You know that old saying: “Happy wife, happy life”? Okay, ..
You know that old saying: “Happy wife, happy life”?
Okay, well I’m not a happy porn star right now…
You know that old saying: “Happy wife, happy life”?
Okay, well I’m not a happy porn star right now…
Yeah, I have a bit of an attitude right now because every time I log into Pornhub, all I see in the comments from my fans is: “Make more content wearing these expensive outfits I want you to wear,” but if I ask them to buy said expensive outfits or pay for a custom video, either I get called “bitch” or they just ghost.
2023-12-16 22:02:15 +0000 UTC View PostWhen I say I’m a “starving artist” right now, I’m literally not joking. Just take a look inside my dirty fridge I don’t have time to clean. I didn’t make that mess, my last roommate trashed this house long before I ever moved in. Thankfully he’s gone, but I still haven’t had time to clean up the many messes he left behind.
2023-12-16 21:51:19 +0000 UTC View PostMy credit cards are maxed.
I got $0.49 in my savings account.
I don’t have a 401K.
I don’t have family to help.
I don’t have friends who can help.
I don’t get vacation time, sick time, or benefits at my other job, I’m an independent contractor.
I don’t have money to move to a more affordable state and even if I did, I filed bankruptcy last year and property management companies don’t want to rent to me.
I have fans that I’m asking for help via tips because even working 7 days a week, I’m still not making enough to cover my basic bills. My electricity bill is currently on a payment plan because I can’t afford to pay the bill each month. But not a single one of my fans wants to tip, yet many of them have no issues asking for more content.
Basically anyone who has ever ran a business or worked in finance, understands what the term ROI, means. For those of you that don’t, it stands for “Return on Investment”, and right now, my ROI is in the negative as a content creator.
2023-12-16 21:01:06 +0000 UTC View PostI’m gonna be very transparent with y’all, because I’m a girl who gives sob stories in order to manipulate people into giving me money. $92 in tips is all I’ve received all year and most of that isn’t even tips, the majority of that was from the 2 subscribers that bought custom videos this year.
2023-12-16 20:53:00 +0000 UTC View PostFrom the research that I’ve done, the most expensive subscriptions on Onlyfans run an about $49.99/month. Even if raise my subscription fee to that, with the amount of current subscribers I have, I’ll only be bringing home about $839.82/month after OF takes their 20% cut. That will buy me 3 days off a month from my regular job to make content. That’s it. I don’t see a way to make this viable right now. And let’s be honest, how many of you would be willing to pay that amount monthly to subscribe to me? You’re paying less than half that right now and nobody even wants to give me a $5 tip once a month on top of paying subscription fees.
2023-12-16 20:36:26 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t like complaining here. I don’t want to raise my subscription fees. I don’t like asking for help via tips. Even when I ask for tips, nobody tips. I don’t want to quit, but I can’t afford to continue, unless I start making more. But instead of just ghosting y’all, I’m posting my position to see if any of y’all are willing to help in the form of tips, but so far, nobody has.
2023-12-16 20:23:39 +0000 UTC View PostIf all 12,000+ subscribers on my Pornhub page, tipped me just $1/month, I could sit around making y’all several videos a day, but almost nobody tips me. I’m working a regular job 7 days a week, then trying to find time to make y’all content too. I can’t do it anymore. I need more money to continue creating. Everyone wants to ask for more content, but nobody wants to buy panties, custom videos, sexting sessions, or just tip to help support me financially as a content creator.
2023-12-16 20:12:14 +0000 UTC View PostSure, I have thousands of fans and millions of views on Pornhub, but y’all, I only average $30/month on that site. I also don’t even get a payout on that site until I earn at least $100. I get a payout of about $100 every quarter on that site. If you think I’m earning money there, I’m NOT.
2023-12-16 20:06:06 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t think the majority of you understand how much work goes into creating just one video or getting a couple good photos to post. It takes me 2 hours just to do my hair/makeup. I can take 20 photos and only get 3 usable photos. It takes HOURS to make those videos and take those photos y’all love.
2023-12-16 19:57:07 +0000 UTC View PostAnyone upset with me for asking for tips, is welcome to unsubscribe immediately. I don’t have time to make content. I’m stressed constantly. I can barely afford to feed myself and my dog. I can barely afford my basic bills each month, despite working a regular job outside of content creating, 7 days a week. The answer is NOT “make more content”. The answer is: Raise subscription fees, ask for tips, or quit.
Y’all are getting that one Christmas video, but I can’t promise you I’ll be back in 2024. That may be my last video…
I’m not trying to be a bitch, but if I can’t get help from my fans in the form of tips, then either I have to quit or I have to significantly increase subscription fees starting January 1, 2024. I’m living the starving artist life right now. I can’t continue working a regular job 7 days a week just to barely scape by. My rent was due yesterday and I’m short. Y’all don’t want me to quit but nobody wants to tip me to help ensure I have time to make the content y’all love.
2023-12-16 19:33:50 +0000 UTC View PostStill trying to decide if I’m gonna quit but in the meantime, I just spent $40 on this sweater because I couldn’t resist. Guess y’all gonna get some Christmas content after all, this year…
2023-12-15 07:44:36 +0000 UTC View PostI just calculated my earnings per month for the last 3 YEARS on this site. It comes out to about $168.33/month. I’ve likely spent far more than that on hair, nails, makeup, toys, outfits, and shoes… And I earn far, far less than that on Pornhub.
At this point, I don’t know if I’m going to continue as a content creator. I have some thinking to do.
I don’t talk about my life much here, but now y’all probably understand why…
2023-12-14 03:12:24 +0000 UTC View PostNow, on the “I’m broke” subject. I wanted to make holiday content like all these other girls have been doing, but I’m broke and not sure I can afford holiday props… So if you’re hoping for holiday content, I can’t promise that. While y’all are celebrating, imma be working and by myself. Other than my Grandparents who are both in a nursing home with Dementia and my adult daughter who barely talks to me, I don’t even have family, y’all.
2023-12-14 03:05:39 +0000 UTC View PostI know there’s a lot of people who think entertainers like me earn a lot of money. No! There’s a very small percentage of adult entertainers that earn a lot of money. The rest of us barely earn shit. I’m in the top 19% of creators right now, on this site, but I ain’t bringing home more than $400/month on this site and my rent on an unrenovated place is $1800/month. I’m not living in luxury by any means right now. I’m not trying to beg for money, but I’m also not here to fake it until I make it. I just want y’all to know why I’m not uploading and interacting often.
2023-12-14 02:36:09 +0000 UTC View PostI’m gonna be real with y’all for a minute, here. I wanna make more content for y’all. I wanna interact more. If I haven’t responded to your comments yet, I’m not ignoring you, I’m busy. I work 7 days a week at a regular job just to barely pay my bills and keep food in my stomach. I almost never go out because I can’t afford to. I’m trying to get to a place where I can at least make one new video a week, but even finding time for that is hard right now. I do appreciate y’all. I appreciate your subscriptions. I appreciate your comments and your messages, but until I get my monthly income up, I just don’t have time to interact with y’all as much as some of these other creators. Sure, I have millions of views on Pornhub, but we get about $0.60 per 1000 free views on that site. I was I pulling thousands a month just from content, but I’m not even pulling $1,000/month combined on all my sites right now. I just want you to know why I’m not uploading or interacting often. 😘
2023-12-14 02:14:27 +0000 UTC View PostHaven’t had time to make content. Sorry! Life is hitting hard af right now and I’m working my other job constantly just to barely scrape by. I splurged and got my nails and toes done, even though I couldn’t really afford it because I was tired of being sad. Sometimes, you just have to treat yourself even when you’re broke. Anyway, how do my nails 💅 look?
Looking pretty for y’all is EXPENSIVE. I live alone and pay all my bills by myself. My mani/pedi alone costs $110. If you wanna donate to the cause, I’ll be very grateful. 😘
Hey loves, sorry I haven’t been uploading. It’s been a hectic week. Anyway, I’ll try to get a new video uploaded asap.
Until then, I don’t think I ever uploaded this photo here. 😘
Hey everyone, I’ve decided not to make content with that man I mentioned. I’ve been really busy and haven’t posted updates. Sorry! I don’t even talk to that dude anymore. I’ll still only be making solo content.
2023-11-24 18:49:30 +0000 UTC View PostWhat are you eating today? It should be me… 🍽️🍑😘
2023-11-23 17:23:03 +0000 UTC View PostThis milf needed to cum in her Victoria Secret panties while waiting for dinner to cook. Do you wanna watch? 😋
2023-11-19 21:45:12 +0000 UTC View PostNaughty Nun Halloween Cosplay, anyone?
2023-10-31 10:55:23 +0000 UTC View PostI know I normally don’t do PPV content… but I met a man last night. He and I are talking about maybe creating content together. I’m still on the fence. But if I do, sorry loves, the M/F content I may start doing will be. PPV because it’s the only way to ensure I can fairly spilt earnings with him…
Sorry I haven’t been making content. I severely injured my hand 2 weeks ago, had to get a bunch of vaccines, they make me sick, plus, I’m short on bills, life has been stressful and things are changing in my life rapidly. Oh, also, I’ve decided to be polyamorous now. Anyway, thanks for your patience with my lack of content creation. 😘
Hey loves, I haven’t had time to make content… But I just uploaded a quick car masturbation video I made months ago and didn’t have time to upload to Pornhub. It should be live within 24 hours or so. 😘
2023-10-23 23:52:30 +0000 UTC View PostA random cute guy gave me his glasses at the show tonight. Do you like?
2023-10-22 07:47:29 +0000 UTC View PostHeading to a concert. Sorry I haven’t been making much content. I’ll be making more soon. 😘
2023-10-22 00:51:29 +0000 UTC View PostThe man from last night kept commenting on how 💦💦 I get. He also mentioned how “tight” I am too and he only got a finger in me. We didn’t fuck. I mean, I fucked his face all night, but not his cock. I’m glad to know everything is good down there after my hysterectomy. He’s only the second to penetrate me with anything since my hysterectomy. God he made me cum so fucking hard. I had no intention of that happening, but I NEEDED a man to please me like that. It’s been too fucking long since a man has made me cum. I was worried I’d never find a man to make me cum again. He doesn’t live in this state. We won’t see each other often. I don’t even know if he’ll be back again. But he said: “If I ever come back?” I said: “Call me.” I would LOVE to fuck his face again.
2023-10-21 10:44:12 +0000 UTC View Post