Mood: bittersweet desire. Don't Forget Me... This is the first time I'd listened to this song in full (I usually add songs after spot-checking a couple seconds here and there). I feel the bittersweetness of a past lover, a clinging once our time together has passed. To me, this ending feels like the calmest kind of desperation. Song: "не забывай меня" - зоркий (Don't Forget Me)
2021-01-09 21:09:18 +0000 UTC View Post
I like the gentle feeling of invitation that I can offer with a posture like this.
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An accidental tribute to the saints. I am reminded of a chaotic mix of the haunting reverence of hymnal music, literally clawing out a heart to eat it (a la The Magicians), and the Pi ss Christ piece (as well as the question of 'what is art' that often follows.) But these references all interest me.
2021-01-08 23:46:10 +0000 UTC View Post
I often return to this touch, a very slow drag from the pelvis upward. I have this feeling of pulling the eroticism of the genitals up and deep inside me, welling up, expanding towards the back of my neck and head.
2021-01-08 23:43:17 +0000 UTC View Post
This image reminds me of a strait jacket or hog tie, arms bound together. Obviously, I've slipped away in this time, how bad...
2021-01-08 23:40:58 +0000 UTC View Post
When I am not gentle, I am rough. I'd be rougher if I had the strength, I think. I love this feeling of the touch being the only solitary thing that exists.
2021-01-08 23:39:35 +0000 UTC View Post
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The white light on the texture of my skin makes me look plasticine, a sculpted toy. I have darker thoughts than this but I'll leave that to you imagination.
These next photos are from the Don't Forget Me dance, which you'll see soon. ("не забывай меня" - зоркий)
I find my arm quite grotesque here but I like it. The unexpected and strange shapes that a body can take.
2021-01-08 23:32:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I enjoy this contraction on once side of the body with the simultaneous extension on the other... I feel a little like Alice in Wonderland, having control over how big or small I am in the world, being able to change at will.
2021-01-08 23:31:38 +0000 UTC View Post
There are some photographic advantages to being a little upside down, yes.
2021-01-08 23:30:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I love the tension of that strap, its clinging to my shoulder, the small space between where it was touching and where it is now.
2021-01-08 23:28:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Can you identify how much tension or activation there is in a limb, by looking at it?
2021-01-08 23:27:52 +0000 UTC View Post
I've always enjoyed mild inversions, the pulse rushing to my head, the lightness in my legs, the in-the-momentness of disorientation.
2021-01-08 23:26:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Last photo from the Don't Forget Me dance, which you'll see soon. ("не забывай меня" - зоркий)
2021-01-08 23:25:09 +0000 UTC View Post
This image is from the Familiar by Nils Frahm video, which is below. I wanted to give this moment its own space.
2021-01-08 23:23:33 +0000 UTC View Post
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2021-01-07 19:59:13 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Another dance to a timeless, intimate, bittersweet piano piece? I turned on this white back light randomly, but I am in love with it now. You know I can be quite particular about wanting my visuals to represent/communicate my internal experience, and I felt this moment is an unparalleled match.
2021-01-07 19:52:31 +0000 UTC View PostFunnies~ "Do you ever... just have to ~melt~ onto the floor...?" "Do you ever... hide your face and feel that no one can see you...? Thank you for encouraging my lightness, helping me not take myself so seriously, to be more playful <3 [When I look for contagious joy and adorableness, I visit /cutenataly and /amelia_c_ross :D They are major inspirations for my goofiness-in-development.]
2021-01-07 19:46:55 +0000 UTC View PostFunnies~ Do my posts give you the misleading impression that I'm serious all the time? ^^" I often can't stop laughing - here's a recent moment! (P.S. We talked about Laughter Yoga, google it? Just start laughing on purpose and allow that, invite that, to become genuine giggles or hearty chortles.)
2021-01-07 19:43:59 +0000 UTC View Post"The History & Arts of the Dominatrix" is the book I mention! Good for those who enjoy easy-to-digest-but-still-rigorous syntheses of history, academia, and personal stories.
2021-01-06 00:13:16 +0000 UTC View PostMood: present, going with the flow~ Let this dance be a tribute to not overthinking, to try, maybe get a little messy, and see what is created. It might be silly or unattractive or unremarkable by anyone else's standards but all that matters is that we were there, being fully, when we were making it.
2021-01-05 19:11:36 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for sharing in so many candid conversations last week - I look forward to talking more about sex, pleasure, taboo, joys, struggles, and all of life.
P.S. We talked a lot about anal stimulation, dominatrixes, dom/sub relationships, and my kinky interests - I'll try to get clips of those.
Mood: joyful, flowing~ I ♥ the smile at 1:55 and the playfulness that followed. This was a last dance after a long show, an encore, in a way. I tend to love those dances - often exhausted but fully embodied, alive.
2021-01-04 19:11:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm reminded of when I tore my dress to shreds... do you remember that?
I enjoyed that feeling of meeting and breaking through resistance, of noticing how sensation changes based on how large of an area of cloth I am pulling or how connected that piece of cloth is to the rest of the dress. There's a freedom in it, a 'breaking out of' feeling. I'd like to do that again soon.
I ♥ the transition at 2:27 :p. Mood: dark/haunting provocative. I first discovered covers to Can't Get You Out Of My Head through Lee Glason's The Voice audition, which sent chills down my spine, and I frequently revisit his video for this slow, dragging kind of eroticism.
2021-01-03 21:39:38 +0000 UTC View PostMood: cute, flirty. There are some moments when I feel especially beautiful. I think often it's right after a dance, or after a rain shower or paint pouring or something else messy.
2021-01-03 21:36:19 +0000 UTC View PostMood: lively, vibrant! A celebration of energy :) I particularly liked trying out all of the booty-shaking, can-canning moves after 1:52.
2021-01-03 21:35:03 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ There's a couple dance videos on Youtube that make me cry easily, just an overwhelming of feeling from witnessing such aliveness and eroticism and connection. One of them is where I found this song "Anderson & Brenda - Hormone soup (Spirit Bird)" (the most intense part is 3:50 - 5:15) and the other is an incredible demonstration of trust and surrender, "Anderson & Brenda - Zouk Lovers 2019" (particularly 2:15-3:40, I love her face/expression.)
2021-01-02 16:37:15 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Through the magic of a cheap/thin water bottle with tiny holes on the bottom & a foldable dog pool, I can now "take a shower" in my bedroom! I love feeling the heat radiating off my skin through the water evaporating. I love looking at myself through my wet hair. I'd always liked kissing in the rain, wet clothes, a kind of living with reckless abandon. Ok, it's not that reckless, but it feels good. (I'd started by pouring water from my drinking bottle, which has a very different aesthetic... and consequences for clean up.)
2021-01-02 16:06:25 +0000 UTC View Post