirming as he feels my pussy throbbing on his face when I am ready to cum. I know he’s imagining how it would feel. But I honestly believe that he’s become really good not only because of the practice but the denial and the cage as well. 😈 Of course I have no idea if it’s true, but I’ve decided to believe it because it’s working and my pussy is quite happy about the results. And judging by the drips of precum after every session, I think it’s safe to say, his dick is crying tears of joy as well 🤭Again, not sure if it’s the truth, but I choose to believe it.
I‘ve hinted before that sometimes I like using Luke as my cameraman. Of course most of the time I just put things on a tripod and set it up myself, because I have an idea what what the session will be about and how I want to frame it. But when I am in the mood for shooting something more solo, it‘s nice not having to care about the camera a just give it to him. After all, it was him who approached me two years ago, if he could take some pictures of me. 😊
Letting Luke shoot and record things for me has few a few hot aspects that I appreciate. Stripping in front of anybody is obviously a little bit exhibitionistic. While I find that sexy I am still a little bit shy about it. It’s different when we have a session, because that way we are on the same level. Usually both naked, or even better only him naked. 😈 But that’s where chastity comes in. I can’t stress enough how different it feels knowing that he’s locked up as opposed to me being the only one showing off. I have no issues trying things and poses in front of him because I know I have the upper hand. He could be taking a closeup shot of my bare pussy, but still unable to get even a semi-hardon. While I see him as a man, when he's locked up, he's just more harmless. 😈 The energy is different. I feel just as at ease as if I was trying poses in front of a mirror. Does that feel humiliating? That's a complete coincidence😇
While the cage makes it impossible for him not to participate, as just standing close to me is a teasing session, according to Luke. It’s an interesting change creating content that isn’t primarily focused on him. I know it makes him jealous a little bit, but I don’t mind stirring that jealousy some more. Maybe one day I’ll make something solo and send him only a censored version just to mess with him. I mean, he has plenty of my nudes, so what’s the harm? 🤭 I just kinda like the idea, that my subs might have a piece of something he doesn’t. I think he wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about it. Haha, I am so glad I am writing these notes down. That would be a legitimate use of mass messages here 😇
Anyway, as you might have noticed I like being a little bit of a tease. 😇 Even in my regular life, I know, when I wear something revealing I will give guys erotic thoughts about me. In class, or with friends knowing well, they might be trying to find my pictures and jerk off later (if only they knew what’s out there lol). I’ll admit I find it complimenting and cute seeing as they try to catch a peak. The point is it is a good feeling knowing I can make people horny. Makes me feel attractive and wanted.🥰 But it‘s a different kind of entertainment knowing that no matter how sexy clothes I have ALL he can do is get horny. I could press my pussy on his face and he still can’t do anything than get more horny. And then back at home, he can think about it for the whole night, tugging on his cage trying not to be as horny, as he’s squirming before sleep. And then first thing in the morning I’ll send him a text thanking him for the nice pictures and ask him to guess how many people already jerked off to me, hoping it’s a lot. 😈Haha, anyway, I have so much fun with this boy. Who would have thought that one tiny key to one tiny dick would be the best entertainment I’ve ever had 🤭
Anyway, enjoy and fap away and make me feel sexy 🤭
Last time Luke got a ruined orgasm and on top of that the amount of cum in his body remained the same, as I made him swallow it, so he didn‘t enjoy much of a relief from his horniness 🤭 I am wondering what I will do with him when I decide it‘s time to let him cum (or try) again. I have a few ideas, but there is just one thing I am certain of. I want him dripping horny, so whatever it will be, he‘ll have full balls and an empty head. That‘s how I like him the best 😇 he‘s the most fun, most attentive, give the best head and is most likely to agree to anything perverse I suggest, or even suggest something himself 🤭I still wonder if I should just give him another chance to try to sneak an orgasm past me, but I think that would be 99% just asking him to swallow it. So maybe should just make it 100% and order it. Anyway, that‘s not the point of this session.. so I‘ll get to it someday later.
Luke still has a pretty fresh memory of the Christmas fuck I let him have. And I am so happy I did it. I am glad I‘ve learned not to corner myself with „rules“ I‘ve set before when I feel like they aren‘t fulfilling their purpose. Like keeping him 100% pussy-free is very hot, but gets less so over time as he gets used to it. So I think being almost pussy-free is the way to go. He‘ll never know how, when and if that happens and what conditions I‘ll have 😈
So when I unlocked the cage and pulled out the condom today I am pretty sure there was at least a spark of hope. He knew it was too soon and that I am almost certainly going to tease him and leave him denied and horny, just so to can see how desperate he is, but he couldn't be completely sure. The irony of the condoms is, that they are meant for fucking, and yet I am almost exclusively using them for not-fucking. 😄 I found them great for limiting his direct touch. They lessen his sensitivity, capture all precum, so he doesn‘t get even a drop of it on my pussy, and are really like a glove for the penis. I am surprised they aren‘t used more for femdom activities. 😈
Anyway, as you can see from the video, I‘ve just went for the outercourse. Sliding with my pussy over his lubed dick is as close as he can hope to get now. I love how deep in subspace he is, as I tried to put the tip of his dick right on my pussy and he doesn‘t even try 🤭. We were both lubed, one stronger push and he‘s in me. I have to say I was a little tempted to push at least the head in and ultimately decided not to do it, but that‘s how I know I am doing the teasing right. I mean, if I am feeling it, he must be going nuts 😈 I wonder how it would screw his head if I mounted him for one deep thrust and that was it. Well, maybe one day we‘ll find out. 🤭
Funny thing is that for me, fucking isn‘t even that big of a deal. I usually just don‘t prefer it, but it‘s ok-ish. Sometimes it hurts a little, but when it doesn't the feeling of fullness can be satisfying. But I know he idolizes it since he‘s denied for so long. I think the unachievability is what makes it special. I‘ve fucked people just because it was slightly awkward not to (and then never saw them again). Well, Luke had to spend two years in chastity so he could have a taste of it, but on the other hand, I am playing with him the most I ever did with anyone. Isn‘t that a lot more special? He might get some proper pussy eventually, but for now, I want him depraved and hungry for it. Because I think anything he‘s imagining in his cum filled brain is better than the reality. And I see no reason to change it. I like being worshipped and being in complete control over his sex life😈
While having a coffee with Luke I was expressing my satisfaction with how can I guess his edges pretty good. It‘s been two years since we started playing and I think I got pretty good at knowing when he‘s about to cum. And either let him or not. Well, except when I make him stay flaccid, those edges are „harder“ as he stays limp as boiled spaghetti, so there are a lot fewer clues. Well, my boy got cocky 🤭 (as much as his cage allowed) and hinted that he‘s perhaps making it a bit easier for me, because he‘s moaning a lot. And while that‘s partially true, I wasn‘t about to give up on the idea that I also got better. So after some friendly banter, I made him a bet. „If you can sneak orgasm past me, you can have it.“ He knows me well, so his simple question was „But?...“. „But if you don‘t I‘ll ruin it and you are swallowing your mess, in front of me, on camera, so you know better next time“.
Thinking on it back, I think I might get played anyway because both options mean he will get to cum, so I think it wasn‘t a bad deal for him, even though bit desperate and humiliating, if that was the plan 🤭He claim it wasn't, but I am not 100% sure. I've decided that I don‘t care either way. It sounded like fun and I am all for it 😊
I was considering using a milking table but ultimately decided against it for practical reasons. I wanted to have his head in view, because obviously, I was hoping I'd win this bet, so I wanted to have his mouth in arms reach 😇 I didn‘t want to leave him with too many clues about what I was doing, and where I am looking, so I put a blindfold over his mask.
I was thinking about jerking him off into the glass and honestly, I think if I did I would have it even easier than this, because I would feel his dick directly in my hand, but I went with my magic wand in the end. That thing is pretty great at making anybody cum 🤭
Luke was trying pretty hard to stay silent, but in the end, he still hadn‘t been able not to moan at least a little bit. I know he loves playing with his nipples when he‘s horny, which is pretty sexy btw. I could see he was fighting off that urge, as it would give me another clue, but to be honest, I was seeing through him the whole time. I was pretty sure his effort was futile. He could‘ve asked me, to make him drink his cum, and it would probably goes the same 🤭 I don‘t want to brag but I could see him getting close from a mile away. His dick got harder and was pushing on my wand. So when I was sure he was there I just stopped and sure enough, he spurted inside the glass 😈
Well, time to open your mouth and see how good you are at swallowing cum in front of a girl 😈 Apparently pretty good. Showed me his tongue afterward like a good slut. I think I should‘ve edged him for longer, so he would have to slurp a bigger load. But hey, one swallow doesn‘t make a summer or something like that 😂 I think there are going to be quite a few more this year, so he better get used to the taste. 😇
I know my last video wasn't everybody's cup of tea, it's like those rare feet vids I have somewhere on my page. Some people love it, some don't. The thing is, while I don't mind shooting something just because it's a popular vote, I want to keep being true to myself and present things as I want to do them. And if I feel like tickling Luke then that's the video published 😄 So you will get all of me, the silly and quirky parts included 😊
And now to the point of this session. Last time Luke was kept in his cage and almost scrawled out of his skin and I said I might make it up to him. So I did. Somebody might have suspected an orgasm, but that would be too much and too soon. Even for a ruined one. My idea was to give him a nice edging session. Since I am continuing with the penis pumping I wanted to see if it's making any difference. And for other reason, there are multiple ways how to do edging. Sometimes I can focus on bringing him to the edge as many times as possible, or as close as possible, or actually just once and then stop. 😈 And then there is an option of making it feel really really nice, just without the cumming part. And that was the style I wanted to go for. 😊
I wanted the handjob to feel absolutely blissful, relaxing even. I wanted to give him a sensual dick massage with a perfect and unobstructed view of my tits, which he loves so much. To get him a little overwhelmed by the sensation, so it blows his mind. Feeling my long oiled fingers sliding and gliding over his penis building up that intense pressure inside of him, but keeping it slow, so he could enjoy every single movement while watching my breasts swing with every motion. 😇
The reason why I wanted the edging to feel so nice is that I wanted to give him something special, something that's going to touch the bottom of his soul but isn't an orgasm. I said that before, and I still insist on it. Men are often too focused on orgasm. There are a lot of feelings and pleasures to be had, that go deeper and can get more intense. But are in the shadow of orgasm. You need a take a break from that to appreciate it. So I wanted to make this edging session nice and rewarding while still making him a horny dripping mess. Keeping the balance between creating a need without an outlet, sexual frustration, and a sense of satisfaction. 😈
I love messing with him and keeping him horny and denied. Frequently reminding him, that I am his keyholder and he's my sub and friend, but not a boyfriend. Anytime I allow him to touch me, it's a privilege and something he can't be counting on in the future. I know he loves that thrill and the humiliation that comes with it. Even though we are regularly playing he's still being kept in a fetishized friendzone. But I need to give him something in return. So besides a lot of attention, I am making sure he loves and hates the longterm chastity just about equally. 🤭 Making it difficult, but addictive and interesting. So he knew if he wasn't in chastity, serving my every whim, he would never get a handjob like this from me. He could never watch my nude breast swinging inches from his dick. So, when I sent him home afterward, he was leaving horny with a wet spot of precum on his pants, but with a feeling that nothing outside the cage compares to it. And I know I am so deep inside his head, that he wouldn't ever be able to get over me. I have him by the balls 😇😈
When I was giving Luke a tickling session during October quite a few people suggested that next time I should tickle his soles, or use oil and a hairbrush, because that is certain to cause unbearable sensory overload. And you know what, that's exactly what I did 😄
I know this isn't my usual session, though I am not sure what is, because this isn't the first dumb stuff I made 😂. But since you all follow me, I think I will just keep being me and share any funny idea I have and see if you like it just as I do 🤭 While tickling isn't as erotic as teasing and denial, or putting stuff up his butt, I can't even put into words how much fun I have doing it. Besides what would be the point of owning a chastity sub if I couldn't order him to suffer through a tickling session 😈 I think that justifies it enough. Also, I am not big on pain and while Luke laughed all the way through It was pure desperation. My laugh on the other hand was honest joy of maliceness.
I used handcuffs so he couldn't throw me away. I am sure he wouldn't want to, but I know from the last time, that he's sensitive and I got the feeling that his soles would be even more. So I suspected he might not be controlling himself completely. The few times when I ran a finger along his feet he was quite jumpy about it, so I was pretty certain I was aiming in the right direction. 😈
When he was tied I sat on his legs. I was contemplating if I should use a ballgag. Maybe even the dildo-gag, but I've figured that it's probably going to be intense enough on its own, so let's start with something “easier”. Though maybe one day when I am feeling extra malice I could go for a combo like that. Tied, gagged, blindfolded, nipple clamps, and tickled till he can't? What do you think of that? 🤭 Anyway, to the point, since the moment I gently touched his sole and he was already giggling I knew this was going to be hell for him to handle. I said it last time, this feels exactly like the post-orgasm play. Except for the orgasm part and it's not limited to his penis 🤭
I think another reason why I loved it is the same why I love the chastity. As a girl, I am physically quite a bit weaker. Even though I am pretty tall I still can't compete on the muscle front. Sometimes it bothers me and sometimes I like the feeling of taming somebody stronger than me. I can order him around and control him with just a tiny key to his cage. Same for the tickling, I can't wrestle him, but I can completely overpower him just by running an oiled hairbrush on his feet. 😊
When I was watching the video, I found it retrospectively pretty hot and I am glad to have this in my collection. But in the moment it's just pure fun for me. Maybe not so much for him. But I was literally crying with laughter, tears were running down my cheeks. Using the brush was a fantastic idea, so thanks to all of you who suggested it. Luke is also grateful. He didn't specifically use those exact words, but I am sure if I ignore all those "fucks" that's how he feels 🤭
On a more serious note, I can't even imagine how he must've felt. I was curious so I stroked the brush along my sole off-camera exactly ONE time and I thought I was going to have a seizure 😂 Luke was trying to bet me to let him try it on me, so I get a taste of it. No wonder he would like to try it. But I don't think I am anywhere near ready for that. I would scream so loud, that I think my neighbors would kick out the door 😄 Anyway, I am so glad to have him as my sub, doing silly stuff like this with me. I don't think I ever had more fun. I think I will make it up to him the next time. I have an idea and already can't wait for the weekend 😊
The funny thing about denial is, that I don't think he wasn't not horny pretty much anytime during those two years we were playing together. (Is that correct use of double negative? 😄) Even if I let him have an orgasm, regardless of how intense it feels and how relived he is afterward, it's only short-lived. I talked about it with a few men and everyone I talked to agreed, that after a period of denial, one orgasm is not enough. I have no way of knowing myself because I am sure girls work differently, so no need to go more than 3 days without it 🤭. Anyway, that's pretty much in line with how I see Luke behave. I can tell when he's horny. And I can tell when he's really horny 🤭Which I admit, have a lot to do with me, because I like him somewhere between aroused and mindless, so I try my best to keep him there.
The reason is pretty simple. Even though he's a lot more demanding of my attention when he's horny, he's also a lot more devoted. And I honestly kinda like both. I love how he wants my attention. It makes me feel important. I am quite often busy with life and study, but It just made me so giddy knowing he's waiting like a pup for when I have time to hang out for an hour in the afternoon, or even better our almost-regular sessions.
His horniness basically allowed us to even have a play at all. In the beginning, he was having a bit of an issue admitting what he wanted to explore. It's one thing to admit you own and are aroused by the chastity to a friend. But It's completely different to really “let go” and give her keys, and let her decide about your orgasms. Making that leap from fantasy, that you can stop at any time, jerk off, and forget about it for a while, to reality where you don't get a say about how horny you will end up. I am sure if he wasn't pretty horny he wouldn't dare to tell me.🤭 Luckily his dick was in the driver's seat. And that's exactly where I want to keep it.
Fortunately, the nature of chastity is self-fixing this issue, as the more horny he is, the less he cares. His orgasm became less important to my satisfaction. He can go much longer than he ever thought possible, just because I want him to. But more importantly his willing to do anything for me. All I have to do is keep him horny and denied while giving him enough attention. And I happily do all of it😈 .. with a touch of humiliation on top.
I still have a bunch of tenga eggs from the last batch I ordered. I know it's one of his favorite ways to get edged. Luke explained he loves the feels of the bumps and texture it has. It stimulates his dick from all the sides at once. Which can be almost overwhelming after chastity. Well, I am happy to use the egg on him. Especially since I let him cum, so there is a little dent in his horniness waiting to be filled 🤭 Anyway, so the poor boy doesn't get so overwhelmed I rather used a condom on his sensitive dicky. I don't know why but I find it so hot when I belittle his penis and talk about it like it's something cute. I know he “hates” it, but not really, because even if it makes him a little red in the face I can see him twitch. And his dick can't lie.
I guess, when I say I'll put a condom on his sensitive pp, so the fake pussy doesn't hurt him it gives him a sense of where he's standing sexually and what odds he has about trying the real one again. Besides, I love how it messes with his head when he has to use a condom for a toy! And not for a first or last time. Can't even have the fake thing raw. But like I said. It CAN happen 😈 The hope is important 😊
Well, I think the dent in the erotic frustration has been filled successfully. I wonder how many times I would have to jerk him off to completely reset him to zero. I am not sure I want to try though, because I just like him the way he is. I consider the chastity cage to be a part of him. And I think he does too, because when I let him be unlocked for a while last time, he told me it almost felt weird and inappropriate, not feeling the weight. So. this time I wasn't making him uncomfortable by being outside the cage and quickly locked him back 😈
I think I‘ve teased him for long enough. Actually, I think I‘ve teased him a lot longer than what would be enough 🤭But I guess that‘s just the sadistic part of me, that‘s getting satisfied by it. Because if I always stopped at „what‘s reasonable“, then I would be missing on that feeling that I can make him go a little extra. It‘s something I‘ve been thinking about because it‘s always interesting to unravel those emotions for myself. When I say I am trying to explore myself, I don‘t mean just finding out what I like, but trying to understand why. Sometimes it needs a bit of honesty with myself 😅 And sometimes I just don‘t figure it out.
What I‘ve realized isn‘t probably that groundbreaking, as I think it applies to any human relationship even though this has a little twist on it. Different flavor if you will. It‘s important for me, that we match the effort. Yes, I am controlling and possessive, but I am also providing a lot of attention. I love making our sessions thrilling and I know he loves it, just as I do. But what can he offer to me? He can‘t plan a session for me, that‘s for sure. Unless I would be wanting to switch 😄
No, what he can do for me and what I want is to match my energy. Go through anything I make him go through and let me know how it makes him feel. And sometimes I want it to be a little more tough. Because it makes me feel worth it. I want him to go a month without cumming with hard teasing in between because I feel valued. Any vanilla guy would hate it. And I know sometimes it‘s pretty difficult for Luke as well. But he persists because I want him to persist. And that‘s the reason why sometimes I like putting him through a test like this. Because my brain thinks that if I can treat him like that and he still sticks around, then there has to be something special about me. 😄
And then when I finally let him have it and he‘s all grateful, it feels so worth it.
Well, I do love to reward him when the time is right. So I was more than happy to let him have this one 😊I know he loves my tits. So I made sure he had a nice view of them. And in the end, it was more than view 💦 I used oil, so my hands were all nice and slippery. It‘s funny that he‘s a lot more sensitive than he used to be. When I was stroking him around the glad, especially when I went from the base to the top, it was a little too much. He described it as almost as sensitive as what he feels during post-orgasm play. Yet he still took a while to cum. There are still things I don‘t get about the male orgasm. He‘s super sensitive, but still not quick to cum. I think I‘ll need to investigate further 😄
When I felt he was getting close I stopped for a few edges. For his own silly good. I know he would love to cum on the first edge, but he waited far too long for this, so it would be a shame to just have it over too quickly 🤭Anyway, I gave him no choice but to savor it 😄
When he erupted over my tits I really felt how hard he was. With each pump, I almost felt his relief with him. He covered my tits and thighs pretty good 😄So I think that was worth the wait. Not many people had this privilege. And for a little bonus, I let him spend a few hours uncaged, so he could enjoy a little break before the next period of uncertain future 😈
So, I wanted to give him a somewhat fair chance to cum, but I wanted to make it amusing for me as well. So I swapped him back to his flat cage. Which is something I am enjoying a lot lately. I mean, every time he leaves my place he’s guaranteed not to have access to his penis, so not much room for a surprise there. But I love that he can’t know what cage he will be leaving in. Will I make him go flat, or is it going to be his big boy (2-inch) cage? 🤭 Or maybe I’ll try some new cage entirely?
We had a bit more time for ourselves, so I used the vacuum pump before we started playing. It’s something I still want to use more regularly on him, just to see if it makes any other long-term difference, apart from the return of his morning woods shortly after the pumping. Anyway, I thought the pump was going to make him a little more sensitive. So I think that’s been pretty nice of me. Even though the rest might more devious tone 😈
See, I didn’t have any intentions of unlocking him. I made him cum multiple times in his big cage. So I thought, maybe his flatcage-clitty could work as well. I know my clit is working just fine and it's even smaller 🤭 To get in the mood I made him blow my vibrator a bit. I mean, that was mostly to get me in the mood. I love watching him blowing that fake dick. Real would be even better, but I have a solid imagination 🤭 I also know his nipples are super sensitive, so I made him play with them as well. I love when he's using his other body parts to get some pleasure. Males are too frequently just penis-focused, so luckily I am here to fix that. His clitty tried to swell up in the cage, I could see the bump. But apparently, it wasn’t enough, because unfortunately I wasn’t been able to make him cum like that.
He was texting me nonstop about how horny he is and how he can’t stop thinking about that facesitting last time, how I tasted, and how I felt on his face. All very flattering, not going to lie. But I am not sure if he wasn’t lying about his horniness. If he couldn’t cum like that I think it’s probably not that bad. I am trying to be very reasonable here. So when he claims he can’t hold out any longer without cum, he has my direct permission to let go. Except nothing happens, what a shame 🤭 So I kissed him to give him something nice for the end of the session. I am sure that memory will live with him for a while. I did that while grabbing his neck and pressing my tits on his bare chest. I wasn’t thinking where the camera is, so I blocked the view. So you’ll have to imagine. Just like he has to imagine what it would feel like to at least jerk off. 😈But can see him squirm, so you can have an idea how it felt after a month in chastity with some very hot unlocks in between 😈
Of course, that’s all very exaggerated for the fun effect, and to be in tune with how I love to tease him. I was pretty sure, he won’t be able to cum like that. Though I was telling the truth, I would let him have it if he managed it. Honestly, one thing I would love to see, is him cumming without too much, or ideally without direct stimulation. Or even better, in his pans. The idea of how I look at him, see he’s shivering, and then embarrassingly admit that he just creamed his pants. Oh god, that’s so fucking hot. 🥵 I would take a picture and print it like a trophy on a the wall 😄Now thinking of it. I am so glad I have all these videos from our sessions. I'll definitely make some prints out of it later. I might let him pick that up 🤭
Anyway, I am not sure if the problem was him, me or the toy. So I guess I’ll try the dildo on myself, to see if it’s working properly. 😘
I‘ve just finished editing the video from our latest session. It‘s always interesting to see myself from a different perspective. During editing there is often something I am not that happy about, be it a camera angle, light, or something about myself. Not a bad thing mind you, I love improving to better align the video with how I felt during the session. It‘s part of what makes this project interesting even from the technical point of view. That being said, I fucking love this lingerie set. I need more of that because damn that looked hot on me. 😄 I still love my dino onesie and other clothes, especially skirts, but once in a while, it‘s great to watch myself in a piece like that. And I have no shame saying that 🤭
Of course, wearing this lingerie wasn‘t any coincidence. Remember when I said last time, that I want him properly eager and horny. Well, last time he didn‘t see or hear me over the blindfold and headphones, so I kinda wanted to blow his mind with something very visual. 😈 When he comes to my place we usually chat for a while and then I send him into the shower. He has to keep the door open, and sometimes I supervise, which always makes him very embarrassed, but oftentimes I am not, such as this time. I had the set under my clothes, except for the chocker. So when he got out of the shower I was there standing only in the lingerie, looking as innocent as I could, pretending I had no idea why he was grabbing his cage all of a sudden. 🤭I told him to follow me to the bedroom and lay on the bed. I think he probably expected me to unlock him because it‘s been quite a while, but I had other plans 😈
I was curious how is going to react when he realized I am going to sit on his face with the pussy he got a chance to fuck a while back. At least for a little while. This time no numbing, his tongue free to feel anything he could reach 🤭So after teasing him for a while with my pussy hidden in slim panties I pulled them to a side and let him feel how wet I already was just by standing over him, knowing what's to come. I bet it was connecting nicely with the memories from Christmas. And I was equally sure he wished he could put a lot more than the tip of his tongue in there. Too bad; I honestly prefer the tongue, so I don‘t know his chances of that happening. They are bigger than zero and that‘s all he needs to know 🤭
Eventually, I‘ve decided I want to squat over him, so I can really slap my pussy to his face and watch his locked dick while doing so. I loved how he was trying to thrust the air like it would do anything. 😈 I am not sure he realizes it, but his dick does exactly what it‘s supposed to do, so there is no need of fighting it. It looks hot though, so I am not complaining. I might be twisted, but I am enjoying the struggle 🤭Luckily I don‘t need to feel bad, because I know he does as well. And all those little breaths and eager whimpers. I could tell he was so aroused. Being in this position, almost like a 69, seeing his caged dick up close and having the intense feeling that I caused this, yet it made him only more focused on me was incredibly erotic. 🥵 I felt like I could almost touch the frustration he felt. He was so sexy and cute as he tried to please me when I sat on his face. Made me tingle all over my body, as I often feel I share the horniness through him.
I am glad I gave him that pussy reminder on Christmas. That fresh memory is making tease and denial only more intense as we both know what could be (but isn‘t). It‘s adding a certain tension of expectation perhaps, which is a powerful tool for me. Anyway, locked 69, I think I‘ll have that soon again. I just wonder what I would like better: Only watching him straining in the cage, ignoring his locked dick like it doesn‘t even exist. Or licking him through the bars making him realize this is the best he can have. I think I‘ll need to test both of those eventually. 😈 For science 🤭
I wish you all a Happy New Year 🥰I hope all your secret wishes will come true, especially those you may regret later 😈Those are the best kind. And most importantly, just stay the way you are and don't ever let the world change you. Thank you, everyone, for your support, for who you are, and for the experience of talking to many of you over the year. Without you, I could never run the page as I do. So, cheers, for another year. Let it be at least as good as the last one 🥰
So, I have a new pair of noise-canceling headphones. When I play white noise in them they block anything outside quite effectively. I mainly wanted them for studying as I am easily distractible and need to block out the world outside 😄 But I‘ve figured maybe the headphones could help with another type of sensory deprivation as well. For the Christmas surprise fuck I’ve set him up with the numbing condoms, which was fantastic as we both had a blast. Well, not literally, because he didn‘t came since the beginning of the month, but you get what I mean 🤭 Even though he didn‘t cum as his dick couldn't fight off the numbing, I could still see on him that he was glowing afterward. Even a lot more than when I gave him the best handjob. It's not always just the orgasm, he was just so happy I had let him fuck me for a while. When I picked his head later about it, I am pretty sure it was more a mental thing, than physical. It reassured him, that I care and that he‘s worth my time and effort. Which to me is obvious, I wouldn't play for two years with somebody who‘s boring me. But I understand that our plays can sometimes be quite demanding as a lot of the sessions are humiliating and making him feel sexually inadequate, to the point of him accepting being kept pussy-free by me. (Which is insanely hot btw). But I also think that the brief fuck was a well-timed gesture that made him more mentally grounded and adore me even more than before 😊
But like I said, let’s be real, the fuck wasn’t physically all that great, regardless of how important it was for him to experience that 🤭So for this session I wanted a bit of a change of pace. Last time he was stressed with performance and his own expectations, so now I wanted him to just relax and show him how nice it feels when I take all responsibility for everything. So he doesn’t need to stress if he performs, or he doesn’t get hard. Nothing matters as long as he just does what I want him to. Of course that also means, he will have to take everything I have for him, pleasure and frustration, but zero decision-making on his side. I wanted him to leave the session feeling how nice it is to leave the control to me. 😈
So I strapped him onto my bed and blindfolded him. Then I put those headphones over his ears, so he was almost completely isolated. All that was left was to focus on my touches. I tried to make them feel really nice. I didn’t have any intentions of letting him cum, so when I felt he was getting too close to the edge I slowed down. This is the last session of the year and I want him to enter the new year completely horny and devoted to me. I’ve noticed those two go quite a bit hand in hand. Besides I am looking forward to his horny messages during the new year celebrations 🤭
He was so cute as he was softy whimpering under my fingers 😊I wonder how long I could edge him like that before he really couldn’t take it anymore. Maybe one day I’ll try that for a long afternoon. But this time I felt like that was enough, so I surprised him with a little kiss and sent him to shower to wash the oil before locking him back. I hope those last two sessions will give him something to ponder and he'll be properly eager to please me when I see him next time 😈
Enjoy the Christmas special 😄And don't miss that it's two vids this time. I didn't want to stitch them, because they have different aspect ratio. Anyway, to the story:
So I wasn‘t completely honest with the vacuum pump last time. I mean what I said was completely true, it just wasn‘t all of it. I had other plans as well, which I didn‘t want to spoil.
Let‘s start with taking a step back so you can see it from my point of view. For two years now I‘ve been keeping Luke completely pussy free, even though he gave me oral on many occasions, used various toys, and even fucked me a few times with a strapon. His own dick though rarely felt anything other than his cage and my hand. I love to edge him, so his future is probably full of that 🤭 Besides I think it‘s pretty much all he needs. It worked great, but I‘ve noticed that during our discussion and post-session debriefs he started to show he‘s actually ok with being kept pussyfree. And for a while, I thought that was super hot because his devotion was stronger than ever before. But it got me thinking. I still want that my pussy feels really unobtainable, but I want him to feel a little anxious about it. I want him to feel the shiver in his stomach, that he might have a chance. To question himself, if he should do something differently. As his keyholder and Miss, I want him to feel safe with me, but perhaps not overly comfortable. And I think it’s my job to keep us out of the routine and make sure, that this rollercoaster is not easily predictable. 🥵
Long story short, I’ve decided that I’ll give him a chance to fuck me. I’ve been planning it for a while, but I wanted to make sure everything is set properly. It’s a rare occasion and I knew whatever will happen will be remembered for a long time. So that’s where the penis pump comes in because I was pretty sure that if I just unlocked him from the cage he would hardly have a chance 🤭Besides if I ever try it again in the future I can mess with his head by not pumping him before it, so he will already start with a doubts in his mind 😈 Well, that’s one part. The other part of this plan was to use those numbing condoms. That’s the main reason I've been testing them earlier, to see how much he can feel and how quickly they work 😈
Well, the moment you all been waiting for; maybe just as much as he was. I’ve unlocked him from the cage and started playing with him. I wanted him to be aroused enough so I could put the condom on. I knew they take a while to start working, so once I had his dick wrapped I went for a little bit of outercourse so he could feel my pussy, before the sensitivity start slowly fading away. I wanted to just grab his dick and mount him, but it wasn’t as hard as I was hoping for, so we switched positions. 😄
At this point he was very much aware of what was about to happen, so I think a little bit of anxiety kicked in. It’s been over two years since he fucked anybody. I could see he was starting to feel a little nervous. In other circumstances, I would help to calm him and guide him, but I’ve set him up for a horrible performance from the start with those numbing condoms. So I told him how I wanted it, because I wanted a nice shot for my platforms. I guess knowing a ton of people are going to judge his performance probably didn’t help 🤭Or maybe it did because, after a while, he was hard enough to finally put it in. I don’t think he felt all that much, but mentally I could see he was blown away, just from, the fact that I actually did let him do it 😈 And for a while he was actually pretty hard. I guess if I didn’t mess with him it could’ve been even pretty decent sex.
But I did messed with him, so his original hardness quickly faded away. No matter how aroused he was, without physical stimulation, it was quite difficult to stay hard. So all in all, I think he lasted about two minutes before he was too limp, and couldn't push back to my tight pussy 🤭 But it was two minutes he thought he would never have.
Well, after that, It was back to the cage, of course without orgasm, he didn’t dare to push his luck and ask me. I wanted him to stay horny after this experience, to properly absorb it 😊Now he knows it can happen. So maybe he just needs to be a good boy and his reward is waiting for him. Or maybe not. Maybe his last sex was two minutes and that’s all there is to is. Who knows. But I think there is a lot of fun in not-knowing, rather than saying to him outright that it will never happen again 😇
I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a nice holiday season 🎄 I am quite busy at the moment, so I wanted to check in to let you know I'll be posting a video later tonight and I think you have something to look forward to 🥰
I am thinking of putting the vacuum pump into my more regular routine for Luke. I won‘t record it every time, because it would get repetitive, but since it‘s been a while I think it deserved it‘s own session this time. 😊 For some time I‘ve been observing that Luke's erections are a little unpredictable and possibly weaker than they used to be. It‘s not always the case as I can use an erection ring to help it, or sometimes it just works. And sometimes his dick gets super hard at first and then loses it, or have trouble getting hard at all. It's all bit random. From what I‘ve read it has to do with erective tissue being a little „lazy“ after long chastity. Well, I don‘t plan on keeping him unlocked to undo this effect, so I‘ve figured I could use a vacuum pump to give him a sort of fast power stretch 🤭
Now you may think, „Miss Jade that‘s very nice of you“..Just hold up a second here, because it gets a little complicated. 😈 The last time I used a pump on him, his morning wood was suddenly unbearable for a while. And that‘s something I know his body has mostly given up a long time ago. And while I think it‘s quite an erotic idea, knowing that he accepted chastity so much that his body often doesn‘t usually even attempt to get hard, it can have downsides. Being defeated so you don‘t even try can get boringly comfortable. I admit I may be a little malice about this, but I want him to struggle. Not horribly, so it‘s not fun. But I want him fighting off an uncomfortable erection when we go grab a coffee and I somehow forget to wear a bra. I want him to squirm and barely stand when I ask him to go shopping for lingerie with me. 😈 … what I am trying to say, is that I am just worried about the quality of his erection and I think I should supervise its improvement. 😇
I‘ll be honest, I have no idea if it‘s going to work the way I intend to. Maybe he‘ll just have a caged erection as his morning alarm and nothing else will change. 🤭 That‘s a risk I am willing to take. Besides I still want to play with his dick flaccid. But when I do, I want him to know that it’s me causing it intentionally. I guess I just love being in control of every aspect of what he’s allowed or capable of doing with his penis. It’s hot knowing that I can pump it bigger and quite possibly make him struggle in the cage, or I can put him on the towel and laugh as I flop around his soft noodle, or not unlock him at all and pretend I forgot he even has a penis, or I can give him the most mindblowing orgasm he ever had. I just love that and I can’t imagine ever going back. 🥵
Now when I took a little bit of the edge of his horniness I think it‘s time to get naked in front of him again, without making his brain malfunction completely. Completely is the keyword here 🤭Because there is no way, one orgasm is nearly enough. That‘s a fun thing I‘ve learned, that with long enough denial, there isn‘t so easy way to turn it off. I would have to make him cum like five times before he‘s back to zero. Which is fantastic, because it solves a lot of problems for me. When he‘s horny he‘s a lot more receptive and better behaved. Well, and he's easier to control 🤭 Anyway, that‘s the thing I love about chastity, being on his mind nearly 24/7. Sometimes more intensely, sometimes only whispering in the background, but I am pretty much always there. His words, not mine. So if I had to lose this when he had orgasm, he would probably have even less than what‘s he having. Fortunately (for both of us), that‘s not the case, and one cumshot, regardless of how strong doesn‘t help for more than a little while 😈
Well, I‘ve remembered why I only have like half the space in my cabinet. It‘s because the bottom half stores a massage table. Definitely a wise purchase 😄For real, I quite like it, but to justify the ownership I should probably pull it out more often. Last time Luke got to lie on his back while I was the one pouring oil on his dick and doing all the work. I mean sure, he maybe had to wait a month for it, but how difficult could that be? 🤭 I‘ll just have to accept I‘ll never know. One time I didn‘t masturbate for three or maybe four days and I didn‘t like it that much, so I am just not the type. 😄 Anyway, back to the massage table. I figured it would be fair if this time I was the one lying down while things happened to me. The slight difference might be, that I told him what those things happening would be 😊
I wonder how would he feel if I‘d let him sort of switch and do things without being too instructed, but didn‘t unlock him for it. Realistically there isn‘t that much he could do. At least I think. Not sure if I would like it because it would still mean I would have to lose control at least a little bit. But on the other hand, he would still be caged. Could be a pretty funny mindfuck, that even when he‘s free, he actually isn‘t. I might, or might not try it, but it sounds like a thrill 😈
I told him to use a glass dildo on me because that‘s the one toy I found to be quite comfortable. Silicone and other toys can be pleasurable, but sometimes can get a little irritating, because they cause a lot more friction. So I like it, because it's super smooth. I only wish there was something so smooth but also soft, I would probably enjoy penetration a bit more frequently. It‘s also quite funny to talk to him about what I like in my pussy and the pros and cons of each toy while holding keys to his dick, which probably doesn‘t have more than a faint memory of what pussy even feels likes 😈😇 I just forgot that the dildo can be pretty cold, so don‘t mind the cut in the video, because I didn‘t tell him to heat it in advance. But I don‘t want a chilled toy inside me 🤭Luckily it can be heated up and that feels really nice. Unique for a toy to be honest. To anybody who hasn‘t tried a warm glass dildo before consider giving it a shot 😊
Well, enjoy me getting pussy-massage, because I sure did. Though grabbing him by the hair and making him eat me out is still winning for me most of the time 🤭It‘s nice to have a change every once in a while. And I am pretty sure you will like the view 😘
And now for something completely different 🤭I‘ve decided that I am not using the flat cage enough, so I relocked him into that. I love how it‘s messing with his head when his dick disappears. Unfortunately, I don‘t have a body-strap for the flat cage as I am still trying to find one I‘d like, so for the time being I think am just going to alternate between the „big“ cage and this flat one. At least he never knows what I will let him wear next 😈 Anyway, while I like to pretend that I am going to keep him locked and denied forever the truth is I sometimes struggle just like he does. Well, maybe a little less, but giving somebody orgasm is fun. Especially when it’s messy 🤭 I used to give him ruined orgasms somewhat frequently, which you might have noticed is not happening so much lately. I didn’t plan for that. It’s just how I feel. And it got me wondering: What do you think is worse? More frequent ruined orgasm, provide some immediate relief but are quite frustrating and doesn‘t do much soon after. Or less frequent full orgasms with heavy edging in between, so he‘s always horny? Either way, his brain is melting and I will probably do either of those things depending on my mood. But I was just curious what would be your preference 😊
I‘ve decided that going a month without cumming is quite long already and it‘s good timing to give him some release. I didn‘t tell him what‘s going to happen at the start of the session, but I think my onesie might‘ve been a pretty good hint for some milking 😄. After all, that‘s the reason why I bought this piece. Just because I found myself in the femdom, doesn‘t mean I don‘t enjoy some pure silliness like this. Now thinking of it, maybe one day I could open up more about my non-dom life as well, but that‘s for another time 😊
I wanted Luke to at least contemplate whether I am going to ruin him or not, so I was dropping tiny hints about it. I am sure he‘s overly receptive to anything I say. Even though my real intention was to let him just cum, as I think he deserved it. I just like the feeling of power I have over him when I present him with a bit of uncertainty and he realizes that it’s all up to me.
Even though letting him cum was my intention, I have to admit I’ve hesitated for a split-second, if I shouldn't just let it go and see him dribble without any pleasure. But then I remembered how I denied him any nudity lately and decided to let him have some fun. I could feel him harden in my hand and I knew when I was passing the exact moment when it would be the perfect moment to ruin it. And even though I didn’t stop I was quite pleased with myself, that I know him well enough that I can just tell when it is. I love that every sexual relief he has over the past two years was done by me. Not even himself. That’s a funny feeling because I don’t think I’ve ever met a guy who doesn’t masturbate until I created one myself 🤭 And then I felt his dick pulsating in my hand as he started cumming. And the relief washing over his body. But I could‘t resist the urge of being a little malice. So yes, I let him have a full orgasm, he erupted on his stomach and I could almost feel the bliss myself. But I didn‘t feel like stopping there either. 😈 I started rubbing his overly sensitive gland and I thought he was going to explode the second time. I don‘t think I saw him toss himself this much even when I was tickling him (which I am going to repeat eventually). 🤭I don‘t know why I am like that, but I really wanted to do it. I guess because I can. I didn’t plan on post-orgasm play, so it wasn’t as long as I’ve done before, but I caught him completely off guard, so that was worth it. And now he’ll never know if it’s going to happen or not.
Or maybe it was because of my super-hero costume “The milking girl”, so I needed to make sure he’s really milked dry 😈 Besides unlike the last time, I didn’t hear him complain that he didn’t feel it.
It just so happens that a sex shop I‘ve been ordering toys from sent me a giant test pack of condoms. Which is nice. There was a bunch that piqued my interest. Condoms for better endurance. Back when I was completely vanilla I had a brief experience with them, when a guy brought them with him. From what I understand all the condoms for long performance contain some kind of numbing agent. So It ended up going nowhere because he got so numb, that he just couldn't get it up. Well, at least that was the conclusion we came to. Nevertheless, I have a few of them now and I have much more malicious intentions with them. 🤭
To see if they work I told Luke, that if he manages to cum he can. I didn‘t have any plans of letting him, to be completely honest, I mostly just wanted to give him a good motivation not to hold back during the edging session, but I wasn‘t lying. If he managed to cum I would let him have it with no repercussions. But that doesn‘t mean I won‘t be playing against him with a few unfair advantages 😈
I figured it‘s been a while since I played with gloves. I was hoping to have a long one, but I still have to find a good brand, that will fit my rather long fingers with slim arms. As most companies make larger sizes not just longer, but also wider, and that doesn‘t look nice. 😒 Anyway, I‘ve resorted to just having simple white latex gloves. Really just to mess with him. I liked that he‘s already wearing a condom for a handjob, so why not make the separation even more obvious and make him feel that I won‘t be touching his dick with bare hands, not even by mistake. 😈
I thought it would be hilarious, to make basically a complete opposite of the last session we had. Last time has could feel everything, but he couldn't get hard. So how about this time he could get hard, but could barely feel it? Well, at least that was the plan 😄I loved that if it works as a man he was fucked in either case. He could either feel it, but only softly flop around, or be like a human strapon. Or in the worst case flopping around soft and numb. Which would be pretty ok with me as well 😂
He got excited pretty fast. And one effect I didn‘t consider at the start of the session was that it takes a while for the condom to start working. When I realized it I thought maybe I should‘ve just put it on him and then waited a bit. But sometimes unforseen things work in my favor in the end. Yes, the condom took a while to start doing its job. Which means at the start it didn‘t feel like much. Luke told me later, that he was pretty sure he was going to sneak his edge past me and cum with ease. But the longer we went the more difficult it became as he was feeling less and less. 😈 That‘s completely wicked and wouldn't design it better myself 😄 Easy at the start, to give you a taste of a nice handjob and then slowly make you feel less and less. I think if I really tried I could make him cum in that eventually, but his sensitivity dropped considerably, so there was no way he would have an unexpected orgasm.
I tried jerking him properly, not holding much back, just to see how close he got, ready to ruin him if I underestimated it. But despite my effort at stroking him as best I could I felt him losing a bit of his previous hardness. And while I could see Luke wasn‘t ready to give up just yet, I‘ve decided that that was enough for him for the day, if he didn‘t make it by now, he probably isn‘t that horny after all. 😈
If any of you is wondering, yes, he‘s a horny mess right now. But that‘s a low price to pay for serving your Miss as a test subject, right? 🤭
I‘ve heard from men that sometimes wearing something could be sexier than wearing nothing. Well, I still didn‘t want Luke to see me nude, but I wanted him to know what I might be wearing under my clothes while all he wore under his clothes was a steel cage. So I‘ve decided to grab this sexy piece for the sole purpose of fucking with him🤭Well, not literally, even though I assume that‘s the reason lingerie like this is usually sold.
I specifically took a set with a little something around my neck, so next time he sees it he knows right away what I am wearing. 🤭I am usually not that bold to wear something like this outside. But approaching winter is giving me some options to hide things under layers of warm clothes. It‘s not as kinky as wearing a chastity cage, but still feels adventurous to me 😊
Anyway, that was just a small detail, an extra kick I got out of the session. The main thing I wanted to do was have some fun with him while I kept him flaccid. I know how humiliating he finds it, which makes it irresistible for me. 😄 But it might not be for the obvious reason. Let me explain:
After a bit of nudity and orgasm denial, I was hoping he‘d be more receptive to my sexy attire. I am pretty sure he wasn‘t hoping to get another orgasm so soon, but he might have hoped to get a little stretch out of the cage. But that wasn‘t my plan. All I want is to get inside his head and make a horny mess out of it. What I found works the best is finding, or better yet creating, something conflicting. Chastity works like that on its own. You want something, but you can‘t have it. And that makes you more horny and more willing to be locked .. and that‘s a sexy loop that just makes you more horny and desperate. But there are a lot of other options. I was interested in the connection between sensation and its expression. Because every sensation, especially strong evokes some bodily response. Let it be tickling, pain, or being very aroused. 😈 You can see where I am going.
At the end of the day, it‘s all about emotions. So when he‘s seeing me in this outfit, unlocking his cage and caressing his dick he‘s expecting to get hard. But he can‘t. Nothing is happening. (Those who have been here for a while know about the method. For newer people just know that there is a way to prevent getting an erection by sitting on a towel) And I play with it like it‘s a toy, not even a sexual organ. I squish it, bend it, fiddle with it. It‘s too funny not to. 🤭 His brain just doesn‘t know how to process it. He‘s horny and frustrated for being objectified, he feels internally „I want to get hard, I should be...“, he feels my fingers circling his frenulum and he can feel slowly getting to the edge, yet visibly his body just doesn‘t react at all. Luke described it as silent horny screaming. All the horniness is just piling up without any physical way to express itself, leaving him confusingly horny. He can wiggle a bit, but what he can‘t do is get an erection. Ironically enough only after I locked him back and removed the towel, his body could try to make him hard again. But there was a cage in the way. 😈For such a little thing, it‘s incredible how much power I can have over him through his dick.
I'll be posting a video from my latest session on Thursday, which is a little longer than usual, so here, enjoy some boobs to make the wait go faster 🥰 I wanted to publish this snippet a while ago, but this seems like a nice opportunity.
I wasn‘t over with the nudity denial for Luke. But like I said, you might not be affected. Because after all what the camera sees isn‘t what Luke has to see. At least not at the moment. There is a certain mindfuck in showing him later what he almost saw, but didn‘t 😈 Though I wonder how many of you would be interested in the censored versions of some of my videos? I can‘t do that for every single one, because that would be a lot of work. But I kinda like the idea that once I there would be two versions. One fully nude and the other beta-safe. No nudity. Well, at least female nudity. I think I would still allow uncensored dick, to plant some ideas 🤭
Anyway, the mask Luke‘s wearing doesn‘t let him see much, but when I tried looking through the fabric I decided that I don‘t want to let him see even a silhouette, so he can be really desperate to get his usual treatment back. Besides I had another surprise and wanted him to fully focus on that and not be distracted by things like his friend's nudity or masturbation 😈
So, to make him go completely dark I‘ve put a blindfold over the mask. This way all he could see was a complete pitch black. He could hear me, so he had an idea what I am doing, but it‘s hard to hear tits 🤭But maybe another time for a more tactile play I‘ll get even some ear protection, so he‘s really isolated. Damn, I would really love to have the sex dungeon one day 😄Anyway, that‘s for another day. What I had for him and couldn't wait to use since a few sessions ago was the penis-gag. Last time I made the mistake of using it while Luke was on his back. Well, that didn‘t work and I had to remove it. So I‘ve decided on a completely different position, so the gravity isn‘t causing any issues. Of course, I didn‘t want my bed wet, so I used an absorption pad he could drool on. And I am so glad I did 😄 (Allow me another side note here. I‘ve never understood people in porn who just let the fluids fly everywhere in the room, like a bed or even a carpet. Like ew, that‘s horrible. Who‘s gonna clean that? That‘s so wildly impractical that it always breaks immersion for me. 😂)
Sorry, I had to. Anyway back to the story. Practically immediately as the dick was secured in his mouth Luke started drooling. Well, and fighting off the gaging. He later told me, he really had to concentrate on it the whole time, which I could see, just didn‘t realize the extent of it. And I have to say the whole predicament was pretty hot. First I was topless in front of him and he didn‘t get to see a thing while simultaneously he had a mouth full of dick testing his reflexes, which he couldn't get rid of. But more importantly, I didn‘t need to do anything more than just watch him struggle. And the more time has passed the more difficult it was for him and more erotic for me. When I finally grabbed my magic wand I got so turned on by the idea of how much I own him and what I can make him go through for me. Knowing he‘s doing all of this willingly just so he can serve me. Those are the moments that always send me over the edge. Luke on the other hand had to stay caged, denied in more than one way, at least until I figure out what I have for him next time 😈
I told you last time having full access to my boobs is going to have aftermath for him. Maybe not so much for you, but I‘ve decided to include you in one video as well 😈 Well, kinda. I‘ll get to that at the end, so maybe read before watching 😊 I got this cute little dress, that isn‘t showing all that much and I was trying to find a use for it for a while. And I think the CFNM session was exactly that. I was kinda playing with the idea of some nudity denial for a while. I mean after all, I am keeping him pussy-free, he rarely gets to cum and quite often he doesn‘t even get to enjoy his erection 🤭And the more I take away from him, the more devoted and submissive he get. So, last time I figured I’ll let him create some very vivid memory of my full soft boobs. Something he would be able to really recall any time he sees me wearing a dress or sees my cleavage. But for a while, that’s the maximum he’s going to get. I want him to realize that he’s beyond lucky, that’s happening. That our femdom sessions don’t give him any rights. If I want to be naked I will. If I don’t he doesn’t have a word in that.
My idea was that by giving him much more than a taste of my body last time, I’d be fueling already existing desire. If I just took it away without a warning, it would be too easy. I wanted him to have a taste, to feel it, to experience it, before I denied him. Those last two years awakened something in me that I never thought I had. I just want to feel like I have him by the balls (which I literally have) 😈 I want him to lust for things he can’t have. And I want him to know, that I am the only one who may, very rarely, give him some of it. 😈
Anyway, when he came over I told him to strip naked, unlocked his cage, and told him to hop in the shower. I’ve stood in the door watching him rubbing his dick with soap. I don’t always do that, but it feels a little funny, that after all the things we’ve done, it’s showering in front of me that makes him shy. 😄 When he was clean we enjoyed some time just chilling before I told him to come to my bedroom. It doesn’t matter how many times I told him exactly that, but I think his heart always skipped a beat. Always a little scared and so excited for what’s going to happen. 🤭
Well, this time I told him I just wanted to inspect his cage, to see my locked property. I’ve undressed him down to his cage. I think I could’ve just played with his cage honestly, but I was feeling a little mean, so I unlocked the cage one more time for some teasing. No hardcore hour-long teasing session this time though. More like just stretching his dick. When I thought he was hard enough and was really starting to enjoy riding the edge I decided that's all he deserved and locked him back and told him to leave the room 🤭
I’ve decided to throw a little easter egg in for you as well. I wanted you to enjoy the CFNM and nudity denial with me, for once, but at the end of the video, I unzip the dress and let my boob out for a second. So, do you want to humiliate yourself for me a little bit? Turn it off before it happens 🤭You know that not playing the video is a little pathetic, but on the other hand, it’s just a few seconds of my boob, it’s shouldn't cause you that much trouble simply not watching, right? 😈 But maybe you feel like you don’t deserve to see it. And maybe watching Luke's dick in the macro shot was more what you deserve. Well, if you want to feel denied turn the video off as Luke is leaving the room. On the other hand, if you aren’t feeling beta tendencies, go ahead. I made that part for you to enjoy 😘
