Somethin a lil spicy. The pose, but add a lil but of depres..

Somethin a lil spicy. The pose, but add a lil but of depression lmao 😂
2021-09-08 22:14:04 +0000 UTC View PostSomethin a lil spicy. The pose, but add a lil but of depression lmao 😂
2021-09-08 22:14:04 +0000 UTC View PostGot a new bralette. I need more, underwire is overrated. Also, I’ve finally put on weight recently. I’m 150 lbs :) much better than the 130 I was at the beginning of the year. Still wanna gain about ten more lbs, but I’ve plateaued.
2021-09-08 16:04:19 +0000 UTC View PostPedi pics from like, July. I really want another one 🥺 it’s like self care kinda.
2021-09-06 21:09:41 +0000 UTC View PostI had this in the drafts from a while ago and it never got posted… . . I’ve decided that tight pants are overrated and I’m only gonna wear loose flowey comfy pants from now on! (jk my ass looks great in skinny jeans 😜)
2021-09-06 20:35:03 +0000 UTC View PostHere are some random pics of me I’ve taken since June.
2021-09-06 19:02:15 +0000 UTC View PostThis is gonna be a lot of text. Sorry in advance. Hey y’all. I’m finally feeling mentally well enough to check in and let y’all know I’m still alive. There are multiple reasons I’ve been unwell and unable to be here. The usual underlying depression and anxiety of my life that I’ve suffered from since a in school, but it has recently taken a turn for the worst. If you’re going to tell me I’m “too beautiful to have depression” or something similar, please keep that to yourself. I already feel ashamed. I am also nervous to talk about this but I think it’s important to mention: I had a stalker for about half a year that basically drove me off of all social media. I’ve taken appropriate measures safety wise personally and online, and I believe the situation is over. I am unable to discuss details of the situation due to personal reasons, but I’m okay and seeking out therapy. Cyber stalking and harassment is a huge issue that I don’t think gets enough attention and coverage; some people don’t believe it causes real life harm in the physical world. Anyways, I’m super nervous to post this, to reach back out after I’ve been essentially mia for so long. I’m a one woman show, managing this page and my other social media alone. I might try to hire help for it soon. I honestly can’t thank those of you who have always wholeheartedly supported me and wanted the best for me enough; you are part of the reason I am not just giving up on this completely and deleting all my accounts. I would love to keep modeling and keep posting and keep sharing my life with y’all, but it’s become so difficult and I basically shake and feel like throwing up every time I log on from the anxiety that has been conditioned in me. But I want to keep trying. I honestly and truly understand if you unsubscribe here, and I would never hold that against anyone. I’ve often been bad at responding to private messages in a timely manner due to my social anxiety disorder, and running things by myself makes that worse. I’m honestly not sure if I should even keep this page open, because I’m afraid posting infrequently will lead to people being upset or angry with me. I’m not sure what my next steps will be, but y’all will be the first to know. Thank you for your love and support always. With lots of love, Ellie
2021-09-05 20:06:45 +0000 UTC View PostFound these lace socks, and they’re pretty interesting in my opinion! Have no idea how to style them though. Any thoughts? Like or dislike?
2021-06-19 15:06:36 +0000 UTC View PostSorry the cameras not steady, I was just having a lot of fun splashing around in the rain 😅
2021-06-18 21:05:44 +0000 UTC View PostTaking up the whole bathroom 🙄 I swear this bathroom was like 12 sq feet
2021-06-18 14:07:13 +0000 UTC View PostI’m cute 💁♀️ I can’t help it ☺️
2021-06-17 21:06:50 +0000 UTC View PostI found a bug next to my car, gross! 😖
2021-06-17 14:07:49 +0000 UTC View PostYour giantess Goddess Ellie here, praise me! 😘
2021-06-16 16:06:44 +0000 UTC View PostA thrifted long dress and strappy goddess heels 👗
2021-06-16 14:05:35 +0000 UTC View PostHere’s a dozen pics of my classic florals with the pedi 😚
2021-06-15 14:05:48 +0000 UTC View PostCouple random pics from the other day that I wanna share 🥰
2021-06-14 23:05:08 +0000 UTC View PostReallyyyyyyy feelin myself today 🥳
2021-06-14 20:39:07 +0000 UTC View PostMy pedi and sandals I wore on my mall trip!
2021-06-11 23:42:41 +0000 UTC View PostThose new strawberry socks. I love that they’re sheer 😍 🍓 If you too have a love of socks, do you prefer sheer socks or solid socks? Just curious 😊
2021-06-11 14:06:47 +0000 UTC View PostGot these socks from forever 21, please excuse the YouTube in the background haha I was just so excited to try these on! I love them 🍓🥺
2021-06-10 22:10:20 +0000 UTC View PostWent out to the mall with a friend! Haven’t been out at all really lately, so it was nice to get a dress on and go out for a few hours!
2021-06-10 18:10:20 +0000 UTC View PostIf you already follow @caroline.themysterygirl you’ve seen these pics, but I wanted to post them too 😂 we have a lot of fun ☺️
2021-06-09 14:05:05 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t know how I forgot to post the post pedi pics. 😪 Blue toes are @caroline.themysterygirl of course 💅
2021-06-09 02:46:30 +0000 UTC View Post@caroline.themysterygirl and I in our summer sandals! Also, my sandals have hella imprints on them already, don’t know if they’ll last the summer or get too worn out!
2021-06-06 15:05:35 +0000 UTC View PostGuess who’s finally getting a pedicure after a loooong time! I haven’t gotten one since my accident with my toe. Guess what color I’m getting?
2021-06-05 14:59:32 +0000 UTC View PostDon’t often post hand appreciation shots, do you guys want more?
2021-06-03 14:01:40 +0000 UTC View PostDid some gardening on my patio 🥰
2021-06-02 14:05:14 +0000 UTC View Post