Hey loves, sorry I haven’t uploaded. My life is a shit storm these days. I’m being targeted by some really terrible criminals. I was almost shot 2 weeks ago. I’m being relentlessly stalked. It’s been happening all year. I can’t really go into the details of what’s happening to me here, but I wake up every day and just try to stay alive. Because of the nature of what’s happening to me, I’m not really in the mood to make content. I’m homeless, living in a hotel, and renting a car to drive-ride share 70 hours a week, just to try to afford to stay in the hotel. These people have gotten me fired from jobs. I’ve been evicted. They’re trying to get me deactivated as a ride-share driver. They have me hacked and tried to prevent me from uploading this video. They’re doing everything they can to ruin me financially and force me to live on the streets, but I’m not going to let that happen. Sorry I haven’t made content!! Thanks for your continued subscriptions anyway. I haven’t even had time to shave my pussy in months…. Anyway, I took a night off last night, had some whisky, and got a little frisky, so I decided to record. The lighting is going to be terrible in any videos I make. I don’t have my ring light. My makeup is in storage. I barely have any clothes with me. So if my content isn’t what it used to be, understand that I’m doing what I can with what I have, until I get out of this fucked up situation.
I am so sorry I haven’t been uploading content. I’m literally struggling to even stay housed and alive right now, It’s a long story involving stalkers. Thanks for your continued support and subscriptions!! I’ll get back to making content as soon as I can. 😘
Sorry I haven’t been making content. My life is an absolute shit show. I’m months behind on bills due to stalkers. I don’t have a place to make content, and I’m not sure when I’m going to be able to again. I’m truly sorry.
Hi and thank you to those of you still subscribing and supporting me during the worst time of my life. I’ve officially been evicted and I’m currently staying in a hotel, but the people stalking me are targeting me hard and they just successfully caused me to lose my express pay at one of my gig jobs until next week. I’m out of money and things are tough. I’m going to try to earn enough money to stay in my hotel from some other gig type work I have, but I’m literally hanging on by a thread, day by day. I will try to get back to making content asap, but for now, I just wanted to update you all as to my current circumstances and explain why I’m still not making new content. Thank you for your understanding!! As soon as my life is stable enough for me to make a video, I’ll get something made, but I’m just not there yet. I’m putting in 10+ hour shifts a day at my other job just to try to keep a hotel room paid for.
Hey loves, I’m sorry I still haven’t made new content. To those of you remaining subscribed and supporting me through the WORST time of my life, thank you!! I’m being evicted. I’m moving my belongings into storage. I’m still being relentlessly stalked and I have people trying to harm me. It’s calming down a little, but I’m still being targeted. I’m behind on ALL my bills. Months behind at this point. I have no friends or family that are safe to turn to at this point, because it seems my “friends” and family members, are behind what’s happening to me. I’m not going to go into great detail here, but I am documenting my experience and I eventually will be making YouTube videos regarding what’s happening to me. I’m literally having to file reports with the FBI. I’m getting through and I’ll come back from this. I’m resilient. Thank you so much for your continued subscriptions. Logging in and seeing I have a little money here from subscription fees even though I’m not actively making content, is DEFINITELY helping me to get caught up on bills and be able to afford food. I really appreciate you all!!
Hi everyone. I wish I could say my life is better, but I’m still dealing with a fucked up situation involving hackers and real life stalkers. I’ll be back as soon as I can, but I’m just not in a position to where I can create new content right now. I’m trying to earn the money I need to get storage and move into a hotel. Yeah, things are that fucked up right now. I have one hell of a story to tell, though, and I may start making YouTube videos to discuss my current situation. I just barely got back into the account that my YouTube account is attached to, though. Thank you for your subscriptions. I really need the money right now. I appreciate all of you!!
Hey loves, sorry I’m not making new content, but the thing is, I’m currently being targeted by a group of criminal hackers, and my life is a mess. I’ll be back as soon as I can. This, account isn’t hacked, as far as I’m aware, but my phone and my computer are. Until I can buy new equipment, and get these people arrested, there’s not much time for me to make content. It’s a long story. Again, I’m sorry, and I’ll be back to creating when I can.
Hi, I want to apologize for not making content, but I can’t right now. I’m not doing well emotionally due to a situation in my life that I’m not going to discuss. I suggest you all turn your rebill off and unsubscribe after your subscription expires because I don’t know when I’ll be back. I’m sorry. I’ll change my bio to let people know and when I do come back, I’ll advertise in my bio that I’m creating again.
I’m so, so sorry! My PTSD has been worse than it’s ever been. My stalkers coming into my home, really messed with my head. I just need a break but I’m starting to feel better. In fact, I jogged a little bit today for the first time in a long time. My stalkers seem to be leaving me alone. I slacked off at my vanilla job too. I’m broke af! Let me get caught up on bills and get my head back in the game and I’ll get new content made as soon as I’m up for it. I love y’all 😘❤️
Hey loves, I’m not coping well. I’m sick, sick with PTSD. I just realized who I have been being stalked by. There’s this man that I’m still head over heels in love with but we haven’t spoke in years. Anyway, his ex from before me was my “best friend”. They had been broken up for 2 years before we started sleeping together, I fell for him hard, but she had a fit when she found out about him and me. She ran a smear campaign on me. Convinced him to leave me by spreading terrible false rumors about me. He went back to this other girl he was casually seeing right before me. They broke up in 2022, it seems. I don’t even know her. But apparently, she’s been stalking me with his other ex. I’m not okay, but I’ll be okay. I just need time to decompress. I’ll reply to DMs as soon as I’m feeling better.
Okay luvs, I’m starting to feel slightly better. I feel like my stalker has finally chosen to stop stalking me. It took me doing something I wish I never had to do, though. No, I don’t want to talk about it. Anyway, give me a few days to decompress and rest and then, I’ll get some new content made. 😘😘
I’m trying to be okay but I’m not okay. I didn’t realize my stalker moved back to my state until recently and my PTSD won’t calm down ever since he may have entered my home and car recently. It’s just really hard for me to make content when I’m stuck in fight or flight mode because of PTSD. I’m really sorry!!
The guy who’s stalking me, shouldn’t even know where I live. I haven’t spoken to him since 2019, y’all, but someone recently hacked my ride-share passenger app. Ugh! Anyway, my stalker is a software engineer. For the longest time, I didn’t believe he was doing this. I thought he was this “great” guy, and I thought it was his jealous ex. Now, I’m realizing they stalk and harass me together. She can’t be doing any of the in person stuff. She doesn’t even live in the same country as me anymore. She hasn’t since 2018.
I’m sleep deprived and my PTSD is hitting hard af lately. I don’t go into my personal life much, but I’ve been stalked by this dude since 2018 he’s a guy I used to be romantically involved with. It seems like he’s been able to enter my home and car without signs of breaking in, multiple times this last week. The power adapter for my portable air compressor was broken. The dome light was left on. And the light in my bedroom was turned off while I was in the shower. I live alone with my dog and nobody has a key. The police can’t do anything unless catch him on video and I don’t have money for security equipment. I need wired security devices. Unfortunately, WiFi enabled devices are too easy to jam. I learned that lesson the hard way. He’s not taking or breaking anything of value, nor is he sticking around to try to physically harm me, but he’s becoming more and more brazen. I ran a background check on him, it seems like he’s been found guilty of making threats to a person or property within the last couple of years, but I don’t have full details. I’m shook, y’all. Sorry for the lack of content. The police keep focusing on the fact that I’m an adult content creator and I keep trying to tell them that my fans are nice to me and this dude has been stalking me for over a year before I even started making adult content. But they don’t seem to wanna listen. It’s so aggravating!!
Hey loves, I’m dealing with some extra heavy stuff that I can’t get into, not here… But PTSD is hitting extra hard right now. I will get a new video made and uploaded as soon as I have a day where I’m feeling better. ❤️
Hey luvs, I got an “internal error” message on my last post. I don’t think it posted. Anyway, I’m having to deal with the police due to some stuff my stalkers did yesterday and I’m not going to get content made and uploaded tonight. I was going to try but my PTSD is really bad right now. I’ll get a video made soon. I’m sorry! I also have to call me police again to file another report because I’ve noticed more damage since my original report yesterday…
Hey loves, gonna try to get new content made and uploaded by late Sunday. It’s been a rough week… I just haven’t been horny. There’s a reason why, but I’d rather not go into detail.
Hey luvs, I just got around to updating the new monthly subscription fees, it’s now $29.99/month. If you had your rebill on, it’s been automatically turned off and you’ll need to opt in to the new monthly price in order to turn it back on. But please be aware, I’ve added 3 new subscription bundle packages with discounts. 5% off when you purchase a 3 month bundle. 10% off when you purchase a 6 month bundle. And 35% off when you purchase a 12 month bundle. Thanks again for being so understanding of the new prices. I have a busy few days, but I’ll try to get a new video made asap. 😘❤️
Ps, the 12 month bundle package is about what 12 months at $19.99/month would cost if I didn’t increase prices. Just so you all know. 😉
I fucking love you all!! Y’all helped me hit the top 15% of creators before midnight tonight, on 12/31/23. I’ve never been in the top 15% of creators before. I couldn’t have done this without you!! 😘😘🥰🥰❤️❤️
Happy New Year!! 2024 and the top 1%, here we come. 🤩🤩
I’m not quitting, luvs. But subscription fees are going up to $29.99/month starting tomorrow. With that being said, imma work really hard on finding more time to make more content next year. With that being said, I’m still out here playing catchup on other bills. However, thank you all for your support, sweet messages, and generous tip!! I love you all!! Happy New Year!! 😘😘
Got all pretty, thinking I was going to get laid tonight and ended up getting cock blocked by the Universe. Humph! Hope your NYE weekend is going better!
Make sure to remember to add a tip to my “Santa’s helper” campaign and get me to that $250 goal, if you want me to use my new toy in a video here. I’ve never made an anal video before. It’ll be my first ever anal video, but only if you get me to that goal. Thank you to the subscriber that has tipped already. Only $240 to go. Make sure you tip on the campaign though, so I know the tip is going towards that specific campaign. I’ve pinned the post to tip under to the top of my page. 😘😘
Hey loves, Merry Christmas!! I just added a button for my Instagram on the social media links section. Be sure to follow me there if it won’t get you in trouble with your girl. I don’t chat much there. I just don’t have time, but if you do follow me, DM me to let me know you’re a paid subscriber here, and I’ll be sure to respond to DMs you send asap. 😘😘
I promised you all Christmas Content, and I still have to splice the video together, but here’s some pictures. I was up all night making this content. Now, I NEED y’all’s help. Many of you don’t know, I’ve been stalked and harassed for years by some jealous, bitter people from my past. Unfortunately, one of them is a software engineer, and seems to have hacked my MacBook, iPhone, and Facebook and other accounts. The only way I can try to escape these people, is to buy new devices, a new MacBook and new iPhone, and start a new Apple ID. I’m going to have to change my passwords, create new email accounts, it’s gonna be a lot of work, and it’s gonna cost at least $4500 for new devices. I NEED my devices to make content. I’m asking you all to please help me in the form of tips. I don’t have money to replace my devices. I severe PTSD. I’m working a regular job 7 days a week. I’m doing the best I can under these circumstances, but I need financial help. I’m not asking you all to go broke sending me tips. I’m asking you to please help me with whatever you can afford. Thanks! Merry Christmas!
Yeah, I’m still slacking and that’s because I still need $33 just to cover rent that was due Friday… but I’ll get you that Christmas video as soon as I can.
I just spent over $200 on things for what may be my final video and officially maxed out the last little bit I had on my credit card. Outfits, props, a new toy… Why? Everything I spend is at least a tax deduction... and if this is gonna be my last video, imma go out with a bang.
Just to give you all an idea of how expensive it is to be a content creator.
One thing about me, that unless you connect with me on Facebook, don’t know, because I generally only show my true personality there, is imma crack jokes to make light of a tough situation. But no, I won’t still be on Facebook or any social media site if I quit content creating. I’m shutting everything down just to get peace.
