[Online today at 5pm EST on CB /_exhale! Excited to dance. May be a short stream.] A joyful moment with Sara @lushandstoner - Don't worry, we only left the bra over the camera for about half a song. I enjoy the physicality of pulling hair and having my hair pulled, deeply/close to the hair roots, slowly. and I enjoy this voyeuristic image.
2021-03-24 18:26:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Wishing you a bit more lightness over the interwebs! Maybe it'd be fun to walk around on your tippy toes, or tap something with your finger tips?
2021-03-23 14:03:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Check your messages :p Thank you for being here, and for supporting my explorations. I love the landscape of this still frame from the Sink into the Floor dance!
2021-03-23 13:29:37 +0000 UTC View Post
[post 6/6 of today] Take a breath now, before you dive deeper. The next posts are a bit dark and ambiguous - I acknowledge that! ^^" I just picked still frames I'd taken before and wrote the first thing that came to mind.
2021-03-22 18:22:18 +0000 UTC View Post
[5/6] Compress my hip bone into my socket.
2021-03-22 18:20:01 +0000 UTC View Post
[4/6] One guess to bite a good place?
2021-03-22 18:18:56 +0000 UTC View Post
[3/6] Some small details can bring unease.
2021-03-22 18:17:26 +0000 UTC View Post
[2/6] To see your landscape from another's perspective.
2021-03-22 18:15:48 +0000 UTC View Post
[1/6] Reach out and touch the closest thing.
2021-03-22 18:14:30 +0000 UTC View Post
With @catasstrophe and the expansive mountain and sky! Looking at this image now, I'm reminded of how infrequently open my chest, shoulders back, ribs forward... I ended up doing a couple stretches for the pecks as I posted this. [I'd deleted some nature nudes when a couple people got in trouble for them - looks like the Terms of Service now say that explicit content outdoors is not allowed. I am hoping these images will be able to stay.]
2021-03-21 17:33:41 +0000 UTC View Post
The first image taken by Aaron, thank you @catasstrophe - I hadn't touched the earth in a while and I enjoyed relearned the textures, the hardness and softness, of it all. [I'd deleted some nature nudes when a couple people got in trouble for them - looks like the Terms of Service now say that explicit content outdoors is not allowed. I am hoping these images will be able to stay.]
2021-03-21 17:30:47 +0000 UTC View Post
I am still tangled up in the constant sensationalization and sexualization of nudity (rather than a naturalness, ordinariness, normalness, part-of-life-ness of it). I'd like to mark my growing comfort in my own skin, a growing comfort being separate from what others may think of me. [I'd deleted some nature nudes when a couple people got in trouble for them - looks like the Terms of Service now say that explicit content outdoors is not allowed. I am hoping these images will be able to stay.]
2021-03-21 17:27:17 +0000 UTC View PostI usually turn off my mic when I dance, but when Maya @goddesselysia was taking photos with film and polaroid, I left it on by accident! I think it brings in an intriguing behind-the-scenes or voyeuristic feeling.
2021-03-21 16:54:02 +0000 UTC View PostHad 2 fun days of improvisation, play, senses, dance, & life conversations with Sara & Jacob! @Lushandstoner Learned to juggle a bit. Special ty Brad, Kira, El, Ice! Great ideas~
No streams next few days - back to solo shows March 23rd or 24th! Only Fans posts are scheduled :)
[Online today 3/20 around 1pm PST with Sara & Jacob! @lushandstoner Our last stream together for now :) More solo streams starting after 3/23.] ...um, this post is just a really silly dance, maybe the silliest one we've done, to BABY SHARK ^^"
2021-03-20 13:35:41 +0000 UTC View Post
[Online tonight around 6pm PST with @lushandstoner ! Also online 3/20 like around 1pm PST with them again!] [ Post 4/4] I was worried that the branches in the back would be a distraction, but I kind of like how I am forming a window, I am part of the construction of your nature-house. ______ Woah! I did not expect all these gifts for beach/tree image from yesterday, thank you! I look forward to sharing more images with you soon. These particular images were taken by my partner on my Pixel 3 cellphone - the low camera angle helps lend 'power' and the sunlight/reflection made my musculature stand out (more on camera than on the naked eye.)
2021-03-19 13:36:50 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 3/4] Here is a moment from slightly after the image I shared yesterday... I love the feeling of extending through my entire body, getting better with daily practice! If I forget to take iron and magnesium supplements, I almost always get a calf muscle cramp though ^^" ______ Woah! I did not expect all these gifts for beach/tree image from yesterday, thank you! I look forward to sharing more images with you soon. These particular images were taken by my partner on my Pixel 3 cellphone - the low camera angle helps lend 'power' and the sunlight/reflection made my musculature stand out (more on camera than on the naked eye.)
2021-03-19 13:34:19 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 2/4] I love holding on to something with my hands... and with my toes... actually, when I move/dance/take photos, I feel a lot more confident/comfortable when I have something to hold, play with, pull, push against, etc. It gives me a frame of reference. ______ Woah! I did not expect all these gifts for beach/tree image from yesterday, thank you! I look forward to sharing more images with you soon. These particular images were taken by my partner on my Pixel 3 cellphone - the low camera angle helps lend 'power' and the sunlight/reflection made my musculature stand out (more on camera than on the naked eye.)
2021-03-19 13:31:44 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 1/4] I always laugh when I start to lose my balance. Probably a nervous reaction, but I think it's quite cute :) ______ Woah! I did not expect all these gifts for beach/tree image from yesterday, thank you! I look forward to sharing more images with you soon. These particular images were taken by my partner on my Pixel 3 cellphone - the low camera angle helps lend 'power' and the sunlight/reflection made my musculature stand out (more on camera than on the naked eye.)
2021-03-19 13:26:30 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 5/4 haha] Some days I wake up tired. I muddle through with a heavy brain. Despite "tiredness," I can't sleep. It's very likely that day that my tiredness "made me forget" to move: I didn't walk, didn't dance. So, here's to rememberin that even a little movement energises me when I'm tired~
2021-03-18 18:23:34 +0000 UTC View Post
[Online 3/19 & 3/20 with Sara & Jacob - @lushandstoner - times TBD! :) Post 1/4] "Let me in" were the first words that came to mind when I saw this image. I feel my elbow is too close to the screen, that is rather intrusive, pushing me away... but being pushed awa is actually quite interesting to me! I am pushed by the half the image, and pulled in by my lips and fingers.
2021-03-18 17:14:45 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 2/4] I like this contrast of the sharpness of bones and the roundness of volumes.
2021-03-18 17:11:59 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 3/4] It almost looks like I have two nipples, which for some reason reminds me of creature which two eyes on each side of its face.
2021-03-18 17:11:13 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 4/4] ... I think I might start to explore more darkness... more alien-ness and grotesqueness, more viscerality and animal instinct, more haunting and evil. Is that interesting to you? (Yes, Maya was taking photos of me from off camera this entire dance series! @goddesselysia)
2021-03-18 17:09:43 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 3/3] A dance from the stream with Maya! @goddesselysia I particularly 2:21 and what follows. Maya and I will spend some more time together today, but not streaming, just creating offline, focusing on each other. Maybe there'll be something to share later on? My next streams will be on Friday & Saturday, times TBD, with Sara & Jacob! @lushandstoner Looking forward to playful flows :)
2021-03-17 13:55:25 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 2/3] Yes, I am upsidedown. I enjoyed trying to improvise in a new space! I feel like I feel more accepting of "making 'mistakes'" or dancing awkwardly or having songs that don't look as good... more accepting of figuring things out. Snapshot from stream with Maya @goddesselysia
2021-03-17 13:50:24 +0000 UTC View Post
[Post 1/3] Thank you for hanging out with me, & Maya @GoddessElysia, (& Nimbus, Maya's floofy bear dog)! You heard lots of shutter clicks from Maya taking film photos while I danced! She also took 2 Polaroids:
P.S. maybe you heard the good news about @artemisfit! (& me). or, maybe you'll hear soon :)
[UPDATED to 5pm: I'm aiming to be online today 3/16 around 5PM EST with my friend Maya! @goddesselysia CB /goddesselysia We'll probably be exploring some art, casual hangout. I'll also be online this Friday & Saturday, times TBD, with Sara & Jacob @lushandstoner CB /lush_and_stoner :) I am excited to hang out with them again, for flow, dance, sensuality! I am behind on all of my messaging, apologies and thank you for your patience. Many things are in development now and I hope to share them with you soon. I'll be back to more frequent solo streams starting March 23rd or so!] A favorite moment from the Fanclub show last week.
2021-03-16 17:47:50 +0000 UTC View Post[UPDATED to 5pm: I'm aiming to be online today 3/16 around 5PM EST with my friend Maya! @goddesselysia CB /goddesselysia We'll probably be exploring some art, casual hangout. I'll also be online this Friday & Saturday, times TBD, with Sara & Jacob @lushandstoner CB /lush_and_stoner :) I am excited to hang out with them again, for flow, dance, sensuality! I am behind on all of my messaging, apologies and thank you for your patience. Many things are in development now and I hope to share them with you soon. I'll be back to more frequent solo streams starting March 23rd or so!]
2021-03-16 12:55:55 +0000 UTC View Post[I'll be streaming with my friends Sara & Jacob on March 19th & 20th, times TBD! @lushandstoner Excited for flow & dance & weirdness! We'll improvise. Also, I'm aiming to do more solo streams starting March 23rd or so... stay tuned. :)] This song has been stuck in my head for a couple days. Perhaps I'll get it stuck in yours too?
2021-03-15 14:11:01 +0000 UTC View Post