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A short while back I made a video when I gave Luke pretty go..

A short while back I made a video when I gave Luke pretty good access to my boobs. And it seems everyone like that 😄So it got me an idea. One that I probably won‘t spoil just yet, because trust me when I say this session is going to have some continuation. I usually like to make my session to be mostly self-contained with some overlap for future sessions. In this case, this is more a building block for something I have in mind. 😈

You know I told Luke a few times that I like using him for my fans benefit. Well, that‘s something I love to tease him about lately quite often. I think it‘s pretty hot when he‘s told to act a certain way in my videos, so guys watching it later can jerk off nicely. I know it isn‘t exactly cucking or bi, but it‘s kinda is utilizing the voyeur aspect of filming. Besides I kinda like to embrace that there will be people watching it later and let that idea be there with us, already at the moment of filming. It's just sexy knowing that. 🥵
I love the psychical aspect that he‘s there with me in front of the camera, with his dick cramped in a tiny cage, head full of horny ideas of what he would love to do with me, but what he‘s actually doing is helping me prepare content for other guys so they could jerk themself off to me. 😈 Something he wasn‘t allowed in ages, because even when I let him have an orgasm, ruined or not, it‘s me who does that. He‘s the person who touches his dick the least 🤭

Anyway, like I said, I know a lot of you love my boobs. Luke does as well. So I‘ve decided to make you one video where you could get them to your heart's content 🤭Watch them being squeezed, oiled, and rubbed … I‘ve told Luke a loose script to follow of what I want him to do with them. My idea was to put the camera pretty close and make you feel like you could really touch them. To feel them through Luke‘s hands. I want you to imagine how they are soft and jiggly, but a little firm on touch. Watch the massage closely, so you get the idea in your head. There is not much else on in this video than my tits, so enjoy them.

If you are caged like Luke try to imagine how would it feel under your fingers as they were sliding over my oiled skin. And imagine how it feels hours later, when you are back at home, with the memory of making this video. Unable to get it out of your head, pulling on your cage trying, but knowing you aren't allowed to jerk off. Not even to the porn you made. And when you finally manage to calm down, I‘ll send you a message asking if you liked playing with my girls, just to mess with you 😇

Now if you are uncaged imagine or even better yet comment on how would you jerk over them. I would let you play with them and then when you couldn't hold it any longer I pull your pants down, to see how that erection sprung out and to get some relief. I‘ll make sure to let Luke read all of it, so he knows all the deprived fantasies he helped create. 😄

Either way, I love having him wrapped around my fingers and I certainly don‘t mind using my tits to help me with that. But they are like the Siren song 😈 except they are luring beta guys into permanent chastity, and then they can watch the chastity key dangle in between them forever. 🤭In public I pretend I have no idea about it. But here, with you, I can say how things are and that I am very well aware of what I am wearing 😈

2023-11-17 00:33:53 +0000 UTC View Post

The last time I was teasing Luke I was afraid he would cum, ..

The last time I was teasing Luke I was afraid he would cum, so I didn‘t even unlock him. Well, turns out he still had a little bit of stamina left, so maybe I could‘ve teased him even harder 😈 Luckily I have all the time in the world to do it next time. Anyway the reason I didn‘t want him to cum just yet was, that I already planned a reward for him and I really wanted him to make it, so it would be annoying if he came after all that effort sooner than I planned.

I told him before, that not every reward has to be an orgasm. And I stand by it. That‘s why I didn‘t give him an orgasm when he end up Loctober without cumming, well apart from the little accident we had in the beginning from the Lovense toy 🤭 I didn‘t want to reinforce the idea, that it‘s something that must happen. But still, he‘s beaten his record of going without any relief and I couldn't wait to make it a little special for both of us.

I was really looking forward to pulling out my milking table as I think it was a perfect tool for the opportunity. I like cum play with Luke, but I enjoy getting splashed myself. It‘s funny because I really like making guys cum. And a big load always feels like an achievement of a job well done. Unfortunately, my kinks are a little bit in the contradiction here 😅I would love to make him cum more often if it wasn‘t so goddamn hot to melt his brain with utter horny frustration. Luckily there are ruined orgasms, so I don‘t need to make him un-horny when I want to make him cum. And of course, occasionally there might be full orgasms so he knows what he strives for and gets his mind blown 🤭

Given how horny he was I knew the milking table would be perfect because he can‘t escape my edging. When I have him on the bed or just sitting somewhere, he can wiggle around, squirm, and whatnot. I don‘t blame him and besides it‘s quite erotic. 😊 But putting him on the table so he can‘t really move his dick in any direction, knowing well, that he would probably love to thrust my hand, speed up or slow down or just do anything differently that I am doing it, but can‘t is fantastic. 😇 And I love the little twist on the position under the table I can get. I mean his dick pointing at me like he would cum on me, something typically associated more with male dominance, yet I am under the table in complete control of his every move. I am feeling in my hands how he‘s getting hard. When he’s getting close I can loosen my grip so he barely feels anything or I can jerk him to as many edges as I want. 😈

Luke was so horny that I decided to take a short break, to let him go soft completely. He was dripping precum on me almost the whole time. I could really feel he was getting closer, so I was playing with my grip a little bit because I wanted him to build the pressure up to the point when he couldn’t hold back. I didn’t tell him he was going to get a full orgasm, so when I didn’t let go, he was really emptying the whole load and the frustration of the past month and a half with it. He was shooting rope after rope. It was fantastic 🤭 I get cum everywhere lol, luckily missed my eye 😅 and I could hear him breathing heavily. Later he told me, he didn’t know he was able to have an orgasm like this. So that makes me really proud and honestly happy, because I think he really deserved to have this one. I wasn’t going easy on him lately 😄

Being the cause of all of this, I have to say, it was very intense for me as well. It’s incredible how sometimes I really almost physically “feel” the arousal he’s experiencing. And I wanted to say, I am really grateful for everybody who’s willing to follow their heart, explore, open up about their feelings no matter how odd they might be, and dive deep into the unknown. I am really happy to be part of the BDSM community. 🥰

2023-11-12 22:54:54 +0000 UTC View Post

I will see Luke on the weekend, so you can look forward to t..

I will see Luke on the weekend, so you can look forward to the new video on Sunday. I have some plans in mind, so if everything works out the way I want I think it's going to be quite fun 🥰

2023-11-10 23:54:43 +0000 UTC View Post

I think Luke‘s really full to the brim, so I rather didn‘t u..

I think Luke‘s really full to the brim, so I rather didn‘t unlock him for this session. 😄 I know his nipples are very sensitive, so I‘ve decided to make them my focus. To make it more interesting I bought a ballgag with a small dick on it. I thought it would be hilarious if after more than a month since his last orgasm, I make him suck on a dick the whole time I‘ll be playing with his nipples. All while I keep his own dick caged without even allowing for a stretch.

Unfortunately, I found out, that it won‘t work as too much saliva was piling up and I had to remove the gag. Well, I like to keep it real, so I‘ve decided to keep the shot in there and just tell you what my intentions were, even if they didn‘t work out. Anyway, I have an idea for a better position, so I am not giving up on it just yet. I‘ll just do it somewhere where he can drool all over the place lol 🤭

Anyway, the last time I oiled my tits, so I‘ve decided why not switch it up. First I‘ve played with his nipples as they were. Because it‘s easier to squeeze and pinch them. Once I‘ve lubed them they become too slippery. The oil makes them actually more difficult to tease. But I didn't mind that. First I let him enjoy it, as I was pressing them with my fingers so he could really feel the pleasure. But as I started using the lube and the oil it became harder and I could see on him that he really had to focus on it. I've used my fingers and a little vibrator. I find that hot when he‘s actively trying to chase the feeling. It's helping me with the teasing. If he didn‘t do anything he could‘ve ended a lot less horny. 🤭 But he can‘t just miss any opportunity to get aroused. It‘s a wicked circle of horniness. The more horny and frustrated he is the more erotic the idea of being denied become, so he very willingly dives deeper. 😈

I could feel his bulge trying to get hard the whole time. It‘s funny to imagine that if it wasn‘t for the cage he was pretty much there. The tension between us during the sessions is sometimes incredible. When you have male friends, sometimes you wonder, if they‘ve been imagining having sex with you. If I wear something sexy, I wonder how many people I know are perhaps secretly masturbating to me. But it‘s another level of fun sitting topless on somebody, knowing that he can‘t think of anything else than fucking you, but can‘t even jerk off to it. He saw things many people can probably just imagine, but unlike them, he can't touch his dick. 🥵 He can feel my weight, he can feel my soft hands gliding over his oiled chest, he can hear me laugh and moan but can‘t
get hard. Can‘t even grab those tits that were so fucking close to him. At least he has a memory from list time 🤭

I don‘t know why I am like that, but I know that the more I do it, the more wet I am. Knowing that I can make him go through all of this and he still wants more of me and more of this - it just makes me feel so good and tingly with butterflies. I am actually very thankful for it. Sure, I love to deny him, but I don‘t think any less of him. If it wasn‘t for sub guys like him I would have never felt all those emotions that probably don‘t even have a name. It‘s interesting how piled-up sexual energy can open up a world of self-discovery. … I am sure when Luke going to see the video from this session he‘s going to add a little bit more horniness to that pile 🤭I am not sure how much more he's able to take. I might limit his viewing permission temporarily for his own sake 😄

Anyway have fun cumming or not. You know I love both 🥰

2023-11-07 01:44:51 +0000 UTC View Post

When I said I wouldn‘t care about Locktober rules, Luke prob..

When I said I wouldn‘t care about Locktober rules, Luke probably thought it was a good thing. But there is another point of view to that. I still didn‘t make him cum except at the very beginning of October and now when the month is over I still feel he can go a little longer, so no cumming for poor Luke 🤭 If we were participating he would probably be getting an orgasm by now. How long before I let him have some relief? Who knows … I have a certain idea, but I am not sharing it, in case I do something completely different. You know how it goes, I just like the freedom of choice I have (unlike somebody ehm) 😄

But just because I won‘t let him cum, doesn‘t mean I don‘t think he doesn‘t deserve a reward. I know that orgasm would be the ultimate goal. But I think it‘s important to train him that reward is what I give him, not always what he craves the most. Because I think it could, in time, create this expectation, that every time he does something right he gets to cum. And if I then decide on a different kind of reward, it could feel disappointing and create wrong expectations. The reward should be happiness to please me, to know I am proud of him. Which I am, a month without any kind of relief is without a doubt an achievement 😊

So instead of orgasm, I‘ve decided to give him a teasing session with something extra. I‘ve used oil to lube his dick, but also to oil my tits. I know he loves them. Sometimes I feel like they hold half the power I have over him 🤭 So having my oiled tits out on display like that is a sure way to make his dick rock solid. I could see those veins and I knew his whole body and mind were internally screaming to fuck me. But his submissive brain is so well trained that he knows I am off limits. We spoke about that earlier and I found that very interesting. That after almost two years of pussyfree denial, he really feels like he doesn‘t deserve it. I wouldn't have guessed how much he internalized it. But I guess the constant teasing and denial and sexualized friendzoning do condition him eventually. To be fair I find it incredibly hot. To feel unattainable gives me all the power. Because after all I can decide to let him fuck me at any time, but he can do nothing but lust 🥵

To give him something nice to imagine I‘ve let him push his hard dick close to my tits. Like if he was about to get a titjob, except that wasn‘t what I'd planned. Just having his penis touching me is enough 🤭 For two reasons: first I was already jerking him with caution because I didn‘t want to make him cum. And the other – even if I were planning to, I would choose a different method. It‘s somewhat tricky to keep the penis between breasts. But given how much he loves them I think this was a reward worth waiting for. 😈

To top it off I‘ve told him to play with them on camera for me. He was back in the cage for this part, but I didn‘t realize I had hand in there blocking the view, so I don‘t think it‘s visible how was his dick cramped in there the whole time he was playing with me, but I think you can imagine 🤭. Since my tits were so nicely lubed, it would be a shame if my subscribers didn‘t see them squeezed, right? 😈 I really like it when he does stuff to help me film my content. I mean he almost always does, but when I specifically instruct him what I want and how I want to show off, so people can enjoy the view and jerk off to me. While I am not cucking him, it feels like playing on the edge of it, when I tell him to do things for my viewers. It‘s like if I told him to help me pick clothes. Sure, It‘s for nobody specific, but it‘s not „just“ for him either. I‘ve been thinking maybe I‘ll publish some video to cum tribute one day, to let him really see what people do with my content 🤭 That might be a fun community project 😇

Anyway, enjoy however you can or can't 🥰

2023-11-02 22:43:02 +0000 UTC View Post

Well, at the beginning of Locktober I said I don‘t plan on k..

Well, at the beginning of Locktober I said I don‘t plan on keeping him completely denied, because it gets boring eventually. And while I am still glad I didn‘t make any rule to corner myself into something I wouldn‘t like, the truth is, that so far I am not quite bored. Also, I don‘t have any „release date“, so if I found it entertaining then there is nothing stopping me at the end of the month 🤭Luke is thrilled to know that. And by thrilled I mean he's leaking precum scarily - wish there was a word for this emotion 😄Might need to invent one, because I quite enjoy causing it.

I wanted to see how desperate he really is. So I knew exactly what I wanted to try for our last session. It‘s been a while since I made him cum in the cage, so I wanted to try that. With a tiny catch: I was pretty sure I wouldn‘t give him enough time or stimulation to actually make it. To give him a „fair“ chance I dressed in some body lingerie and before we started playing he got a pretty good look on me. Of course, once I started it was only in his memory 😊But he better appreciate it either way, even if it‘s mostly for my online audience🤭

The thing about trying to make him cum in the cage is that I always win. There are just two options here. He either pathetically dribble inside his cage, proving to me, that his dick completely accepted its role and doesn‘t need to be released all that frequently. Or he doesn‘t cum and the whole thing turns into incredible teasing and edging session. The best part about it is that while in regular edging sessions, my goal is not making him cum and his goal is to keep at least part of his sanity, in his case, it works completely opposite. He‘s really trying hard to cum with the little stimulation he can feel on the cage 😈 But often it‘s not enough, but he knows that if he somehow manages to cum, he really can and I won‘t punish him. The tradeoff of course is that there is a pretty good chance that he will end up real fucking horny 😄

And of course, I might also feel his dick in my hand and release the pressure a little bit, when I feel his balls are tightening up. But that would be just a speculation.😇 Unfortunately ten minutes were not enough for him to cum, so I think it‘s safe to say, that he probably isn‘t all that horny and can keep on going for a while 😈 As I said, I gave him a fair chance, but he doesn't always win. I do though 🤭

Oh and if I knew how much he was going to squirm I would put the camera higher, well my bad. So if his leg gets in the way. Just look at my breast instead 😄

2023-10-28 14:15:01 +0000 UTC View Post

I love how anything that would be completely innocent and cu..

I love how anything that would be completely innocent and cute in normal circumstances can be turned into a teasing session with just one very tiny piece of cage 😊Now that I think of it, Luke is so desperate by now, that me just existing is a teasing session for him, but that would be a different story. Last time we get to play I’ve let him fuck me with a dildo and then ride his face, this time I wasn’t feeling anything of this high intensity. So I’ve just stayed in my pajamas and went for some very “innocent” cuddling.

I told him that I wanted to be slowly undressed and that he was allowed to touch me and play with me pretty much anyhow he wanted as long as he stayed gentle. No finger inside and such. I just wanted him, to just focus on my soft skin, to feel my boobs and later on have a complete view of me naked. I wanted him to feel like it was foreplay, to trick his brain that there would be more to it. You know that I love being a tease. 😈 Sometimes it’s fun to do things that are intense, maybe a little rough. But sometimes I just like to have an appetizer, to create a bit of taste, to make the fantasy go wild and end it there. After all, it’s just all in the head, and that’s the place I really like getting to. When he’s in my bed running his bare hand over my skin, when he feels my soft boobs and shaven pussy, it just has to feel like we are going to have sex. Even if I tell him, it’s not going to happen, I think his brain doesn’t get it. It can’t get it. It’s like smelling something delicious. You will get hungry even if you know you won’t be having that. 😈 I know pink pajamas aren’t the usual femdom apparel, but I love that it can be 🤭

Between the shots I told him, that if he want he can try to gently “fuck” me with the cage. Just to see how it would feel, to see his flat cage where his dick is supposed to be touching my pussy. The flat cage isn’t ideal for non-stop wear, but when he has it, it’s really like I took his penis away. Just one small metal plate where the base of the penis would be and that’s it. It’s not so hard to imagine, that’s really it. With the nub cage, it’s still at least 2 inches of something, something he can touch, something he can rub and he can see his squished dick in the cage. This one? His dick is simply gone. All he can do is rubbing his overfilled and frustrated balls over my pussy.

I told him, that perhaps we need to change a position. Since there was no penis to rub, maybe we could try some scissoring 🤭Like the cage wasn’t humiliating enough on its own. I mostly meant it like a joke, but it was actually more intimate than I thought it would be. So I’ve played with his nipples a little bit. I know how sensitive they are. Besides I didn’t have much more to play with 🤭

Remember when I didn’t want anything too intense like last time? Well, I think it was intense enough for Luke. So I let him rest on me for a while, so he could safely land back from whatever place he was mentally at. Moments like this are just as important, so he knows I am not just a bitch. I like his attention and his horniness, but I do care and watch over him and I won’t let him leave the session with unresolved frustration. Sure I want him horny beyond his mind, but I need to know I am pushing him only to his limits, not beyond them. It is still supposed to be fun. I think this part of femdom sometimes get lost, so it’s good to remind it from time to time. 🥰

2023-10-24 11:35:06 +0000 UTC View Post

I have a new fantasy dildo. It‘s tentacle-shaped and came in..

I have a new fantasy dildo. It‘s tentacle-shaped and came in a very beautiful box and I can't stress how I love the colors. Such a creative toy. It‘s handmade from platinum-cured silicone, quite soft, which I really like. To be fair, could be even softer (I'll get to that). You know, I have a thing for soft dicks, fantasy or not 🤭
Anyway, I wanted to try it out for a few days now, but why should I when I know Luke's going to be here at least a few times a week and I am going to record our session anyway? He's always happy I let him do anything that remotely reminds him of getting some pussy. I mean, not that he doesn't get pussy, It just usually his penis isn't too involved. No change there, but he can at least imagine 😈

I've noticed a bit more people who don't know our complete history and are asking how it works. So I think a short throwback isn't bad. If you are regular, you may skip paragraph 😊 Basically since we started playing and Luke became permanently caged, he's allowed to take a supervised shower at my place anytime he wants, of course, if I am home and he says in advance. This created a natural flow of opportunities that I am using for our sessions since I know he's going to stop by and I'll have him fresh right out of the shower for playing. People often ask about chastity hygiene and the boring truth is, that chastity can't be done without at least some amount of unlocking and proper cleaning. But as with everything in life, it's about framing, for us it's actually great 😊 And standing there in the shower door clothed and watching him clean himself is often kinda hot on its own. Anyway, I could make a whole story about that one day .... so back to my new toy 😄

Well, I've decided that if I have a tentacle dildo I could go all in and wear a sailor costume, just for the fun of it 😊 I have had that for a while and there was never a better opportunity. Besides, I know how Luke loves it when I wear different sexy costumes. And I certainly don't mind using that information to keep him devoted and obedient 😈

I knew I could not decide what I liked more. Giving him the dildo in the hand and letting him serve me with it, or telling him to wear it as a strapon. Both have something. I feel like letting him just hold the dildo is even more submissive because he's not even reminded of how it feels. He would be there, just between my legs, trying to use my toy for my pleasure, while his own dick will be squished down and completely forgotten 😈 Lettign him to use the strapon doesn't improve his penis situation, but at least he gets to experience hints of the motion he used to know. Ultimately I've decided that I like that better. To get in his head and remind him what he isn't doing anymore. Perhaps some neural pathways will remember and it will get him more horny as well. You know, so he has something out of 🤭

To keep it real with you, the toy was fun, but after a while, the texture was a bit too much for me. Luckily it was quite soft, but I've decided to stop before it get uncomfortable. That's what I mean when I say, I am not that much into penetrative sex. It's fun for a while every now and then, but I rarely miss it. So Luke can rest assured, that I won't ever need to unlock his dick out of desperation 🤭 Anyway, my pussy was craving some soothing and I was still very much in a mood to play.

One option pretty much presented itself. Hmm ... what's soft, warm, feels nice on a pussy, and is always available 😄 And I could not resist not to sit on his face. Such a fun feeling. I feel him wiggle under my ass as I sit on him with almost full weight. He's trying to gasp but to no avail, he just has to wait till I lift again. But soon as I do he's back to licking me even more vigorously than before. Being a keyholder doesn't get much better than that. When I can put him through whatever and he can't get enough of it. That is what really makes me feel like a goddess. 🥰

2023-10-20 00:47:48 +0000 UTC View Post

Well, I‘ve set myself up for an editing hell with this one 😅..

Well, I‘ve set myself up for an editing hell with this one 😅 But it was worth it, in my opinion, and I'd love to share it with you. Might not be a typical femdom video, but I had a blast. I really mean it. By the end of it, I was literally crying, my face was wet and I might have snorted a few times laughing 🤭

So, what was happening you are asking? Well, when I was trying post-orgasm play, Luke said it was like intense tickling, not so bad at the start, but then it was too sensitive and intense that it became unbearable. Well, I can't give him post-orgasm play, when I don’t want to give him an orgasm, do I? 😄 But I got another idea. Like a very intense tickling, you say? Well, why don’t we skip the whole doing something with a penis part and jump right to the intensive tickling 🤭Don’t worry more “hard” femdom is coming soon, but I like to swap things up a little, and every now and then have just pure silly fun. Besides it’s hard to resist the temptation when being a keyholder. Luckily I don’t have to resist anything. I promised Luke that I’ll make the Locktober interesting and I am pretty sure a tickling session with a half-naked friend qualifies 🤭

Some of you said, that you would love to see me with a bull. While I am not planning that, it quite felt like riding one 😂 I was barely holding on top of him when I was tickling his armpits. It’s incredible how something so innocent can be so mean. Well, I guess that isn’t the first time I ventured into a similar theme. It's like “nothing” is really happening to him, but somehow it’s still completely unbearable. Now thinking of it, it’s close to what I wrote last time. It’s those simple things that look completely fine at first glance, but then there is a complete hell in the details. 😈

Well, anyway, no unlocking this time. Besides, when I was done with him I was not sure he would be even able to stand another gentle touch 😄 One thing I am getting a lot is that you like my laugh, well, I hope you will enjoy this because It’s like half of the video.

Also, if you want to go for more of the action part, start roughly at the half. I was thinking about editing the beginning out, but then decided that the slower sessions start complement nicely the high-intensity ending, so I left it all there. Anyway, have fun. I did 😄And Luke was laughing as well, so I guess he did too. I think that was the first time he did those hip motions without trying to cage fuck me 🤭 though I am not sure what exactly was going through his head during it.

2023-10-16 01:11:52 +0000 UTC View Post

Safe to say last time was a success. Seems like from a singl..

Safe to say last time was a success. Seems like from a single pumping the effect lasted about two days, before his erections went back to normal. Well, normal for a long-term chastity boy 🤭Meaning his dick wasn‘t fighting for its freedom five times a day and night. Which was kinda perfect timing, because I was a little worried I might mess up his sleep routine. While I think it‘s quite hot and flattering when his dick is very intensely remembering me in the middle of the night I don‘t want him to be a complete zombie during the day 😄 But you can rest assured that I won‘t forget that the pump is an option. Might use it from time to time when I think his dick might need a little wake up 😈

Anyway, there are other ways how to help him remember me than straining in the cage. The thing I love about chastity is the insidious simplicity of it. Like when you take a step back it doesn’t even sound so intense, unlike many other femdom practices. But the slow psychological mindfuck, the ever-present horniness that overtakes your mind is much more than it seems on the first look. I love how can melt his brain with a simple handjob. 😈 It's all it takes to make him drip precum for days, but why not go a little further? Why not push my pussy into his face? And to be clear, I am not doing it just for him to get teased, that would be too much privilege. It just feels good 🤭

Orgasm doesn’t sound that important if you have it. But once you don’t it grows into a completely different beast. It isn’t anymore anymore about a pleasant feeling. It’s a burning desire, that doesn’t allow you to think about anything else. It’s a hunger that only your keyholder can satiate, but it rarely does. Because that erotic frustration is what keeps Luke submissive and devoted. He needs to be denied and he knows that I know it. 😈 But beyond all he knows that’s exactly what he deserves and where he belongs. And for that, I think the penis pump worked great because those pesky erections were a constant reminder of that. 🥰

But like I said, there are other ways how to remind him myself. I wanted to unlock him, to see how is his penis going to react to my touch. If he’s going to drip more than usual. I wanted to feel his smooth skin in my hands. Because even if my desires are a bit … unconventional, I like to play with dicks. A lot. I just have my own different fascination with them that goes beyond just their physical appearance. 😄 When I am holding his rock-hard dick it makes me feel connected. Especially when I feel the warm breath and tongue on my pussy. I feel like I am almost living what’s he experiencing. Of course not really, but that feeling of excitement and knowledge I am the cause of all of this is barely describable. 🥵 I don’t know if there is a word for that, but I feel it’s a fucked up branch of empathy. 😄 I am almost living what he’s feeling, but then I get even more excited to lock him into his flat cage, because I think I can imagine how that’s going to make him feel. And it makes me so wet. Though to be completely fair, I also get excited when I do let him cum and many other things. I think it might be because I am still the one “inflicting” them upon him. 😇

But that’s not going to happen for a while. This time, he went home, horny and locked in a flat cage. So he remembers who owns his dick, even when it isn’t getting hard. Btw I like the size difference a few days apart, from pump to flat cage 🤭

2023-10-11 00:17:13 +0000 UTC View Post

So, after Luke left last time I had time to think. I didn‘t ..

So, after Luke left last time I had time to think. I didn‘t want to punish him necessarily for cumming with the prostate massager because I wanted to promote a positive experience. It wasn’t planned, but sometimes you just have to go with the flow. I have rules, but I think ultimately it’s the dominant decision what will happen, rules are just a guideline, they can’t anticipate every nuance. But on the other hand, I was thinking I don’t want to just let it go. So, I was thinking about how to make it good and bad at the same time. And while it sounds contradictory at first I believe it doesn’t have to be. Especially at BDSM, there are a lot of things that are both simultaneously. So, here is my take on that. 😈

You know, that I am not that much into pain, so I wanted something more devious and sort of intricate. Something that he couldn’t say is bad, but might cause a little discomfort. For example, something that would make his cock harder. How is that a bad thing you might ask? Well, the reason why chastity is much more bearable over time is, that the body stops having such strong erections. Because pushing with your erect cock against those steel bars can be quite uncomfortable. Luckily erections might be a little weaker after a long time in chastity and from what I’ve read it might take days, even a few weeks before it’s completely back to the pre-chastity stage. From my understanding, it’s because the penile sponges don’t get too much stretch, so they temporarily lose some elasticity.

Introducing the penis pump 🤭I was thinking, it’s good for the health you know. Get some proper stretch, to fill every bit of the penis. To make it hard and rock solid. Literally, make it pump. To make it bigger than it probably ever was. Of course, the funny thing is, that’s only big for watching. As soon as I removed the pump it’s pretty much gone. I guess an erection ring could help, but I’ve read that that’s a more advanced technique, so I didn’t want to use it on the first try. I’ve used just an erection string, that can be better regulated. Anyway, my idea here was, that perhaps making him stretch a bit will reintroduce some harder erections. Which is obviously a good thing, right? 😇I mean, maybe not so much when you are permanently locked in chastity, but let’s not discriminate. Luke might get a few difficult nights, but his penis will be happy and healthy.

Opportunity I didn’t anticipate but it presented itself was that his penis was getting quite bigger than he actually is. But he couldn’t even touch it. I have to say I’ve loved the separation behind the glass. It’s sort of like a huge chastity cage with a twisted psychology. While the tiny cage shows you how little you can be, the pump shows you how big you can be. But in both cases it’s equally useless because you can’t even touch it 😈 I’ve let him stroke the plastic cylinder just for the heck of it, so he can imagine how it would probably feel to touch it while it’s so damn hard and erect.

After some time of fucking with his head, playing with his nipples and a little bit of stroking it was time to leave the big penis behind and return to the comfy home of the chastity cage, where he belongs. As I am writing this retrospectively, I can already reveal that it worked and Luke was struggling much more with unwanted erections in his cage. The only question remains how long does this effect last 🤭 Of course was done mainly to promote good health. But if I am being honest, I think I like the idea of slow-burn punishment like this 😈

2023-10-06 10:42:57 +0000 UTC View Post

So I have a new toy, well not new exactly, because I’ve orde..

So I have a new toy, well not new exactly, because I’ve ordered it a while ago, but we never go to use it. Those who have followed me for a while know that I have a kink for twisting things outside of their “expected” use. That’s why I love chastity and sounding and pussyfree training and all of that.☺️ Because in one way or the other, it’s taking something with obvious use and doing something else entirely. I guess part of it is just an erotic curiosity to see what will happen, but more importantly, it gives me the feeling of power because I also get to see how far I can go. And as it turns out usually pretty far. While I am usually trying to do things slowly and safely, the truth is we just barely started and I don’t have that much experience, so sometimes It’s hard to balance excitement and caution. So while we both agree that our previous anal experiments were hot, some of them were a little rushed, because we were too excited to try everything, that we jumped from anal plug to strapon pretty damn fast. It didn’t feel that way back then, but I can see it now. So if you’ve been paying attention you had to notice I didn’t engage in anal play for quite a while. Because I’ve decided that the best course of action for us to enjoy it is to take a step back.

Now with that out of the way the toy I am speaking about is Lovense Edge, a prostate massager. And it’s perfect. It’s big enough that it didn’t feel like we are starting completely all over again, but is a lot less demanding than being outright fucked with a strapon 🤭 I feel like this was the best anal session we had so far. Felt natural and fun, just on the right edge of comfortable and adventurous. Luke was of course quite shy about it, but for me, that’s a huge part of the appeal. I guess it’s an ego thing, but making somebody shy and simultaneously excited is making me feel dominant and aroused but somehow protective. I don’t know how to better put it. When we play it’s always there, the caring part is necessary because, after all, it’s a play between people who need to trust and ideally like each other. But when he gets shy, it’s different than when he’s scared of something. More intimate? I think guys might understand it better. But for a girl, this is just a new and sort of unexpected mixture of emotions. I would love to just jump on him and fuck him right there on the spot. But I didn’t, because what I was talking about the whole first paragraph 😅

Anyway, I was thinking about keeping him locked. But then decided against it for now, because I wanted more easier chilled-out session. I wanted him to enjoy it, to find pleasure from having something up his butt and most importantly to relax and start getting used to the new feeling. There will be time without a doubt when he’ll be locked and plugged, but one thing after another.😈 The prostate massager is quite different from the other toys we tried and I could see it right away, as soon as I plug him. He was squirming so hard. his dick looked like it was going to burst. It made him so excited. I don’t know yet what can be achieved with the app, so I’ve set vibrations somewhere to medium. Which I’ve later found isn’t as weak as I was expecting. 🤭

I’ve gently stroked his dick, only to give him a little extra to it. But it was probably a little too extra because during one edge he just didn’t make it and came all over his legs. I knew the toy might be exciting, but I didn’t expect him to cum so easily. Luke later told me, that he might have cum even if I didn’t touch him at all, and that he was struggling almost from the start. Well, that’s information that I certainly won’t use against him 😈

I didn’t want to end the session with some harsh punishment, because I was honestly just quite happy that it was a positive experience possibly opening doors to many other things I would love to try. But he still had cum without being permitted to. I was thinking about what to do, so he doesn’t get away with it for free when I noticed he really started to squirm after he came. I’ve figured that the massager in his butt is acting similarly to post-orgasm play. So I let it run for a while. 🤭It wasn’t as intense, but at least it was immediate corrective action, which could be better than something I’ll think of in a few days.

All in all, I am thrilled. This was exciting, though a little quick, but a complete success. And I can’t wait to try more of it and slowly increase the intensity from there. ☺️

2023-10-02 11:05:57 +0000 UTC View Post

The Locktober is around the corner and I am starting to get ..

The Locktober is around the corner and I am starting to get questions about what I have prepared for Luke this year, as last year I made him go a full month without cumming. It‘s something I‘ve given some thought and here is how I see it. I will be doing anything I want to do. 😄 I know it sounds kinda of basic, but by the end of last year, Locktober I was really looking forward to getting back to „normal“ as no orgasm was one of my rules. Month is quite a long time and the truth is I do have a lot of fun making Luke cum in all sorts of fucked up and frustrating ways. I was undecided about that for a while, as I felt like removing the no cumming rule will make Locktober the same as any other month as he‘s locked all the time unless I let him out. But then I figured why it should bother me 😅I don‘t want to get myself trapped in things I don‘t enjoy. I have no clue if Luke will be cumming or not, but I want to be able to decide that on a whim.
I find it fantastic, that things like Loctober exist, it brings people in, it popularizes the fetish and it gives people some challenge. But after weighing the pros and cons I figured I know much more about myself, about Luke, and about what I want and I don‘t think I‘ll be having more fun by restraining myself with more rules. So I don‘t want any. I‘ll just use Locktober as an opportunity to do anything I want to try, finding new and entertaining ways to tease Luke out of his mind while getting myself off 🤭and overall just having fun. Because that is what this is all about.

So long story short, after a lot of consideration, here is the full list of the rules I‘ve set for this Locktober:
1, Obey me. 😄
2, See rule number one

With that in mind I invited Luke over to have a moment together 😈 He needed a shower and as usual that‘s the perfect moment for a little playtime. While recently I‘ve been letting him stretch out of his cage I‘ve decided that this time I can show him, that it was all just my generosity, and that he doesn‘t really need out of the cage. I was curious to see if there would be some bigger push on the cage. Because when I left him locked for a long time, he wasn‘t as easily getting it up even after unlocking, let alone in the cage. Few times I was playing with his cage he was pretty much able to cum soft inside of it. Of course, that wasn‘t my intention this time. This was all just a little edging. Just to make my point who owns this dick. 😈

I‘ve oiled my fingers to better glide over the cage, to let him feel a little bit of my soft hand over the hard steel cage. I think the unlocking over the last few sessions made a little difference. As I was stroking his cage, like it was a dick, his body seems to recall that motion and decided to prove to me that he‘s still a man. Unfortunately for him, the cage blocked all attempts for erection, so I don't think it counts. But I could see it trying to bulge out. 🤭
I wanted to see how far it would go, so I jerked his cage for a while, but it didn‘t get any harder. So I played with his balls, squeezed them a little, to make him feel trapped in my hand. To make him remember till next time, who owns those balls and who decides if and for how long they are staying full 🤭

Well, he can think about that, because that's all he got. No unlocking this time. I was contemplating it for a bit, to give him a few strokes, but I think he will appreciate them more next time 😇

2023-09-29 01:43:28 +0000 UTC View Post

So, it‘s been a long week and I was almost worried I would h..

So, it‘s been a long week and I was almost worried I would have to skip a session with Luke. Luckily that didn‘t happen and we saw each other during the weekend. So here is the new video 😊 And I think you're gonna love it. Anyway, since it’s been a while since we saw each other I’ll admit I’ve been quite horny as I was really looking to it. Obviously Luke wasn’t in any better shape, as last time he spent quite some time with his face buried in my ass 🤭 So that left him with some hard to forget memories. We’ve been texting about later and I didn’t miss a chance to rub it in. So when we finally matched our schedules I had an idea what I wanted to try next. His frustration is just too sexy for me to resist and there are things where I have issues to hold back. My plan was pretty simple, but intensity doesn’t need complexity. Besides a lot of the nuances are happening in the head. Which is the only place I want to get in anyway. Everything else is just a tool for that. Including my pussy 😈 Which is a shortcut how to get inside the mind of most men, let alone those who are almost two years completely pussy starved. I’ve unlocked him and put a condom over his dick. The funny thing about condoms is that I used to actively dislike them. Well, I used them for their necessary purpose (but everything works better without them). But ever since I figured they could be used differently I changed my opinion about them quite a bit 🤭 I’ve realized It’s like with Luke’s penis - at one point it was meant for sex, but now it’s just a humiliating reminder of its original purpose and it adds extra sting. 🥵😈 Makes me twitch just thinking about it. Once he was tightly in the rubber (I think I might have bought too small) I start teasing him with my pussy. First in my panties, but those were off very quickly. I wanted him to feel so close, that he could imagine I might even change my mind about keeping him pussy-free. I wanted him to doubt if perhaps this was the time. I didn‘t hint or say anything like that, but I hoped his horny mind might run loose. A few times I really felt his rock hard glad so close, that I knew one wrong move and I might really let him thrust. It was so fucking sexy. I knew the desire was eating him from inside and that only made me more wet. I tried something similar a few times and I know very well, that I am literally riding the edge with him. And that there is a slight chance that I might overdo it, push him too far and he might not control himself one day and just try it. But deep down I am absolutely certain that he wants nothing more than to submit to me and obey my every word. This perpetual conflict is the thing that feeds me, and makes my knees weak and my pussy wet.🥵 As I really feel the power over him. It‘s still fun when he‘s obeying simple commands, but there is nothing sexier than when he‘s really fighting inside him. Of course, I didn‘t have any intention of really letting him fuck me. So when I felt like I should stop I‘ve moved over to his head to let him taste what it did to me. So he can enjoy with me how much I love keeping him denied, so he feels from close how it arouses me. And so he knows how much fucked he is because there is no way any „vanilla “ sex would be anywhere this hot and intensive. But I am not a completely stonehearted bitch. So I pulled out my magic wand and let him have some edges while sitting on his face 😇 He‘s lucky I was really horny, because that‘s probably why I decided to end the edging with a ruined orgasm. It‘s sexy and I loved it. He had one quite recently, so I felt I was quite generous, but after all, I can do whatever I want with him. And that‘s the best feeling I can imagine. 🤭

2023-09-24 18:32:31 +0000 UTC View Post

I was considering filming more solo content, but Luke and I ..

I was considering filming more solo content, but Luke and I had free time and it felt like a waste not doing it together. So I figured, why not do sort of both at the same time? I can make the session more one-sided. 😈 Usually that means that I sit on his face and occasionally tickle his cage or twist his nipples or something like that. Well, this time I thought it would be funny if he was just there to film me showing off a little and then I could just use his tongue a little before sending him back home. There is something hot about making him help me shoot my content. I think that’s an aspect I might explore a little bit. Having a personal cameraman locked in chastity while I do all sorts of things in front of him, sounds quite hot to me. It’s one thing to be “just” a tease, but making him shoot footage he knows people will be jerking off while he can’t is pushing it even a little further. I told him, that over time I got quite a few messages of people asking me to see more of my butt and I was feeling like I could tease them a little bit. So, I've instructed him where to stand and how I like the shot to be done. Quite a simple task if it wasn’t for the tight cage he was wearing. I found it thrilling, that I could make a teasing session for him, even though I am actually making a video for somebody else 🤭But like I said, why not both 😊 In the end, I’ve decided I want Luke in the shot as well, because I wanted some pleasure for myself. So I put the camera back on tripod and told him to lick my butt. Feeling tongue in there is quite a different feeling. I love it, but I can’t put my finger exactly on it. Because it isn’t as physically arousing as regular oral sex. It’s more ticklish, but weirdly intense and pleasurable, yet somewhat relaxing. It makes me feel almost butterflies in my stomach. I think it’s the unexpected feeling and the fact that I can just tell him to do it and he does it that makes it work for me. 😊 I told him, just not to block the view too much because this wasn’t his teasing session (even if that wasn’t entirely true). Interestingly he was almost too careful, I think he could have buried his head deeper between my cheeks 🤭I guess he was worried what effect it might have on the future of his unlocks 😂 Well, I had a great time, so let me know if you did as well. And I make sure to let Luke know all about it. I am certain he will be delighted to hear all the details about people masturbating to my ass he so generously helped to film 😈

2023-09-19 11:26:58 +0000 UTC View Post

I am still not over the theme of my last video. So, when I h..

I am still not over the theme of my last video. So, when I had Luke over this time I wanted to expand on it a little bit. I had a pretty simple idea in mind. I just wanted to see how long it will take before he gets completely hard and let him fully stretch. I was pretty sure he would be rock hard if I slowly brought him to the edge. If I did that too fast, he could reach it way before he would be erect, but if I go slowly It would give his body more time to respond to what’s happening. At least that's the idea. I was wondering if his last unlock made any difference. Let me answer that right here: It didn’t 🤭And we had a very hot discussion about it later when he confessed how utterly humiliating it is for him to be so horny, to feel my hands, but his dick is taking a sweet ass time. Especially because he didn’t have much performance issues in the past. Though (and I told him that) we have no idea what his performance would be now, because there isn’t any performing happening 🤭 So it doesn’t matter either way. I think he might still be red in the face, even now, as I am typing this. I brought out a massage oil, to make it more interesting. I had a plan. Luke is always squirming when I make him go through long edging session when I give him just edge after edge. So, for a change, I’ve decided to give him just one. Slowly get there and perhaps ride it for a while, but only one. After that, it’s back to the cage 🤭I honestly didn’t know how would his body react. But as soon as I pour the oil on his penis and started to massage it, I was pretty sure it was not going to be quick. And I know I am a little bit malice, but It made me giggle a bit. 😈 Because I was just imagining what must’ve been going through his head at the time. I am well aware of his desires, so let me write it down for you. Imagine this: You are sitting on a chair, your friend with(or without) benefits is giving you an oily handjob. You are basically posing as her model for her amateur porn video. You would love to fuck her, but you know that’s probably not going to happen and your chances to impress her aren’t exactly too high since it’s been minutes are you are still barely semi-hard, but dangerously close to cumming. And you’ve been told that after you reach a single edge you are back to chastity. 😈 It’s hard to describe, but sometimes I really feel like I can live the arousal through him. I could never do something like that to myself. But being on the other side of it is so close, so intense, that I almost have a taste of it. It’s a mixture of power, excitement, and fascination to me. The sexual energy in the room is almost tangible. As soon as I made him reach the edge, he was as hard as he could. At least without an erection ring. I could see the frustration on his face. But my plan was to make him hard and then lock him back. So I’ve stopped and let him get a little softer again. I’ve decided to relock him back to his “bigger cage” for a change. As I was locking him back up, I got a spontaneous idea. I've put the cage ring on and I suddenly jerked him once more. Just enough to make him hard. 😇 I know what’s happened next is a little evil, but I couldn’t resist. I just wanted to squish his erection with the cage. Yes, that’s all the reason I made him hard. 😈Just to cap it with the cage and press it down, so I could lock it. I don’t know why, but I got a good kick out of it 🤭I guess it was just an urge to show him that I can really do anything with it, as I own it.

2023-09-15 01:01:11 +0000 UTC View Post

Another thing I hear a lot is that Luke's dick has shrunk. I..

Another thing I hear a lot is that Luke's dick has shrunk. I‘ve talked about it a few times but I don‘t think I‘ve dedicated more time to it. So, did it shrink? The answer might be more complicated than simple yes or no, but it certainly does behave a bit differently as you‘ll see in this video 😊 I‘ve noticed that after he‘s caged for a long time without having time out to stretch out fully he‘s having issues getting hard. Not that he can‘t get hard, but it might take him quite a bit of time. Like waking up from a slumber. So, usually when I want to edge him, what I do is leave the cage ring on to use it as cock-ring. It helps him get an erection faster. That is, when I want him to get hard because as you saw last time, that isn’t always the case 🤭 I wanted to see how his dick actually behaves when I remove the cage and the ring, so it doesn’t get any extra support to keep him hard. While he was clearly happy to be out of the cage, he just got a somewhat limp semi-hardon. Took a few long minutes before I would consider it at least somewhat useful hardness. And honestly, if I was thinking about fucking him I don’t think it would be really possible. Too soft and bendy, it would be slipping out all the time. Well, as I started jerking him off he got first, or maybe even second edge while still pretty much soft. And I think that’s the reason why people are noticing he got smaller because he ain’t even erect. Well, I could just lock him back right there, but I wanted to see how long it would take for him to fully wake up. If that even happens at all 🤭 Sure enough, as I was continuing jerking him he was becoming a lot harder. But I still think longer locking periods make him lose some elasticity as he was maybe 70% erect. When I include more frequent edging (with erections) in our sessions it doesn’t behave this way. So, I think it depends on how you define shrinking. He’s certainly smaller and less thick, but it would come back if I let him out of the cage for a while. Which I don’t. So it’s temporary and not. I mean, he’s temporarily shrunk in permanent chastity 😈 And I’ll be honest. I don’t really mind this effect at all. Erection is such a clear symbol of typical masculinity and manliness that taking this away from him, even occasionally, has a profound effect on his ego. He can’t even pretend that the chastity is the only thing preventing him from fucking me. You can’t push with rope 🤭And he knows that I know. So at the end of the day, he just let me lock his dick out, because he knows that’s where it belongs. Well, I was feeling nice and curious, so I decided to push him a little bit over the edge. Of course, I wasn’t planning a full orgasm. Those are rare. I wouldn’t let him have one just like that. But I wanted to see if perhaps right before the orgasm he finally got fully stiff. Well, he didn’t. 😄 I felt him swelling in my hand, but I know him well by now to have an idea about how big or small he can really be. This wasn’t it. But still a record of the day 😄 Anyway, the whole shrinking thing. I love the temporal effect of chastity. I can make him feel small and pathetic just by keeping him locked for a while longer. Then I can remind him, that he actually has a pretty normal dick when I jerk him more frequently. Only to repeat the cycle and keep him waiting a little longer again, just because I can. I love to remind him that his penis isn’t really his. As it does what I want or what I allow him to do. 😇

2023-09-11 11:53:56 +0000 UTC View Post

One thing I get asked over and over is how do I maintain him..

One thing I get asked over and over is how do I maintain him flaccid in some of my videos. So I‘ve decided to make a video, that‘s a bit more instructional about that and perhaps give you a bit of a fun commentary to it. 😊 First things first. A disclaimer: ⚠ This method might not be for everybody, if you try to do it, be sure you have no perineal issues as this might exacerbate your problems. The core idea of the method is, that there is a vein that supplies the penis with a liquid that makes it hard. Penis is basically a liquid-filled sponge/ballon. So, if you put a little bit of pressure on the area between the anus and balls, it greatly limits the speed of flow and makes erection physically impossible. There are some nerves as well and of course, limiting the „inflow“ to any body part isn‘t recommended for prolonged periods of time. If done correctly it should not be riskier than sitting on an old bike seat though. Just don‘t go too long or too hard and remember I am just a person on the internet, so use your own judgment. With that out of the way, here is how I do it from a Mistress perspective: Step 1: Find something to make your subject sit on. The roll of tightly packed towels is working well. From experience there are other options, the aim is medium hardness and diameter. Too hard or soft and it might be hurtful or not work as intended. Step 2: Place your subject perineum directly on the roll. Step 3: Remove the cage. The subject is now unable to get an erection, but his sensitivity isn‘t affected. That means he can be (and should be) edged. He is just as horny as any time and feels my every touch. His brain just doesn‘t understand why isn‘t he getting hard at all. Instead, I am mocking his flaccid dick, as its hangs like a noodle. As I play with it, he will be feeling increasingly more aroused to the point where he might actually cum. Note: It‘s much harder to „feel the edge“, so if he was playing against me and didn‘t make a sound on purpose I might not be able to guess when is he on the edge. Depending on your goal, it‘s entirely possible to reach orgasm, or ruined orgasm this way. Or in this case, I might just tease him, deny him orgasm and erection, and then lock him back, without stretching even a little bit. 😈 Step: 4 Relock the cage Because the erection never occurred, this is an easy process. No icing, cooling, or waiting is necessary. The cage is very easy to put back on. Ideal for trying multiple cages as there is no risk of erection making things unnecessarily difficult. Which especially after a teasing session may happen quite easily 🤭 Step: 5 Remove the roll The subject now may feel a rush in his penis, as the gates have been reopened and the body tries to catch up, with all that pent-up sexual energy. Luckily his penis is already back in the cage, so nothing like that is going to happen. 😈But it's fun to watch him squirm 🤭

2023-09-06 12:05:06 +0000 UTC View Post

I had a busy weekend, as school is starting again I was fini..

I had a busy weekend, as school is starting again I was finishing all the last-minute work. Luckily I wasn’t slacking too hard over the summer, so while I didn’t have that much time, I still had some to spare for a quick session. While his last visit was certainly fulfilling, I am afraid it left him drained a little bit 🤭I can’t have that. Though from our talks (and talks with other chastity boys) I know, that a single orgasm is not enough after such a long denial. Which is perfect. I always felt like I am losing progress when I let him cum, fortunately, he’s getting it too sparingly to really decrease his horniness meaningfully for more than a few hours. 😇 The reason I want him horny is pretty simple. Ever since I started discovering my dominant side I started being fascinated by how obedient and devoted he is when he’s sexually frustrated. And the more I deny him and the more I degrade and tease him, the more he seems to do anything I wish. 🥰 When I tell him, there is no chance I let him cum, it seems he only tries harder, like his mind takes that as a sign to try more, even if it never helps. Funny is, that it’s his response to tease and denial that motivates me to deny him more. 🤭I just love the power and the admiration I get out of it. His behavior is at its best when he’s horny out of his mind and his underwear is wet from constantly dripping precum. It doesn’t give me too much motivation to make him cum frequently, does it? 🤭 Well, I've played with the blindfold before and I’ve enjoyed it. It’s so simple, but so powerful when I am already denying him a lot of things. Orgasm for start, pussy as the next thing, and most of the time even simple erection. So sitting on top of him and stripping down on camera while he can only imagine what’s happening is driving him crazy. He saw me naked many times and I am not sure if that’s making It better or worse for him 😈 Both options are crazy hot to me. I was trying to imagine it from his perspective, but I don’t think I really can. I can’t even recall when I didn’t masturbate for more than a few days. 🤭 I was watching some censored captions before and some of them made me a bit horny. I like the idea of nudity denial. And I think it’s something that can easily be turned into reality, but even better, as there is a perfect twist to it. 🥵 He will be able to see me, but only later on the video, with the knowledge that he was almost touching me, that I was putting on a show while he was there, but it wasn’t a show for him, but for my subscribers. Like he was and wasn’t part of it at the same time. It’s like making him listen behind the doors, just closer as I was touching his cage. I think he will be squirming in the cage like mad, but that’s exactly what I want 😈 Anyway, when I thought it was enough I put on my jacked because I was set on not showing him anything beyond a bit of a cleavage today. No time for a long afternoon and hanging out this time. He had to go as I had work to do. I think he could be grateful for the cage because if I was sending him home without one, I think he would have a hard time containing his erection 😈

2023-09-04 01:09:35 +0000 UTC View Post

Remember how Luke „couldn't take it anymore”? Well, it seems..

Remember how Luke „couldn't take it anymore”? Well, it seems the teasing and the flat cage I left him in the last time didn’t help him too much with his horniness 🤭Though it certainly helped with his attitude because he stopped complaining afterward and even helped me to clean up my place. Which I certainly appreciate, but it's not like he can clean his way to an orgasm 😄. Long before we saw each other today I had an idea of how I want to let him cum once he deserves it. But I was still thinking about how to make it so I get really into his head. I figured while I don’t usually like it, I’d give him two options to choose from and see how desperate he really is because one of them is going to be quite humiliating. 😈 So I sat him down on a chair and before we started I told him, that he’s been waiting long enough, so he would get some relief. “This time no cumming over me. I’ll give you two options, but I don’t want to hear your answer. I’ll put a condom on your dick and I am going to jerk you off. You either have to stop me before you are going to have an orgasm, and I will ruin you, or you keep your mouth shut I’ll keep jerking you off but right after you are done cumming, you will get down and I’ll make you slurp it all up. Oh and to sweeten it up, the condom is choco flavored. Now, don't say anything and think about it while I start playing with you” 😈 I wanted him to think about it the whole time I was teasing and jerking him if it’s worth it. To contemplate back and forth. Because I was pretty sure, the closer he’s going to be, the more reluctant he’s going to be to let the opportunity slip, even if that meant drinking up a condom in front of me. 🤭 Which is going to be incredibly humiliating. 🥵 After more than a year and a half, I know we are quite likely past the “friends” we used to be in the beginning. But I still love to point it out from time to time, because we are still not dating. And if we are not dating, what are we then if not friends? 🤭 There are two reasons for it. First, I still have some college left to do and I am just not dating anybody during that time. The second one, which began to feel more important to me is that it’s fuckign hot. I can’t fully explain why, but having a guy over, locked in chastity, fully in charge of his orgasm and finally maybe allowing him to cum if he drinks a condom in front of me, while not even being his girlfriend just makes me feel so incredibly twisted. 😈It just adds extra spice to it. So, I just love to remind him of the role he has taken. To be my toy and go with my every whim 😈 As you might have guessed he didn’t tell me to stop. I wonder how many of you would 🤭I did let him drink it already a few times, but having it straight up from a condom, I don’t know why, but it felt more humiliating than drinking up a glass. I guess in my head I was imagining I could have brought that condom just from “somewhere” … Anyway, back to the point. He was a good bitch and did as he promised. He started off bravely, but it made him gag a little. Which I certainly don’t mind. Where would be fun if he loved it 😈🤭The whole point is making him do something he otherwise despises 😄 So, of course, he’s going to hate drinking semen out of a condom. So bit of it slipped on his face. But in the end, he swallowed it all. I guess he didn’t dare to think what I would ask him to do next if he spit that out. 🤭 So that was pretty hot and certainly worth waiting for. I let him stay for a while before I had to run some errands in the city, but I was smiling wide the whole time. One sexy thing I didn’t expect, his breath had a little semen smell to it. I didn’t notice that last time we tried some cum play. 🤭I guess the load was pretty big, so It was like he just blew a few guys. I found that pretty sexy, but he can expect me to mock him about it for quite some time 😈 Oh and for the curious: Luke said the condom flavoring made it worse, that just cum would be better. Well 🌈⭐ the more you know

2023-08-30 22:02:32 +0000 UTC View Post

🤭I just had an incredible session with Luke. I have to run s..

🤭I just had an incredible session with Luke. I have to run some errands, but when I am back I'll edit it, so you have something kinda special to look for. I hope I am not overhyping it, but I am still giddy from it 🤭

2023-08-30 13:22:14 +0000 UTC View Post

This might be a little different, but I’ve decided to invite..

This might be a little different, but I’ve decided to invite you over to check out something more fun and lighthearted to switch things up. The summer break is unfortunately going to be over pretty soon and I am crunching all the responsibilities I’ve got 😅Which means that my place is suffering a little bit. I figured I could really use a maid to help me with that 😊And lucky me, I’ve remembered I know exactly the right person. I’ve called Luke over and asked if he wants to help me. I know some of you might be wondering why I didn’t just order it. And I had that thought, but I’ve felt this is a little different than ordering myself an oral, so I wanted to know if he’s up for it. Nothing submissive about being polite. Of course, once he says yes, then he’s my servant, and will enjoy chiding him around 😊 What he didn’t know was, that I had a french maid costume for months that I’d ordered in XL size. Originally bought it to wear one as well, so we would be matching, but I’ve figured this situation was virtually made for it. When he came to my place I told him to take a shower, remove the cage, and replace the cage ring with the one I’d handed him. My idea was to capture the transition from just a guy in jeans and a shirt to a fem-man (his words) French maid 🤭 I know he works the best when I give him some motivation. So each step of the way was accompanied by a little bit of touching and jerking. Erotic frustration and horniness are the currency this maid operates on. Fortunately, I have heaps of that. 🤭 Of course, the last touch had to be his flat cage and a wig. I loved how his dick just disappeared. It fits the theme so nicely. I loved how the cage is just on the line of the skirt, so he can't hide it. Though, Luke told me, that he still feels quite masculine in that and he doesn’t mind a fem-man aesthetic for being my cleanup boy for the day. And I have to say, I could watch his ass in that outfit all day 😊 It’s tight and quite sexy and it shows his legs and pretty arms … I might have him around like that from time to time 🥵 The only downside is, that I should work on my stuff while he cleans, not checking him out the whole time as then it misses the point 😅 Shame I can’t show you how it looked without the mask, because it was probably ten times better. The blonde wig with the black mask didn’t match so well. I wanted him to look like Rapunzel, but it ended up being a Jynx Pokemon. 😂 But only for a little while. On the other hand, that’s what I like about making him wear an outfit like that, it’s a pure fun.

2023-08-27 23:47:49 +0000 UTC View Post

Luke is back and I made time for a more personal approach th..

Luke is back and I made time for a more personal approach this time. 😊 I was receiving a lot of whiney messages from him after my masturbation video, how he can‘t take it anymore. So I’ve decided to put it to the test if it’s really that way. If he really can’t take it. You have to forgive my curiosity, but I was wondering what’s going to happen if I keep on going. Because from my understanding of chastity if a guy “can’t take it anymore” nothing really happens. He’s still locked and frustrated with full balls without anything to do with it. Which is what I love. His dick is as literally mine as it could be. I own a key from it. 😈 But perhaps I was wrong, so let me bring some oil and try it myself. I love this position when I am sitting on top of him. I have perfect access to his cage, he can’t toss that much because I am weighing him down and he can’t see what I am doing over there. 😊 It’s similar to why I love milking table, even though this is more simple. It’s the separation. By obstructing his view and limiting his movement I feel I am making his dick into my toy. He just has to take anything I am doing with it. And he can be thankful that so far it was only pleasurable. 😈 Though pleasure without any release can be just as devious. It’s like ticking. It’s fun until it’s not and then start the fun for the other party 🤭 I’ve unlocked his cage, to see how horny he really is. His dick was certainly happy to be out, though it was a little slower to get hard. Something I’ve noticed happens often after I keep him locked for a while. I don’t have any use for his erection anyway and I know he can cum flaccid if I want so I don’t mind it 🤭As far as I am concerned, as long as it keeps him horny it works just as fine limpy or not. 😈With a little bit of massage it got hard soon enough, so it wasn't as bad anyway. I’ve oiled my hand to see how horny he really is. I’ve started giving him an oily handjob. Focusing mainly on his gland. I started fast, but I could quickly feel the first edge in my hands as he was getting too hard. 😊 So I stopped and then continued more slowly. He wasn’t lying when he told me he was too horny. I could feel it in my hands. But he was wrong about being unable to take more 🤭I felt there was room for another edge without risking giving him an accidentally ruined orgasm. Speaking of it. I already have an idea of what I want when I'll allow him to cum. But I am not telling when or what. Might be next time, might be next month 😈 Anyway, he was getting to the edges pretty fast, so I’ve decided he had enough fun and needs to go back to the cage. I love using oil for handjobs. I love how it looks on the video and how it makes him feel, everything is so sensitive and slippery. 😊 What I don’t like is locking him back oiled as I can’t roll the foreskin. Using the foreskin as a sleeve is the best “hack” for recaging. Since I figured that out it made putting the cage back on many times easier. But it’s not working with oil. Oh well, I’ve just squished his dick, it isn’t as elegant solution but works just as well. His dick tried to resist it, but it got no chance 🤭 So, now it’s squished back in the cage, horny and frustrated more than before. Luke “can’t take being this horny”, so I told him to let go, and that I won’t be mad at him. So far, nothing is happening. 😈 I think I might remind him later to think about the combined amount of cum people are going to jerk off, while thinking of him and me, that could help him 🤭

2023-08-23 23:47:22 +0000 UTC View Post

This one is going to be a little different, so let‘s see how..

This one is going to be a little different, so let‘s see how it goes 😊 As I said last time, Luke is away. I think it‘s a great opportunity to tease him like I tease you. I do send him some sexy pictures every now and then, though I usually just save myself for our sessions. This time however he has no idea something is going to happen. He might have even expected to get a break from the teasing. Well, if he did he‘s wrong 😈 I‘ve realized a funny thing. It‘s obvious, but it didn‘t occur to me before. He‘s leveling with you in more than one way. He didn‘t see this video. Sometimes, when I blindfold him, he‘s watching it for the first time on video with you as well. But this time he wasn‘t even present. This is going to be just a porn of somebody he knows. I think I like the idea. Maybe I‘ll expand on it in the future. I think it would be quite hot to invite him over and just masturbate with him in the room and then let him see the footage, so he knows what he „almost“ got to see. 🤭 Anyway, I got some time for myself and I‘ve received a new dildo, so I was eager to try it out. I am a huge fan of various fantasy designs. And I have to say, this one is beautifully done. I might make a closeup picture later, so you can see it better. 😊 Luke will be away for a few more days, so I think he‘s going to greatly appreciate my help. Last time I used his tongue to get myself off. I think it he will be greatly relieved to know I am not missing his dick or anything. He could be worried that I am struggling without him. But Luckily I am more than capable of taking care of myself, so he can be carefree locked on the other side of the country. 🤭 But it‘s one thing to know I am fine and another to see it. I thought it would be best to demonstrate. Our last session was so recently that I am sure he can still almost taste me on his tongue. I hope watching me will make it very vivid. That being said, I was doing things with the toy of which the memory might be already fading away. I think I‘ll ask him if he even remembers how pussy feels like. 😈And I am not sure what answer I like better. It would be quite erotic if he couldn't really remember. On the other hand, if he does, it would have to be so frustratingly hot being anywhere near. Either way, I think I rather not let him fuck, because I am sure he‘s already idolizing it and It could be disappointing. So I think it's my friendly duty to save him from it🤭 But really, I hope his cage bursts into pieces when he sees it. I was trying to show off … I wanted even a bit more, but in the end, I got carried away and was just masturbating on camera. Surprisingly I felt a bit more adventurous and exhibitionistic than usual. I guess because I knew this is really just me putting on a show. In my regular life, I am pretty shy, so this felt a little naughty. I liked that 😇

2023-08-20 00:17:36 +0000 UTC View Post

Luke is going to leave for a few days so I‘ve decided to use..

Luke is going to leave for a few days so I‘ve decided to use his tongue while it's still around. I mean I have other toys I intend to use, but none of them are this enthusiastic. Of course, he‘s to remain locked while he's away and I thought it would be funny not to unlock him today either. 😈 You've seen my videos, so you know he usually at least gets to hope to get unlocked. And rightly so. I think changing thing up keeps it fresh as he never know what I'll do. I think it's best to avoid obvious patterns, unless they follow some intention, as that's too easy. If he knew he just have to wait for “X” amount of time, he could lose motivation. I am pretty sure that it‘s the uncertainty of reward that makes him tick. Somebody suggested making it conditional. And I felt I didn‘t like that solution, but I couldn’t put my finger on it why precisely. I think I‘ve cracked why now. It‘s because I feel that it paradoxically leaves him more in charge. Like, if I tell him to do this or that to get an orgasm, or fail to get punishment, well, he then gets to choose what‘s going to happen and I am the one waiting for the outcome. I don‘t like that. So, no schedules and no conditions (usually, of course, there are exceptions). I just like to inform him about what's going to happen and leave him with no choice. Just do as I say and trust me, that if you do, good things might eventually happen 😄 The funny thing I‘ve noticed about chastity is that even if there is no hope for reward, the hornier the guy is the more he tries. I could tell him, he's not cumming for two months and his sex-deprived brain will take that as a green light to start trying more. I don’t fully understand this glitch, but I surely don’t mind using it for my benefit 🤭 Anyway, when Luke came over I allowed him to take a brief shower, then locked him and informed him, that he was not going to enjoy any erection today. That I am not going to play with his dick or edge him. I want some oral sex and I know, the hornier he is the better it feels. Besides, I love sitting on top of him. I have to say, I quite enjoy how one-sided pleasure it is. I don’t have to think about how he’s enjoying it. I just kinda masturbate with his head and tongue 🤭I know oral sex can be pretty one-sided even in vanilla, but I think every girl should try at least once getting it while the guy is locked. Subconsciously it’s just not the same. I can see and feel how he wants me, how I am makign him horny with my pussy. And that’s super hot, everybody likes to feel wanted, but it’s not distracting. I don’t feel like I “owe” him any attention, because his dick is locked. I am fully aware, that he enjoys serving me, but also he has no other option, his pleasure isn’t even in the equation at that moment. I know what I want and I get that. And if he gets more horny and frustrated by it, oh, that just makes me cum harder 😈

2023-08-16 20:56:10 +0000 UTC View Post

Do you remember when I let him use a strapon on me, so could..

Do you remember when I let him use a strapon on me, so could at least imagine how it feel to be a real man and fuck me? ☺️ Just so happens that I have another toy that gave me an idea similarly wicked, though with a twist in an opposite direction. Well, depends on the definition of opposite as his clitty was staying locked in a tiny metal cage in either case 😈 You probably know me by now enough to know that I can’t resist screwing with his head. For a while, I thought about this idea just to pull it as a prank, but then it grew on me. So here it is: how about letting him wear a packer instead of a dildo? For those who don’t know packer is a soft silicone dick usually not meant for penetration, but rather for wearing (packing). The funny thing is that it’s actually bigger than him. So he can enjoy the “feeling” of having a big dick, while it’s completely useless. 🤭 I wasn’t even trying to ride it because it would be way too soft. I kinda just wanted to see how he will look when his clitty is tightly packed in a metal chastity cage and his fake dick is just flopping uselessly around. And all of this is happening while he is in bed with a girl he wishes nothing more than to fuck. And of course, I know that very well. 😈 I just love that he can’t. That the hunger and burning desire are just fuel for his submission, making this goal even less achievable. Though I am not a complete bitch. I let him have some boobs this time, he could see them and touch them at the same time. You tell me that I am not generous. Of course, it’s not exactly bringing him any relief, but how is that my problem?🤭 Luke found the experience quite humiliating as I was hoping. Of course, he can’t affect that I chose him to wear a soft packer. But he got the message that I want to see him without any usable dick. It’s incredibly powerful and almost scary erotic to admit to yourself that you might actually be pussyfree, like for real. That the girl you hoped to fuck is just toying with you and using you for her pleasure. Because I am. 😇 I think I am beginning to know myself. All of this is to keep him in check, to make him devoted and completely obedient. So he will do anything for me. It makes me feel sexy, hot, and powerful. And also it’s quite fun to fool like that. 🤭 Make no mistake, when the session is over and emotions in check we both laugh about how he liked his new dick. I mean, after all, it was a pretty big 😄

2023-08-12 21:04:11 +0000 UTC View Post

The flat cage I bought came equipped with a plug. I don‘t li..

The flat cage I bought came equipped with a plug. I don‘t like the quality of it, but it got me thinking, that I find the idea actually very hot. And the cage doesn‘t even need to be flat. But I keep going back to the image of his dick being literally gripped from both sides. I wonder how it would feel for him. The tight steel from the outside, like having a penis constantly in my grasp, simultaneously penetrated from the inside. Not even the tiniest bit of room to wiggle. It almost makes me shiver and my pussy tingle. Which is usually an indication of a good idea 🤭 Those cheap cages are hit-and-miss. They can be quite good for what they are, he was wearing one for over a year without issues, but those plugs aren‘t something I would like to put inside the body. This needs to be done properly as safety is necessary. But before I order a proper cage I want to be sure he can actually handle it. 😊From what I‘ve read and talked to people, there is only one way. Just keep playing with plugs. The body will eventually get used to it more and more, so the weird pleasure will overshadow the slight discomfort it might be causing. I won‘t be sharing videos of every „training“ we do, because it would get repetitive and I would like him to train on his own. Though it‘s not possible in this cage and he‘s not going to be unlocked without my supervision, I might relock him for that. I think the black plastic cage would be a good fit 😊 I‘ve decided to use a quite close-up shot, so you can appreciate the action better 😊 We tried this a few times now, so I think he‘s taking it already quite well. 🤭His dick looked pretty excited about the idea of being filled from the inside as well. I know it‘s not the penetration he wanted, but it‘s the one he get. (Though there is another he can have as well🤭) For now, I think it was a good start to let him enjoy it with a bit of an edging. Next time I might just let him have an erection and plug. After that, I‘ll use the silicone sound in the cage. Then I tell him to do it. And then finally make him wear chastity with an integrated plug. Seems like a natural progression. Somebody very recently told me, that‘s classical training. To use a reward and then slowly use the reward less and less until the behavior isn‘t achieved without reward at all. And I really like it 🤭So, that‘s my plan for him. Oh btw, there is a great use for foreskin. Just roll it up and pack the dick inside, it makes relocking ten times easier 🤭 I thought showing nipples was too much for him now, so I covered them. But he could at least look on my breast and last time I was facing away from him 😄Anyway, that‘s all he got. I fucked with his dick for a while and he‘s back in the cage. Sometimes I joke if he regrets telling me about the cage back then, and he usually answers that only at night when he‘s too horny to sleep 🤭 Short disclaimer: I know we can sometimes inspire people, so if you ever try this be sure to use proper body-safe toys bought from a sexhop, read up, or ask experienced people and follow strict hygiene.

2023-08-09 01:22:15 +0000 UTC View Post

The funny thing is that after such a long time of denial, on..

The funny thing is that after such a long time of denial, one orgasm won‘t drain you not nearly completely. Last time Luke was horny sooner than he left my place. I guess the vivid memory of cumming all over me was a bit intense. 😇 Well, tough luck because he‘s not cumming for a while. A few days have passed since our last session and I had time to think about my plans for us. Just because he got to cum, doesn‘t mean he will get everything every time. I wanted to remind him, that he‘s still a pussyfree sub, locked by a friend in flat cage. I think he knows very well, that there isn‘t any orgasm waiting for him this soon, but I kinda wanted to rub that in while the memory is so fresh. 😊 I‘ve noticed that he was much more excitable than before. To support that, I‘ve decided I want a long edging session. I love when guys are as horny as possible. It usually means a lot of attention to me 🤭 And can I wrap his soft and horny mind around my finger however I see fit. I know he can be much more desperate than he‘s now. You know I used tenga eggs before, but I really like them for this. I am not sure I told you exactly why I like them so much, so let me describe a bit. The material is very soft and it comes with a huge amount of lube. They can stretch and the inner pattern has a lot of crevices and notches, very pussy-like. As I glide it over and the material stretches it tightens around the dick and all those little bumps puts a gentle pressure from all sides on his penis. It‘s like fake pussy, but given its single-use design, it can be softer and stretchier as longevity isn‘t a concern. I tried to finger it and I can see how it's very stimulating. So it‘s one of the toys I quite like using for edging.😈 Well, actually I only used it for edging. I bet he would love to cum in one of those 🤭 Of course, he doesn‘t get to fuck any pussy without a condom. I made him wear one mostly as a joke months ago, but I actually like the idea that he can‘t fuck even a toy without it. Nothing against safe sex, but this is a little pathetic and I don‘t know why it arouses me, but it does 😈Besides, it‘s making him less sensitive, which is perfect for prolonged edging. I don‘t even know how many edges I gave him, but he was dripping mess when I was done with him. 😄 Btw I find it hot when he can‘t see me nude every time. Even though I let him touch me I know he‘s burning with desire to see my tits, pussy, ass… anything. It‘s like with orgasm or fucking. I know he wants it and that makes it irresistible for me to deny him it, or at least limit it. I think I can see the appeal of censored porn lol. Wanting is just better than having 🤭 Though I am not planning it (maybe apart of a few captions), don‘t worry. Anyway, when I thought he was horny enough I locked him back. This time to his „big“ cage. The reason is everything can‘t be at maximum intensity always, because it will lose contrast. Every rollercoaster needs ups and downs. It‘s the change of direction that makes it interesting. So I want him to enjoy the extra inch and a half of space. To make him feel like he has at least the tiniest dick again, before I inevitably take it away again 😈 Oh and feel free to edge along with us and don't be afraid to comment if you did 🥰

2023-08-05 01:31:31 +0000 UTC View Post

The best thing about having no release schedule is, that I c..

The best thing about having no release schedule is, that I can change my mind on a whim, or not let him know what‘s going to happen even when we are starting the session. Of course, he tries to pry, sometimes beg if I let him cum, but not too often. Not that he doesn‘t want to, but he learned that when he does I am more likely not letting him have it. Why? Simple, because I don‘t want him to think that his pleading works. 😄 He cums when I feel like letting him cum. Usually, I like to make it a little surprise, begging won‘t do him a good service and he quite accepted that. Though I still think it‘s hot, he would love to ask me, but knows that his chances are best when he keeps it shut. It‘s one of those smaller things, that makes me feel so much in power. Like, of course, I am in power, I hold a key to his penis, but watching his inner struggle about asking if he could cum is just fucking sexy. 😈 I think a lot of girls would relate to that. Because it‘s not that he fears me, but it‘s the respect of knowing that I could very much decide his fate. And that does it for me very much. It's those small details that make it "not a game" anymore. It‘s been a while, so I kinda wanted to let him have it. I was melting his brain for long enough and he was behaving as I hoped he would. But I didn‘t tell him a word about what he can expect. I like keeping him on his toes, so he don't know if I am going to tease him and lock him leaking precum like a facuet or ruin him or actually let him cum for real 😄 I first wanted to edge him. And it didn|t take long. I oiled my hands and watched him approach the next one. And I then let go again and watched him fuck the air 🤭. I was toying with the idea of grabbing the cage just to see the look on his face. Maybe another time. I instead went for another edge, playing with him mostly with one finger. And then another.... and another. 🥵. Eventually, I told him, that can cum if he manages it. He wasn‘t sure what I meant by that. Later he told me he was pretty certain I would let go and just ruin him over myself. I loosened up my grip and let him fuck the hand, so he could barely feel anything. But when the moment came and I felt him harden to the point of no return I was already decided to blow more than his mind. I just went through with a full orgasm. I admit, it was mostly thumb rubbing on the frenulum rather than a full handjob, but he can‘t have everything all at once. His mind could not handle it 😄Anyway, he was a good boy and I teased him quite hard lately, so I think some reward was in order. He don‘t get too much of full orgasms, so he was very appreciative of it 🤭(he better be) I think the load and the intensity of the orgasm was worth the wait 😊

2023-08-01 00:40:18 +0000 UTC View Post

I want to know how much cum his can body hold before it star..

I want to know how much cum his can body hold before it starts dripping straight out of the cage 😄 Last time I did my best to implant some very vivid imagery into his mind when I glided my wet pussy over his unlocked dick. What he didn‘t know was that it was a two-part plan. First I wanted to let him know how it feels when I am wet and horny, how my warm pussy gently slips around his erect dick, while he cannot push it in. Only the slightest touch, right on the edge, to make him know he‘s one thrust away from fucking me. I wanted to make this memory mature in his mind as I am sure his locked horny self didn‘t think about anything else, but how he ended up in this situation, for the last few days. I have to admit last time I was ready to fuck. I rarely deny myself anything I want sexually, but this time I did an exception, because I thought it was worth keeping myself horny a little extra. 🤭 When he came over this time, I send him to shower and set up a scene in my bedroom. After he was done and ready to play I grabbed his hand a lead him to my bed. There was a strapon in a harness. „I want to fuck, put this on“. I swear his heart must‘ve skipped a beat when I started undressing without any warning. I know he loves it when I order him around. I was horny probably from the moment I woke up because I couldn’t wait how it’s going to blow his mind (well and nothing else) 😄 Doesn‘t mean I still don‘t enjoy a slow start, but damn I was aroused 🤭I almost felt sorry for his ordeal, if it wasn’t what turn me on so much 😈 I thought I‘ll grab a black corset for the occasion, to make it even sexier. There will be times when I will be wearing the strap-on. But doing it this way is so incredibly twisted. Last time he could feel the warmth of my body with his dick, but he couldn't do anything with it. This time I let him fuck me, but he can‘t feel a thing. At least not where it matters. He can still touch me with his hands, he can hear me moan, and he can see how I am getting more and more aroused and wet. He can feel the resistance, as the dildo slides into my tight pussy. But his dick just isn‘t there. Not even filling the cage, it‘s just full balls, a flat end, and dildo. 🥵 While I was getting fucked I was wondering how he has to feel. He‘s almost just an observer to very real porn, but the experience is much more immersive. Almost everything is there, except his penis isn’t feeling anything. Made me think about the numbing cream somebody suggested. I‘ve realized that fucking me with a strapon is almost like self-cucking. While there isn‘t exactly another man fucking me, he isn‘t the man fucking me either 😈 I loved playing with his nipples a bit, which made him leak precum onto his balls. I wonder how much precum should count as an orgasm 🤭 When I was too horny and couldn’t take it anymore I‘ve decided I need to cum. And unlike somebody, I could very much do it. I told Luke to fuck me from behind, as that‘s one of my favorite position. If it was him inside me, I am sure, he would have felt the pressure as I was getting tighter and tighter, gripping whatever or whoever was fucking me, and then strong spasms as I orgasm. I would be squeezing him and then finally a release as I calm down, with a few last twitches inside my pussy. Well, he can at least imagine, just as you are imagining it now 😈 If he wasn‘t locked beta I would blow him right there for fucking me nicely, luckily I don‘t have to worry about that. But I still think it‘s nice to let him know that. Especially while he‘s carrying almost three weeks of cum 🤭 Oh and sorry for the squeaky bed 😅I might need to fix that if I keep filming in my bedroom, which I intend to do more often 😄

2023-07-28 17:46:31 +0000 UTC View Post