It‘s tease and denial for a reason. While it‘s been over two weeks since I ruined him under the table, I am not planning on letting him to have any release just yet. I am sure he can take a bit more 🤭Of course where would be the fun if he wasn’t squirming and dripping precum the whole time? I want him so overfilled with stored-up cum, that just looking at me, or any other girl in this hot weather, will make him start dripping because there isn’t any room left. I have no idea if it’s physically possible, doubt it actually, but I’ll just imagine it is because it’s hot. 😈
Those who follow closely will notice that he’s back in the flat cage. Unfortunately, even though my intentions were pure as gold, the “bigger” cage from last time wasn’t fitting very well. So all kinks aside, it had to go. Luckily I knew the flat cage was fitting nicely, so he wasn’t enjoying the extra half an inch of space for long. He will be flattened out for now, before I think what’s next for him. 😊
Also, I’ve received some messages if he can stretch enough, especially since he’s locked in the flat chastity. And while I don’t think his penis is that useful anymore, I do keep it in good health. 😊 To prove it, I’ve decided to give Luke something to help with the circulation, to make him pump It real good for me. And a little bit maybe to remind him, that erection and orgasm aren't the only thing he’s missing. But mainly for good health of course 🤭I've read somewhere that slutty sailor costume works best for that, so I went with that. 😄
Actually think I made my point quite clear about what’s he missing and who own his dick. He’s pussy free and I still didn’t make up my mind if I’ll ever let him change that. The funny thing is, that for me it’s really not that significant. I could just let him fuck me, isn’t that big deal. But for him it is. And that’s why it’s so hot for me to deny him. Him being able to control his lust for me is irrefutable proof of the power I have over him. And I find it way more entertaining than anything he could actually do with his dick. His mouth works just fine and on the rare occasion I do care for penetration there’s always a good selection of toys I own 😈
He couldn’t see much from his position. But he could definitely feel it as I was getting progressively more wet. His submissiveness and his horniness turned me on so much. Sometimes I almost feel that I can share with him what’s he feeling. 🥵 And just the glimpse of how frustratingly horny he is makes me immediately aroused. It's knowing that I caused it, that I am everything he wants at that moment. That I got right inside of his head and yet all I do is plant more images he won’t get out anytime soon, as I am gliding with my wet pussy over his dick and then lock it back, when I feel like that was enough fun for a day. It’s fucking delicious. 🤭 😈
Funny thing, even though was horny out of his mind and already locked back, I should let you know, that the ending "Is for you guys". I love that energy 😄Anyway, Please enjoy the mindfuck with him.
I was having a bit of a malice mood and I had a horny idea. You remember when I said I bought more than the flat cage and I didn‘t show you yet? That was the same information Luke got as well. It‘s not that hard to figure out that the other cage will be bigger since the flat cage is well …. flat 😄 My original idea was to leave him in the flat for a while and then swap him into a bigger one. I didn‘t really expect that the flat cage would be actually wearable so easily. Of course Luke is still waiting if or when I‘ll relock him back to something bigger. Which gave me a wicked idea. First, I wanted to have one more cage he don‘t even have a clue about. Of course that meant Luke spending a bit more time flattened down, while I was waiting for the package. See... how I am spoiling him? He better appreciate it 🤭Though to be fair, he was a lot more attentive and was spending on me a little bit, so I don‘t want to be a cheap friend. I want to be a hot and sadistic friend 😈 😄
When he came to my place, he recognized the chair and pack of towels I had for him and he knew that he won‘t be getting hard today. When I unlock him without blocking his erection, often he starts growing very quickly, sometimes even springing out of the cage. I love how nothing of that sort happens. He‘s just limp in the cage and outside of it. I can jiggle my boobs right next to him and nothing. Completely harmless 🤭 Even if I would sit right on top of him, he wouldn‘t even be able to push his flaccid dick inside me. It would be like pushing a rope 🤭 Anyway, except for giving me a lot of room to mock him, it‘s also great for switching cages, because I don't have to fight an erection.
My idea was to scramble his brain a little bit. And I admit I was probably quite a bitch, but he wouldn‘t be around if he didn‘t like this secret side of me. 😄Anyway I told him, he‘s going to be relocked to a bigger cage today, but that I wanted to use it as an opportunity to try a few and compare. Well, we started by unlocking the flat cage. Then I pulled out the new plastic one; a somewhat bigger cage. Pretty easy to put on, like it. Unlock. And edge his flaccid dick with a bit of an oily handjob. 🤭 I‘ll admit, the handjob wasn‘t my priority. I just wanted to make him aroused enough, even if it can‘t be seen in any way 😄Next one was his old cage, which now had to feel like a mansion for his dick. I played with it, just to make him remember all the good times he had in that cage. Unlock again … and I pull out about half an inch long cage 😂 I mean, it‘s bigger, I didn‘t lie. I was expecting Luke to protest more, but he just saw right away that he was fucked. I can‘t get enough of how those micro cages make his dick non-existent. It‘s beyond anything I expected when we started with chastity. There is nothing. Well, this time, there is a little nub, really like a fat overgrown clit. But that‘s it 😈 His dick is gone. And if he sticks around me, I don‘t think it‘s going to make a comeback too often 😄
I have a pretty gallery from our last session. Finally got time to sort the pictures and pick those I like the best. 😊Just to sort out any confusion, when dressed up Luke is called "she", it's because when I play with sissy theme I think it's appropriate and set the mood right. And to keep the spirit of the session the same, I'll keep doing it in the text as well.
My favorite pictures are where the dildo rests on my sissy ass. Looks so tempting to just grab her by the hips and make her my bitch 😈I mean, there is something about the idea of fucking Luke with a strapon and telling her how she's a good girl, taking it from behind. But what I like even better is the idea, that my dick is probably twice of what she has unlocked on the best of days 🤭and probably like fifty times bigger than her tiny locked clit now. Not going to lie, it kinda feels good to have the biggest dick around. 🥰
And my other favorite is the direct comparison of mine and hers. It tells you exactly who is in charge. I love how it makes her feel. All shaved up, in the lingerie, with tiny flat sissy-clit looking at mine, knowing that she can't possibly measure, that her purpose is serving bigger dick than she ever had. To accept it, make herself pretty, and learn how to deep throat, to prove pleasure she can't have. My horny fantasy is still to watch her one day serve a real one. To make her so pretty, that she would be literally fuckable 🥵Would so fucking sexy and I can imagine would make me feel quite proud. But that's just a fantasy. For now, I think I'll step up to that role 😈
It was really such a fun play. Before we started this chastity journey I would have thought, hmm, just a girl's clothes, what difference could it make? But after getting deeper into the kink I've realized that there are layers of mindfuck to it. Feminization is further taking focus away from her clit. And the less she focuses on that, the more she has to focus somewhere else 😈Making Luke more submissive, obedient, attentive, horny, and desperate ... slut. 🤭Which is all I love about chastity and being a Domme.
The flat cage was perfect for taking his dick away. We‘ve been talking about how that makes him feel, being unable to see anything, but his horny balls. Luke told me, that it makes him feel more submissive and feminine. Not right away. At first he didn‘t feel that much different. But over time he starts feeling a little weird about not finding anything in between his legs, just the small metal cup, that holds everything completely flat. He told me, that when he's alone he spent quite some time looking at it, trying to wrap his mind around it. And exactly how we were playing before, he tried jerking the air in front of him, imagining something is there. At one point he told me, he felt almost anxious, like butterflies in his stomach, but still very aroused. He described it as „scared of what I am actually doing, but being turned on by desire of going deeper“. Not sure if I got it exactly as he said it, but the meaning is there 😄
That‘s something I am connecting with. I discovered I am into being Dom not that long ago, so I have no idea what I will like a year, two, or ten from now. But so far I can tell that I love one thing: I love when submissives can admit they want to be dominated. Even if it scares them a little. I love when Luke admits that I am not „making him“ do anything he doesn‘t already want, even if he doesn‘t know exactly what it is. Of course, I am there to push the boundaries, to help him admit and explore his depravities, or to come up with new ones myself. But I like when he can‘t hide behind my decisions. It makes him metaphorically completely naked in front of me. He isn‘t just some guy who happens to be manipulated into things. He‘s submissive beta, he‘s my bitch, he‘s locked into the smallest chastity I could find, he‘s devoted to his best female friend and he‘s doing it because he knows that‘s exactly what‘s he supposed to be. And that‘s what makes me so fucking horny! 🥵
Anyway did you know they are making male lingerie? Well, I didn‘t. But I‘ve remembered that some time ago I ordered Luke to shave his legs and wear my corset and it looked way better than I expected. Since then we lightly experimented with feminization a few times and it was quite fun. So I‘ve decided to expand on the feeling of „missing dick“ a little and bought him a set to wear. Of course, it wouldn't be complete without him shaving again. I‘ll be honest, I think it looks so much better. Kink or not, it looks clean and tidy and I like it. 😄 I gave him the clothes and told him to try it out. I wasn‘t looking, because I wanted some surprise as well. I was just hoping I picked a good size.
When he came back I was positively amazed at how well it all fit. Damn, so cute 😍 And I‘ve told him that. I‘ve been gathering some ideas and experiences about this because I don‘t have much. I‘ve asked Luke if he wanted to be called my girl for the rest of the play. She looked down and blushed a little, but agreed, that she would like that. And it kinda made me all giddy. She was looking cute and the blushing only make it better. Everything we do is about discovery and I am happy to throw a little sissy in the mix. Still a little surprised by it because a year ago I would be certain this isn‘t for me. But after giving it an open-minded try, I have to say, it‘s fun dressing her up and it‘s hot making her a little emasculated.😈 One thing we didn‘t have and I want to change for the future is having a wig. Luke was wearing a balaclava for privacy, it was ok, but it didn‘t fit so well with the rest. I wasn‘t too bothered at the moment but looking back, it would be a huge difference. 😊
As I was looking at her, looking all cute and adorable, shaved, locked in a flat cage, and wearing lingerie I realized one thing I didn‘t get before. What's about guys and their desire to fuck „cute“ girls? And I somehow felt exactly what. I wanted to grab her neck and gently slap her with my dick. Show her who is the boss in here. To be protective, but a little possessive at the same time. To cum all over her face. I guess to leave a mark? And you know what .. exactly what I did. I had fake porn sperm and squirting dildo in my toy box for a while. This was the moment to use it and make her submit to me 😈 I didn‘t fuck her, but I have some plans in that regard, but that‘s for some other time. Besides Luke doesn‘t know a thing, so I am not going to spoil it. 🤭
Anyway, hope you enjoy the video and the longer than usual text. Some things are impossible to capture in short. It still doesn't capture all I felt and want to say, but I can't write a book to one video 😅
He might never fuck me, but from time to time he earns a privilege not many people have, at least recently. Like cumming all over me. 🤭I‘ve already talked about it before, but I‘ve developed quite a few kinks. Fortunately for him, some of them are a little conflicting with each other. And fortunately for me not completely. I‘ve realsied it back in last year Locktober. I was getting quite bored by the end of it because I genuinely like to make him cum. Not necessarily make him orgasm though, but I like seeing it dribbling out. And usually the longer the wait, the better load. So on the one hand, it‘s unlikely I‘ll keep him locked permanently because I am just as eager for the next cumshot (however ruined or humiliating it might be). On the other hand, I feel immense satisfaction when I keep him denied for long and see the massive load he produces by the end of it 😄It‘s always like a job well done for me.
Sometimes I have a hard time keeping my hands off. Luckily I have a good power of will, so I can resist the temptation quite well 😈 I hope he can appreciate my sacrifice. It‘s hard to want something and have to wait for it, I don‘t know if he realizes that 🤭. Eating my pussy out can be a good way how to thank me … anyway, sidetracking again 😅.
I‘ve decided that he was locked in the flat cage for far longer than I expected. I‘ve really enjoyed him obeying my every whim with ever more enthusiasm than before. Still confused about how the male brain works, but I am glad it does this way. 😄 The more I deny him, the more I shrink his cage, the more obedient he is. I might write a journal entry just about this one day … anyway, I think he earned a release. Will it be full, will it be ruined? Honestly, I didn‘t know. I like surprises as well. So I didn‘t tell him anything, because wasn‘t sure up until the last second. 🤭
All I knew was that I‘ll give him quite a few edges before I made up my mind. I loved how his dick just sprung into action right as way as I unlocked him. I guess the milking table has a good association with him 🤭And it didn‘t take long before he start dribbling precum. Interestingly I’ve realized that by using a milking table, he again can’t even see his dick. That happens quite often lately 😄It wasn’t planned, but I liked the idea. Unfortunately, It’s impossible to lock him back under the table. But maybe next time I can use a blindfold, so he can only feel how hard he is, but can’t no longer see his penis erect.
I was going for another edge when I felt him getting quite hard in my hand. Actually, really rock solid … and I’ve decided that he has enough luck already, so I did let go of my hand… for a while, I wasn’t sure if it wasn’t just another edge, but then he start pouring 🤭 Yeah, that was a load I was happy with! Not like the last time. When I go under the table I expected to be blasted 😄 I can’t even imagine how horny he must’ve been. And well, since I ruined it, he probably already is again 😈But I like him that way.
So, in about an hour or so I am going to see Luke. I have some plans and I am pretty sure you'll all like them 😊 I can't wait. I've been looking forward to more private time for a while. I am set on enjoying my day, so I am not going to rush it, so I don't think I'll get to editing the footage sooner than tomorrow.
As I was making sure I have enough storage room for everything I found a few shorts when I was just fooling in front the camera a while back. I know Luke loves my boobs, so it's fun to tell him to hold the camera while I jiggle them with the key in front of him 🤭I didn't mean to publish those, but seeing them now I thought you might find it entertaining, just like I did 😄
So far the flat cage has been great. I didn‘t even expect him to wear it for so long. But when I found out he could, I figured maybe he should 😄I love getting his desperate messages over the day and complaining about how he can‘t see even an inch from his dick, like he used to. There wasn‘t much slipping out, which was something I was afraid of without the plug, but he send me a picture, where the cage was a little further away from the body than I would like. I think I‘ll get some body strap for it. Though the penis plug is still an option I found very hot. He‘s not getting away from that future, I am just not yet sure with what cage 🤭 But sounding was too much fun, and I don‘t want to miss on that. 🥵
Anyway, I‘ve decided that he‘s been behaving nicely and some reward is in order. It‘s been quite a while and I am pretty sure he was expecting me to let him cum, even if ruined. Unfortunately, I want to keep some amount of uncertainty in it, because I think being kept chaste and denied is way more fun when you can‘t count on anything. It keeps him on his toes 😈
Since in his flat cage, he can't get much more than the tiniest hint of erection, I‘ve decided, that his reward would be getting an erection. Yes, erection. Something guys are getting all the time is now his reward. 🤭 Humiliating and funny, but quite erotic for both of us. From our text and conversations, I know that Luke found this level of control over his body very arousing. And so do I.
I‘ve oiled my hands and unlocked his cage (if it can be called a cage), but left his cockring on to give him a better fighting chance because his erections often aren‘t that powerful right after unlocking. Ofc I don‘t mind teasing him about his limp dick, but this time I wanted him as hard as possible, so he can enjoy how it feels to stretch out before locking him back up. I‘ve even chosen a closeup shot, so he can feel bigger on the video later 🤭As I was sliding my hands over his naked glad I saw him squirming a bit more than usual. At first, I wasn‘t sure if he was getting close so quickly, but no, that wasn‘t it. Interestingly his caged time in a flat cage made him way too sensitive, that the stimulation directly on his glad was almost unbearably too intense. He told me, that at times it felt like post-orgasm play. Haha, well, tough luck. I wasn‘t to let him cum anyway, but this was unexpected. I still tried to give him a pleasant handjob, but let‘s say I wasn‘t too concerned about the overstimulation thing 😄
When I thought he had enough fun I squished him back only to quickly find out that there is no way the cage is going to hold on the oiled penis and he was quickly slipping out 😅 So much for holding without a plug or body-belt. I didn‘t think of that, because his previous cage was only easier to lock when oiled and held just the same. Well, it‘s all learning experience, but if somebody is trying to lube up before locking and it doesn‘t work, now you know, like me, why 😄 Luckily there was an easy solution, just sending him back to shower to wash it off. After that, there wasn‘t any problem and the cage is holding everything it should safely locked away from any temptation 🤭
Here is an update. Some people told me, that they are slipping out of a flat cage without a plug. And while plugs are super hot, I felt like it would be too big of a leap, besides I am not sure I completely trust the plug provided with this cage. And I definitely don‘t want to cause some irritation or worse. It would mean I would have to unlock him and I really don‘t want that right 😄Jokes asides in this hobby there is no need to rush and health always comes first. (Because he doesn‘t come .. ok stop I swear 😂)
Luckily after a few days of wearing the new cage, there weren‘t any issues with slipping out. I mean, It would probably be easier to pull out, but no cage is really secure without a piercing, so it doesn‘t change anything. Of course, I was curious about what Luke had to say about the experience. Interestingly he found the cage quite comfortable, his erections were mild even at night, so he slept just fine. Which is very important for long-term wearing. I was thinking about the flat cage as the punishment cage. It seems like it‘s more for mindfuck of not seeing your dick, rather than any major discomfort. And I am quite happy with that, as you know mind games are my thing. 😊 I am already using erections as a reward, so why not add „seeing your own dick“ to the list 🤭
The last thing to test was how it will hold with deliberate teasing. It‘s one thing knowing he can wear it on his own, but will it hold up when I try to make him hard? One way to find out 😈 I know that me sitting on him like I would ride him, makes him aroused in no time. Luke says it‘s the weight of feeling me on top of him, that makes his imagination run wild. Well, those are kind of information I won‘t forget. Just like I never forget his nipples are very sensitive, or that he could cum in his previous cage when I teased him with my vibrator. 😈 Of course I had no intentions of making him cum, I just wanted to know if I see any hint of a penis. And to be honest not really.🤭 Just balls, a little bulge as his clitty try to get hard inside his body, and a flat metal end. Haha, it‘s pretty cute, like I really took his dick away from him. Not even two inches behind the bars left. 🤭
I‘ll probably lock him back to his old cage eventually, but for now, I am having way too much fun. And since so far there are no problems wearing this, I‘ll keep him flat for a while, so he can later appreciate his "big cage". Of course, unless I change my mind. I didn‘t promise a thing 😈
I finally ordered a new cage for him. Well, actually more than one, but that‘s not the point right now. You will see them in time. The flat cage was something I wanted to try for quite some time. I really don‘t know why I didn‘t try it sooner. I guess because the cage we had was fitting really nicely and I didn‘t want to mess with things that work. At least that is what I say to myself, so I don‘t have to face my procrastinations 😄
His last ruined orgasm was great, I loved watching him dripping soft, but I was a little disappointed with the amount of cum he produced. I figured if he‘s cumming like a pathetic tiny dick, he should have one 😈 Of course, I was planning to lock him in it for a while, there was no escaping it, but the opportunity presented itself, so I loved having the perfect reason for it 🤭 Luke knew what was my plan before coming here, as informed him about it, to check if he‘s ok with it and to get inside his head in advance. Because his mental anguish is half the fun, sometimes even more. 😇
What he didn‘t know was, that I had more plans than just locking him in a flat cage. I was actually masturbating to the idea, that I won‘t let him get hard in between the relocks. Think about it, during the last five sessions he was allowed to have an erection only once, and that was when I butt-plugged him. I loved the idea of making him sit in the packed towels again, unlocking him soft, and then relocking him into the flat cage, no stretching in between. And that‘s exactly what I did 😈
He won‘t be staying in this cage for long. My idea is to have it like a punishment cage, so he would be more appreciative of the comfort and space his other cage offers. 🤭I think we might start calling it the "big cage", even though it's about an inch and a half.
Of course, it‘s a new cage, it remains to be seen how good it actually will be. But let me tell you, seeing his penis sort of just disappear was so fucking sexy. Like, there are his horny balls and then kinda nothing. Just a flat and shiny piece of metal. I‘ve seen other people wearing it, but it‘s different seeing it with my own eyes. Better yet, locking it with my own hand, feeling how his dick gets pressed down and then stays there permanently. 🥵
The only thing I am missing with this cage is a better plug. It came equipped with it, but I don‘t like the quality of it, so I don‘t think I‘ll be using it. I want to get at least one cage with a plug because I love the idea that the cage would be from the inside and outside as well, really gripping his penis from all the sides 😈 I bet he didn‘t have an idea what he awakening when he confessed his chastity kink to me. 😄I didn't.
With summer ahead and us having hopefully a bit more time for playing I was thinking about how can I start setting a mood for what‘s to come. Those who are following for a while know, that I am currently really rubbing in his pussyfree status and it‘s a thrill we both enjoy. It‘s something I plan on doing in different ways. 😊 Last time we played and I plugged him before unlocking and edging it really connected something I intuitively knew, but just now was able to put in words. The thing that is common to most of my play and what I find so fun and erotic:
It‘s the ability to twist needs and assumptions into unexpected positions. I think that‘s what gives me the feel of power and the nervous feeling in my stomach. When done right I almost feel like doing something I should be not, like something I should be wary of being caught at. 🤭 Which makes sharing it even more exciting. What do I mean by that? Let's say what do guys usually do when they get horny? I would say usually find ways to cum. But no, with me you get more horny. What do you do, when you are aroused? It should be erection, right … What‘s a straight man's penis usually for and why does Luke want to spend time with me alone … all of them have very obvious and wrong answers.
He‘s caged, he doesn‘t get to cum too much, he‘s not going to fuck me anytime soon and while he gets to see me naked it‘s only to be frustrated. Everything else follows the same pattern, making him wear my panties, letting him use a strapon on me, instead of his dick 😈 I just can‘t get enough of the neverending mindfuck 😄Realisations like this are very important for me because then I can better shape what I do, to make it consistently more fun and to discover more and nuanced feels of that.
Anyway, I wanted to provide him with some relief this time. And I think that‘s why I love the soft-penis ruined orgasm. Make him sit on a pack of towels that will prevent any meaningful attempts to get hard. I love it 🤭No matter what I do he just can‘t get an erection, but he can still feel all of it. As if he isn‘t aware of it enough I grabbed his hand to squeeze my boobs. To fondle it, while I „stroke“ him, as much as you can stroke soft noodle. I think any man (if it wasn‘t for the towels) would be rockhard. Even if it was my intention to keep him limp, I don‘t think it made it any less humiliating for him. I mean, this wasn't exactly convincing me to break my resolution of not fucking him. The 2.5 inches of limp dick weren't just that irresistible 🤭 Don't get me wrong, they are certainly very hot and making me wet, but in a very different way.
To top it all off, when I felt I was playing with his floppy dick long enough I've let go, just in time to let him dribble out without any proper orgasm. 😈 Though I have to say, I was expecting a bit more cum, so he might soon be for a surprise for that. Not going to say more, so you can be in tension with him 😊
After quite some time in the chastity, teasing, and caged orgasm I‘ve decided that I want to continue with messing with his sexuality. We used anal toys before, but with the strapon, I think we jumped in to things too quickly. So I took a few steps back for a while. Let‘s do things more slowly. My ultimate goal is for him to crave it. To create pleasure associations other than simple penis stimulation. I think the best way to get there is to make every step of the way feel good, while simultaneously slowly shifting focus away from his penis. 😊 Of course, I don‘t plan on ditching his penis for good, I have too much fun with it. But I would like to broaden my options 😈
He knew what will be happening because I needed to know he was on board with it, since it’s something he used to be hesitant about. Luckily I don’t think he can resist me anymore 🤭I didn’t tell him I would be unlocking him because I was curious if he was willing to be my anal slut without a promise of a reward. And I am very happy he was. Of course I was planning to unlock him all along, because like I said, I wanted to create a really pleasurable experience. Humiliating, but feeling nice. I love the combination. And was even better because of the exposed position he needed to assume. 😊So hot.
Usually, it’s he who’s going through a mixture of feelings. But seeing him vulnerable like this made me feel powerful, which was very erotic, but also the trust he showed, made me feel quite caring, almost protective. Very interesting blend of emotions. And it kinda hit me how right it felt. Like that’s how should I feel about something I really own. 🥰
It’s interesting how prolonged time in chastity really makes his erections unpredictable. Sometimes he’s rock hard, but other times he’s riding the edge, while he’s semi-hard at best.. 😄 Watching his noodle drip precum, while he was squirming, trying not to cum with a plug in his ass not even fully hard was super erotic. I mean, I won’t complain, I did made him cum in the cage, so he don’t always expect erection 🤭If I was another kind of girl my perspective would be probably a lot different. Though I still don’t mind teasing him about it.
At one point I really thought he was going to cum. When we were talking about it later, Luke told me, he really had to fight it. Which is fantastic, as making it feel good was the goal. And while I would love to make him cum this way, I didn’t want it right away. That would be too simple and unearned. Chastity for me is all about timing and waiting. It’s a slow game and that’s why I love it. And think I am going to take a look into more mechanical or vibrating toys for the not so distant future 😊
So, I am just editing a video, it will be up sometime during Tomorrow 😊
I really liked how my boobs looked, so I've asked Luke to take a few pictures after we were done playing. I'll publish them later, but here you have a little taste 😘
I don't always have a plan to follow. Actually, I most often don‘t. I just go with what I feel like doing or what I‘ve been masturbating before 😅 One of the reasons why he doesn‘t have any release schedules. Because I don‘t want to commit to anything I might regret (like making him cum lol). But I figured, since fucking with his head really gets me going, being more organized might help me with messing with his sanity. 😇
So, if you‘ve been watching my last two vids, you already know I‘ve decided to push a pussyfree play. It‘s hard to explain why exactly, but I don‘t think it will ever stop being thrilling. Constantly dangling it in front of him, sometimes giving him a taste and then deny him. Seeing him struggle as his head is full of the hottest images and memories of me. Hmm, it really send shivers just typing it…It‘s like sending a lewd to an ex, so he doesn‘t get over you, but on hyperdrive, just little less toxic and more fun. 🤭 And the best part? Not even I know if I‘ll ever let him fuck me for real. I was thinking about it and I think it‘s just best to leave it open. So I guess there is hope 😈 Which makes it much more difficult for him 🤭
But for now, he‘s my friendzoned sub, that gave up pussy in exchange for locking up his dick in chastity for me. Sounds like a fair deal to me. 😈 And since I don‘t think he needs it for anything I‘ve decided to remind him, that there isn‘t really any reason to unlock him. It doesn‘t serve me any purpose and his body is perfectly capable, with enough teasing, to cum just by rubbing his caged clit… I mean dick. 🤭 He was really ashamed and blushing when I told him, that I am not getting myself off that differently, so I don‘t see why he should have anything extra. But if he wants more intensive experience I can perhaps add some penetration next time. That‘s what I do when I feel like I want to amp things up a little 😈
Oh, and I loved the load he squeezed through those steel bars 🤭. I feel like it's an indicator of the quality of my previous teasing, so that's like a scoreboard for me 🥰
Last time I said I want to remind him how much he‘s missing a pussy. And I think you saw how that went. I gave him a pretty up-close and personal reminder when grinding his locked dick and letting him squeeze my boobs to heart desire 😇. If it wasn‘t for the cage, there wouldn't be anything between us, so that put his imagination in overdrive and left him with some very interesting memory. Over the next few days, he was texting me all the time, describing all kinds of different acts and things he won‘t probably ever do with me, but I love reading it because sparking that burning desire was exactly my goal. 😈
Well, on a similar note, but not entirely the same was our next session. As I said, I had a plan and I am still not done yet. I want him to really feel what being pussyfree means. Because I think it‘s much more devious if it isn‘t „just“ not getting any pussy, but if it‘s giving up pussy you possibly could‘ve had, if you weren‘t… well you 🤭. There is something wicked in reminding a sub, that all the things are happening because he desires them. His angst and fears and frustrations are his dreams becoming reality. It‘s scary and very exciting. Because if it was all just me, making him go through things, then he could resist it, he could fight it, and perhaps change it. But if I make him understand that all of this is happening, because deep down he knows this is exactly what he wants and deserves, then how is he going to resist? And I think that‘s a realization that deserves some stomach butterflies. 🥵
Anyway, back to the session. Last time he could feel my body, my soft breast, my weight and he could‘ve imagined the motion how would it feel if I was riding him on top. He could watch me pressing the cage against my pussy and I even let him touch it a few times. This time, I wanted him to focus on exactly one thing. To make my pussy the center of his attention. I have a massage table and he gave me a full body massage before. But I‘ve ordered him to give me only a pussy massage, so he doesn‘t get distracted. I mean I’ve let him touch my boobs a bit because he knows I like it, but my goal here was to make myself a very pleasant afternoon and to imprint his mind with every detail of my body. Usually, I don‘t let him play with me all that much. With the exception of getting oral, because I love that 🤭. So I think he‘s not going to forget this session anytime soon. Besides I have it on video, so I can remind him of it at any time. I think I‘ll cut a few gifs from it, just so I can send them to him every now and then, to make him leak precum into his pants. 😇
And I have to admit, he had gotten better with his hands. I think chastity made him more attentive. Maybe I‘ll let him use his fingers on me from time to time. And his tongue … well, I think really anything but his dick 😄Can‘t wait to see how he manages the next few days after this experience. Still waiting for the day he just blew a load into his pants 🤭
So, I‘ve been thinking about things that I enjoy about chastity and perhaps femdom in general. And one of them is, that I love how plays can stretch over many days, or even weeks. I mean with vanilla sex it‘s rarely anything like it. Yes, you can get a theme, but after one afternoon it‘s done and over. Maybe I am just missing experience, but regardless, having the option of making an erotic session last over days is very exciting. I love the slow buildup, the feeling in your stomach, when you think about what‘s going to happen, without anything actually happening at the time. The phase of being between two sessions. It‘s not as intense, but it‘s constant. All it takes is one text or thought to remind it and I get instantly giddy and Luke gets very tight 😄With chastity I feel like the session never really ends, it just gets lower or higher intensity. Because he came to my place locked and is leaving locked, that makes it in my head all connected and just one long continuous experience. And I love it. 🥰
While I was thinking about what I like I realized that I really enjoy the part where I am being unattainable for him. Being so intensely desired, but fetishizing the denial, the friendzone if you will. Keeping him pussyfree for me, having that kind of power simply awakens something primal in me. 😈 And then it dawned on me, that Luke perhaps adapted too well to this lifestyle. That he isn‘t struggling as much with the idea that he might never feel the inside of my pussy. That for as long as we are playing he won‘t be fucking anybody. And that perhaps this might be for quite some time, or perhaps forever … 🤭
So I‘ve decided that I like to use the power of chastity and play a longer game with him, to remind him what‘s he missing. In our sessions and with few texts in between them. I want him to think about me, think about how it would feel, I want him to have a very vivid and detailed memory of how soft and warm I am. And then I want to remind him, why he can‘t have that. I guess I am feeling a bit malice.😈 But tease and denial isn‘t working without that teasing part. And I know I am teasing him constantly, but in the upcoming future I plan to be a little more specific about the way I tease 🤭
So here is the first video of me making him regret some of his life choices. Though he is probably too horny to regret anything 😄Oh and btw, him playing with my boobs like that, he told me he was doing a show for you, so he isn‘t the only one struggling in the cage. I felt that was pretty cute, so I wanted to let you all know. 😊
I had a little bit of fun with Luke today, however, I don't have the video edited yet. I am not going to spoil anything, so you just have to wait for that one 😄
However, I was going through my files and I noticed that I didn't publish this video here. Which I have to fix. While I can't say which video is my all-time favorite winner, this is certainly of the top picks. Of course, when I was filming it I was more shy to be vocal than I am today and the quality wasn't as good, but I still love it and somewhere in the future I want to recreate it with better gloves.
Anyway, here is the original story:
I’ve decided that I’ve put Luke through lot of teasing and denial lately and he was nothing but a good boy, so reward was in place. 😊 I know all of you love my experiments with ruining orgasms soft, so rest assured, I am not giving those up. But to switch things a little and to make it more special for him I let him fuck my hand. Well, not literally my hand, my hand in a oiled rubber glove, but since that’s the closest he’s been to sex in months he was grateful for the opportunity. 😈
I lubed the glove and gave him just a few strokes only to get him hard. Then I let him to do all the work. I mean, he’s the one who claimed so many times how desperate is to fuck. So, cmon boy, show me the moves, impress me, while I hold my motionless hand in air. 🤭
Well, that’s a little lie. I wasn’t completely motionless, I was changing the grip intensity during it, because otherwise it would be just too easy and fast. And sometimes I felt like I want to see few more edges, so I just let go completely. I didn’t want it to be over in minute, so I was “helping” him ride that edge. 😇
I know his nipples are super sensitive, so I usually allow him to play with them. It’s little arousing to look at him being so horny and besides he’s not making his ruined orgasms any more un-ruined by it, so it’s just cute watching him squirm like that. 😊
It’s been a while, since he came (ruined, but still), so when I felt like I steamed him long enough I actually start stroking him to bring him over the edge, whether he wanted to or not. 😊 I felt his dick getting harder and harder in my hand. I know well what what it means. When he was rock hard I simply stop all motion and watch him in bittersweet agony, before he finally start shooting ropes of yet another ruined orgasm. 😳 But this time I was in a mood for some cumshot. Since I was already holding his dick I aim it so it shot all over me. I know I should expect it, but I am always surprised by the amount chastity guys can produce. 🤭 Well, see for yourself. I think it looked pretty good on me.
So, like I mentioned yesterday, finally I felt good enough to invite Luke over. The poor boy was horny out of his mind. Before we get to it, it was nice to just chill and talk. Of course, we weren‘t out of contact while I was ill, but it‘s different in person. And I have to say, I kinda got used to having him around frequently. I still don‘t think I could have it daily, as some people were messaging me trying to suggest we should move together or date. But I‘ll admit, I was really looking forward to it. 😊
Well, didn‘t take long, before we started flirting, so it was obvious how it was going to end. Luke was very good while I couldn’t take care of him. About a week ago I even offered him to take the keys, because I couldn’t promise how long it will take before I get well. When he refused it I was honestly impressed. I can imagine such an offer being quite hard to give up. He told me, he’s quite proud that he’s locked since we started last year and doesn’t want to break his record. Fair enough, didn’t think about that like that, but I am now 😄Anyway I’ve sent him to shower, while I brought a few things for the session 😊
Since it was a while, I wanted to make something nice. I knew I’ll be making him cum. Ruined felt kinda underwhelming to me. So I decided I make him cum properly, but I felt it would be incomplete without some twist on it, something to give it more intensity and make it more memorable and fun. So I’ve decided that post-orgasm play is the exact thing I want. I know it’s how he came last time, so for a while, I was contemplating it, so I won’t repeat myself, but then I figured fuck it, it’s what I want, so that's what I do. 😊
I let him lie on his back on a massage table and slowly found my way to his cage. It’s interesting how his erection is quite unpredictable after a long time in the cage. 🤭I’ve oiled my hand and started gently sliding over his dick. While I am not any sexual expert, I think I’ve learned to tell when he’s getting close, but it’s a little trickier in moments like this, when he may not be fully hard, but it’s still getting close to the edge. I am pretty sure I could've made him cum in half a minute, but that would be the exact opposite of what I was hoping for. I wanted to give him a slow, pleasurable, oily, and very sensual dick massage. And by pleasurable I mean just till the end of it. 🤭 Because once I’ve decided I am going over, making him cum, I am not stopping there. It’s just way too much fun. And I’ve learned he can take it, so I wanted to tease him a lot longer than the last time. 😈 I jerked him till he was completely soft and very red in the face 🤭I was thinking I am done, but I guess I like to be a bitch sometimes, so I went for round two, after I gave him a few seconds to rest. 😈
Next time I think I’ll do it in one go, because Luke told me later, that the pause made it somewhat more bearable. Well, or at least I know my options 😊 Enjoy the video like we did. I really missed messing with him like that. And I know he missed it too because even though his dick is probably still ticklish, he was thanking me for a better part of the day 😊I think that's a huge part of the appeal for me. Thinking up the session, making him go through a mix of emotions, and then feeling the appreciation. It's sexy but it's satisfying beyond that.
Hi, everyone. So finally I am feeling pretty good again. Just a little tired, but I am almost ok. So, I got Luke over today. Of course, we were having some fun, because that was long overdue and neither of us couldn't wait any longer. I mean, Luke probably could ... like what would he do 😄Still the best part about chastity, like what are you going to do when you are too horny and can't take it anymore? Well, nothing, you get more horny 🤭Anyway, I am usually very happy being alone, but it was getting too long so even a hermit like me was thrilled to have company. 😅 We talked a lot, then slowly transitioned to having a slow and sensual session and then we hung out after, before I send him on his way. So that was a great day 😊The video from the session is quite long, so I can't make the editing today, but I'll be posting it tomorrow, so here, enjoy a little teaser. And again, thank you all for all the support during the time I was ill 🥰
Hi Everyone 😊 First, I wanted to thank you all for all the support I got and still am getting. I am really grateful for having this community 😊 I am starting to feel a bit better. I think I got a hint of smell back today, yay, big success 😅 Unfortunately I am still not in a condition to make a new video with Luke. Which is a bummer because as I am getting better I am also getting hornier. Btw anybody have it the same way? I am getting easily tired, but damn, when I am sick I do masturbate a lot 🤭I guess that still counts as a self-care.
Anyway, I wanted to give you some updates. So, I really hope that after the weekend I'll be good enough to make some new content, really looking forward to it. I think I've developed a bit of a taste for exhibitionism, so I am starting to miss that. 🤭 I really enjoy my sessions with Luke, but knowing how many people will be watching, always makes it so much hotter for me. When I started I didn't expect it, because IRL I am the complete opposite. I guess this way I feel like I can safely compensate and it's fun 🥰 So, at least I've decided to snap a few pictures for you. I know scarf and chamomile tea for sore throat isn't the usual theme in here 😄. But since you are subscribing me, I thought it could be nice to virtually invite you over, behind the scenes, into more "ordinary" day. Just a basic loose shirt and few selfies from the couch. Though I couldn't resist not at least flash you 😈
Have a fantastic weekend. My plans currently are: to remain under the blanket and sip a lot more herbal tea 😄 and maybe getting a little bit more self-care 🤭
This is going to be a little bit different. I guess it was bound to happen one day, but unfortunately, I got sick. I've been fighting it a few days, but it seems it finally got the upper hand. Well, don't worry I'll be fine hopefully soon enough, but I had to cancel any plans I had for the weekend. Next week I was supposed to see Luke either on Tuesday or Wednesday, but It remains to be seen, because it's possible I'll be still down. Yeah, end of the semester can be lovely like that 😄
First, to give you all something in the meantime I've searched through my drive and found a mixture of unpublished pictures I took mostly behind or after the scenes. It's an assorted mix, you'll have to make your own story to them 🤭
Anyway, since I can't shoot. I've decided to use the opportunity to talk about something different, as it's something I've been asked a few times. And that's aftercare. In my posts, I usually focus on the hot stuff. After all, that's the main thing we are all about. 😄But it's also important to remember that we are all humans, with frustrations and emotions, that need to be handled carefully. I like aftercare even in normal vanilla sex, even though I probably would call it differently. It's a time to unwind and get back from the high, back to reality. It's time to reflect on what happened and perhaps where to steer the session next time. But most importantly it's time to feel safe and connected to somebody. At least for us. 😊
With Luke being my friend it makes things a little different. Because unlike lovers, who would probably express their love after the scene and reassure each other about their feelings, we need to take a little different approach. Since a lot of our play is essentially fetishizing friendzone, tease and denial, and pussyfree play, expressing love would be confusing and dishonest. My role as Domme is to help to ease into the normal life, life where we really are good friends. That's a very different role. Even though I remain his keyholder, for a moment I need to be “just” a girl he's hanging out with. 😊
Usually, after the session is over, I go around the cams and turn everything off, while Luke is where he was. If we happen to be nude we likely remain that way, so it doesn't feel like I am immediately “running” away. 😄 We then usually go sit together on the couch, or at the table with something like tea or lemonade, really anything goes. The idea is just to be comfy. And then we chat.
I always want to know if it was pleasant and how much, or what was frustrating and how did he felt and perhaps is still feeling. The purpose isn't necessarily to have feedback to improve, but to know how my friend is feeling. Make him know that I care, because I do. So he can safely tell me everything and nothing gets bottled up. Of course, many sessions aren't that emotionally demanding, so we just chill. But I am talking about some that might be.
Anyway, when there is some time to spare, we might go watch some show, or perhaps play a game, depending on the mood, still semi-clothed. Not sure if this would be the ideal case with romantically involved partners, as it might be too distracting, but as a part of friendly femdom dynamics, I think it's good to unwind and resume some activities that are just that, friendly. 😊 To remind ourselves why we are hanging out, besides the sex. That we are fun, we like to laugh, we like games and shows and we listen to each other...
So yeah. That's our aftercare. If you have a relationship, yours is probably different, because no two people are the same... Though I think the differences might be more on the surface. Deep down I think, it doesn't matter if it's vanilla sex and cuddles, or more wild BDSM sessions, or a weird couple of friends that have a fetish in denial. 😅 Aftercare is about what connects us as humans, so we feel close, intimate, and safe, regardless of what our relationship label is.
You all know that I play with Luke at my place. The reasons aren‘t really too important, mostly it‘s more private here and the probability we will be bothered is much lower than if we were at his. And I think I enjoy when sessions are happening on „my territory“. 😊 That being said I very rarely let him stay over. I enjoy our time and I love the erotic freedom I am experiencing for the past year, but when I said I won‘t date at least until I am out of school I meant it. He‘s a very dear person to me, a great friend, but still a friend. And occasionally pet or a slut … depends on my mood, but you get the gist of it. 🤭I like my privacy and when we are done playing I just like being left alone, not sharing a place with anybody else.
After a busy week, I wasn‘t in the mood for anything with high intensity, as I got enough of that. What I needed was to just chill out and have some company. So I invited Luke over, for Netflix and Femdom 😄This time I‘ve decided that I let him stay over. I felt like having a chat until late evening about everything we‘ve done and plan on doing, snacking, and generally just enjoying the simplicity of existence will be the best way to recharge. For the first time in a long time I didn‘t even have a plan for what I wanted to do for the session, or even if I want any. Which is unusual for me. Most of the time I have like ten things swirling in my head giving me hard time to pick one I want to do first. 😅
I guess I was really just tired because after I woke up everything was back in colors and I was getting quite horny. I think I had better sleep than Luke though 🤭I cuddled a little bit in the evening, but otherwise, I told him, not to touch me and not to toss himself too much. I am not sure if he was tucking his cage or not, as I slept like a log. He wasn‘t complaining, but I can imagine how he was fighting with the cage the whole night.
Anyway, as I woke up, in a very different mood, I got inspired by what I‘ve told him in the evening. 😈 Not to touch me. I told him to stay in bed and brought a few things. I ordered him to raise his hand to the headboard and no matter what I do, he cannot touch me. I planned to blindfold him, so he can only feel and hear anything I am doing to him, but under no circumstances was allowed to put his hands down. As I sat on him, I immediately saw him struggle. So hot. 🥵 I knew he would love to feel my skin, to touch my ass, legs, or better yet boobs. But no, I was planning just to be a major tease. 🤭Something I am doing quite a lot, now that I am thinking about it. I love guys' attention, I thrive knowing they would do just about anything to fuck me. Interestingly even if it means, getting in the chastity cage, so they never will 🤭It‘s incredible how guys can be controlled through the dick. Every girl kinda knows this, but not until I start playing with chastity and denial (thanks to Luke) I knew how much actually 😄
So please, watch and enjoy, as you are getting a better view than he did 😈Though, in the end, I briefly grabbed his hands and place them over my boobs. As a reward for following my orders. And also I want him to get as horny and as quickly as possible after I drained him more than well last time 🤭
I wanted to give you all an update, as Friday/Saturday is usually my preferred posting time. With end of semester approaching I didn't had time to see Luke nor to shoot anything solo. But don't worry, I need to take at least a little break before going crazy. 😅 So I invited Luke over for tomorrow and I am certain I'll find a moment for subjecting him to something fun. Best stress relief there is 🤭 As I hope to get some fun tomorrow, I'll edit and post it on Sunday. I wish you all a relaxing weekend 🥰 Just wanted to let you know when you can expect new content.
I think you are going to love this one. First I think it might be the longest video I did. Or if not, then very close. But more importantly, I did try a new thing and I loved it. So probably get ready for more as I am adding this to my toolbox, just as ruined orgasm. What I am talking about? Post orgasm stimulation. I know it‘s commonly described in other words, but if that word isn‘t already on the restricted list, I assume it will be in the future, so I don‘t want to rewrite my descriptions 😄
I knew I had to try it one day. I saw it many times and it looked delicious. It all starts so sweet, just like when I am going for ruined. That‘s one of the things I love about it. It‘s all so innocent at the start... gentle, pleasurable, if you didn‘t know me you wouldn't suspect a thing. Post orgasm takes it to another level because it only works when I give him a full orgasm. So there is a very brief moment when he feels a deep satisfaction, his body is all sensitive from the surges of intense relief he‘s feeling after all the teasing and denial. All the build-up pressure going away in blissful explosions as my warm oiled hands are carefully taking care of that. As full orgasms are quite rare, it‘s a moment he‘s been eagerly waiting for. And he gets that in full. But the tricky part is he gets a lot more than he wishes for 😈
But unlike with ruined orgasm, where he‘s waiting for something that doesn‘t come in the end, this is the polar opposite. It won't end. Very quickly the sensitivity becomes unbearable. The pleasure is too much, it‘s like a tickle, first, it‘s funny, but quickly the sensation becomes something else completely. I really feel in my hands how his dick is getting a little floppy like it‘s trying to run away from me. 🤭 But there is no running, I am holding it right in my hands, jerking it long after he‘s done cumming. I let him have a moment to catch a breath, only to take it away seconds later, sliding my fingers on his overly sensitive gland. 😈 I was watching him bravely trying to fight it, be he couldn't. Such a big boy and he was really struggling when I didn‘t do anything else, than just stroking his dick. 🤭 I saw in the eyes, that he was really looking forward for the safety of his chastity cage. A wish I was going to fulfill him very soon. 🤭
Let me tell you, it was glorious and I had way too much fun than I even anticipated. I really enjoyed all the slow buildup with a very intensive finish. I think I could have go for a little longer in the end, but I didn|t want to completely scare him for the future 🤭 Should have tried it a long time ago. So, I think he might be cumming a little more frequently, but like with everything with me, he should be careful what he wishes for as there is always a catch. And I won‘t ever get enough of it. 😊
This video has been a nightmare so far, so I hope you‘ll enjoy it 😄I loved doing it, but editing was all kinds of disaster. First I had to use my backup, luckily I do that because it wasn‘t the first time I needed that. Editing was horrible, masking was going all kinds of wrong, and then upload was going 1/10th of a usual speed, I don‘t know why 😅
Anyway, I felt horny and I wanted to see him sucking my realistic dildo. I knew well that editing will be awful. So I did what any sane person would do. Let my horniness control my actions and deal with the consequences later. 🤭 I think quite a few people will relate here.
As I hinted yesterday, I really like Luke‘s oral skills. But there are more ways to do oral than to eat a pussy. Though I have to admit he‘s getting really good at it. I guess locking his dick away really was for the best 🤭But what if he ever encounters some unlocked cock? And what of that unlocked cocks happens to be in his mouth. Would he even know how to handle it? I think it‘s only responsible for me, to make sure he does 😈 I am not saying it‘s happening anytime soon, but I like to tease him with that idea. Besides I really enjoy fucking his mouth, the only downside is, that I can‘t feel it. If I could he would be in „deep“ trouble 🤭
I‘ve already made him suck it a few times. And honestly, I think I probably should lend him a dildo for home practice, because I think he should be able to take much more than what’s he able right now. It’s still fucking hot seeing it from my perspective as the dick disappears into his mouth, while his own is struggling to even get hard inside the cage. But I would love to see it all the way down his throat. I know it's a lot, so probably not right away, but I think it's a skill that can be trained. 🥵
Handcuffs were a nice addition. I loved locking his hand behind my ass 😈 Such a nice contrast. He was inches away from my pussy, with hands touching my butt, yet all he could do was to gag on my dick. It was too late when I figured I could've lock his collar to my strapon, so he couldn't back away from the dildo. Though, judging by the sounds I think he really needed the air a few times. And I didn’t want to be too harsh on him, as I saw he was really trying to be a good slut for me. 🤭 I think he just needs a little more practice. I know being horny always helps to bring out his inner slut. I figured burring his face into my cheeks might help him a little bit with that. I am not sure it did, but when I checked after the session, he was dripping nice precum tears, so I take that as a yes. Or was it the strapon? 🤭
Hmm .. or maybe next time I just place the dildo somewhere and let him suck it, while I masturbate and whip him a little. Shame that realistic sex dolls are so expensive, I would love to add a little body to it. Or maybe I could cross dress for him, that sounds fun, what do you think? 🤭
Hi everyone. I am editing a new video I shot yesterday. I was hoping to post today, but I could not make it, as school is getting demanding as the end of the semester approaches. But since I am sure you are wondering what I've been up to, I've decided that if anybody should see a teaser from an unfinished video, it's you 😊In my previous session you see me enjoying Luke's oral skills, let's just say I kept on training 😈But you'll see and read more tomorrow. 🥰
Getting oral from a guy in chastity is one of the best thing girl can experience. At least in my opinion. There are a few parts to it. 😊
First, I just love the attention. There is nothing like this. Yes, before I tried taking the dom role, guys were claiming that they can‘t get me out of their heads and that I am all they think about. But really, it was nothing like this. When I am teasing Luke day after day, keeping his dick squished into a tiny cage, sending him lewd messages I know he really can‘t think of anything else. Then when I see him, he has those eyes only a chastity pet can have. Equally devoted and horny, just a little absent, but hanging on my every move. 🤩 Guys before „could not stop thinking about me“ when they wanted to fuck, and then they disappeared for a week. If somebody is into it, I won‘t judge. But I won‘t ever settle down for it again. If a guy wants to be with me, doesn‘t matter if only a friend with benefits, he will be locked and I will own his key. 😈 After more than a year I am certain I can‘t go back to vanilla. I love making myself sexy, getting some nice clothes, planning a date/session, and giving a guy some memories to remember. And when I hold the key from the cage I know that I won‘t be let down, or that if I somehow will be, he will be crawling back to kiss the bottom of my feet, to forgive him 👠🤭
One day, when I am brave enough I hope to suggest this to my friends as well, because like I said before, I think girls are sleeping on this. I know it‘s not for everybody, and I won‘t go deep into it, as it‘s for another time, but I am glad chastity is becoming more and more common. Would be great to see a world, where chastity is so common that people would regularly bump into others with key necklaces. And such 🤭
Anyway, the other part: When I am sitting on his face and I feel his tongue exploring every inch of me, it‘s relaxing to know that I don‘t need to worry about returning the favor. 😊 This is not even BDSM related, it‘s just nice to focus fully on myself when I want to. It actually took me a while to feel confident receiving oral and not think about a million things like if it‘s taking too long and so on. With Luke being under my lock I know that I don‘t need to worry at all. He genuinely wants to please me.
When I see him trying to get hard in his cage, giving me pleasure he can‘t have it only makes me wet his face even harder. 🥵
When he‘s eating me out and I watch him squirm, as he can‘t contain his arousal, I feel like all this excitement is almost tangible. I virtually feel like I can sense his desperation to cum and It makes me beyond horny. I could never hold out more than a few days when I wanted to make it more interesting for myself. So making him go through this, sometimes I feel like he‘s abstaining for both of us, if that makes sense. 🤭 I guess It‘s just sort of sadistic empathy, but I love imagining how he‘s feeling because I live through him things I could never do to myself. 😈 When I was thinking about just that I had to grab my vibrator, to push myself over the edge and just cum on his face.
I was imagining how he has to feel, when I am leaking juices all over his face, shivering in orgasm while he can‘t even get erect. And let me tell you, it made me cum so hard. 💫🤭
I guess I am just as addicted to chastity, as he, only from the other side. The best thing that I ever discovered. 😊🥰
I thought you might enjoy this 😊Little shorter than usual, but don't worry I plan on seeing Luke tomorrow, so the full video coming up Saturday/Sunday, depending on how I have time for editing. Anyway, this is sort of related, because when we have a session or play-date (I really don't have a great name for it), I want him to be as horny as possible. Because I just love how submissive it makes him. Like a charm. 😈
The cage is doing fantastic work on its own, but sometimes I like to "help" it a little. So I took some pictures when I was at home and was sending them to him throughout the day. There is quite a bit more, but I didn't sort them all out. I might eventually publish a few more. 😊If he wasn't in the cage, he would have to run to hide his boner probably every 30 minutes 🤭But "luckily" there are no boners for him. Oh and the shirt? That's his, he left it at my place, so I've decided to use it and make him some nice association, for when he's wearing it at work later😈 Just in case he was somehow able to think about something else than me 🤭
I think I already mentioned this a few times, but there is a lot of going on, so I‘ll recap a relevant part of my personal journey. Why I wasn‘t exactly enjoying my sex life before I gave femdom a chance. I don‘t want to go in to politics, as there are few things less sexy than this, but, where I was growing up, being at least a little submissive is still unspoken default for girls. So that‘s the role I was trying to put myself in. Looking back I can clearly see why that didn‘t work so great 😄 Last year was very productive in terms of my own sexual discovery. Chatting with lots of people with different fetishes and different life paths was a huge eye opener. I feel blessed that I am living in a time where I have access to all these stories, because without it my life would certainly be a lot different. 😊 I could go on and on about it, but there is a point I want to make.
Like I said, when I was growing up being a girl was meant to be submissive, at least to a degree. Obviously I don‘t see it that way anymore. I think everybody is free to make any life choice they want. But I‘ve realized that sexually I still have a fragment of this association in me. It‘s something I‘ve been struggling a bit, because it made me feel a little guilty. There isn‘t anything inherently submissive or dominant about either gender role, clothes or cross-dressing for that matter. I think I‘ve come to peace with it, as I‘ve realized that it‘s my intention that give it that submissive label. And that‘s personal for me. When told Luke to wear my panties I did it, because I wanted him to feel submissive. And since he knows I will see him that way it works. When I made him wear it, I feel like it‘s the same as if I was making him wear a collar. And that‘s hot to me.
I know it may not be the deepest revelation in human history, but it was important one to me. 😄
Anyway with this out of the way, here is what happened. I was going through my vids and realized that I don‘t even know why, but I didn‘t make our „non-erect“ play for a while. So I formed a little humiliating idea in mind. I told Luke to stop by as usual. I didn’tt even pretend I want to do anything else, than to play with him. 🤭 I‘ve prepared a pack of towels, so he won‘t get hard when I start. Most of you already know, but for the new guys, there is a method that can prevent erection. Ask me more if you want to 😘Anyway, I knew Luke was pretty horny as it was a while since I last gave him any release. I know some of you are going much longer, but on the other hand, I am doing my best to be a major tease 🤭
Well, when he was done showering I pulled down my panties and told him to wear them. He hesitantly did, wondering what will happen next. When he saw the towel pile, he immediately knew what will follow. Well, at least he thought he did. I found the idea quite funny, to prevent him from getting a proper erection while he was wearing a panties. 😈 I don‘t know exactly what it is about pushing him out of a manly role, that‘s so erotic, but I can‘t get enough of it. Of course since he could not get an erection and was wearing my clothes I found fitting to use my magic wand on him as well. I mean it‘s working nicely on my clit, so I thought his clitty would appreciate it as well. 😈
I wasn‘t wrong. I was edging him and mocking his soft noodle, until he could not take it anymore. When I saw he’s getting too close for me to safely predict his edges I pulled the panties up and tucked his clitty in. I was using the wand until I felt like he was about to make a mess. Aww, and mess he made. 🤭 He leaked a lot from his soft dick, right in to my panties. I have to admit, looking back I was little mean, but what happens next felt super hot in the moment. When we were done I told him to keep it on. We chatted up a bit, but when was time to say good bye I told him to get dressed and keep wearing the semen panties. It was him who made the mess, so he should go home and hand wash them. He’s not living that far, but he told me he was bright red all the way there. I know I could have make him lick it, and that was certainly something I’ve considered. But this felt a little more malice, this time 😈
Hope you all had a wonderful weekend 😊I sure did, I was gone hiking for a day, as it was very beautiful warm spring day. And I managed to see Luke day before, so everything was just great. Having a lot of positive energy for a next week. Unfortunately I didn't get time to finish editing the video form the weekend. I probably could have pushed myself to finish it, but as always there is a good background story to it and that would be too much for one evening. My legs are hurting (in a good way) and I need to get some sleep. 🤤 So anyway, here is short teaser, and you can look forward for a messy rest of it Tomorrow 😘
