[9 of 12] I liked that I took an extra part of the next Radiohead song to admire my handy work after this bra off (shirt on) tease. Mood: casual night.
2020-12-28 01:02:33 +0000 UTC View Post[10 of 12] I am thinking I'll add "Not Not A Nipple Flash" to my tip menu, what do you think? It'd be right next to "tease to your song" and is similar, except that people cannot pick a song. What I do after would satisfy all the (well, the one) conditions of a flash. Mood: playful.
2020-12-28 01:00:37 +0000 UTC View Post[11 of 12] I love the casual playfulness here - the laughing at myself almost falling off the chair, the making a simple black shirt so lewd, the figuring out of many ways to almost take off my clothes. Mood: light burlesque
2020-12-28 00:58:27 +0000 UTC View Post[12 of 12] I like to tie my wrists with my clothes as I dance. As they say - creativity comes from constraints. Mood: light burlesque
2020-12-28 00:56:50 +0000 UTC View Post
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[A darker mood dance] Thank you for joining in my celebrations! If you were able to make it to my streams these last couple days, you know that I have a LOT of video/imagery to share with you, from all of our improvisation with oil and water and paint and leaves and moods. It not get to the new content right away... please enjoy these videos from before the name change. Thank you for being part of my creative and sensual explorations~
2020-12-26 03:14:01 +0000 UTC View PostI enjoy the feeling of my arms against my chest - you know I love all kinds of points of contact - and I also enjoy the world of meanings of crossed arms can have - do I feel vulnerable, defensive, commanding/disappointed, introspective, coy? I feel like body postures and shapes can have such a strong effect how I think/behave/decide, so wonderous.
2020-12-26 03:11:55 +0000 UTC View Post
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ from yesterday. The long/double song version sent to your messages to wish you Merry Christmas, Happy festivus :)
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♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ A nude dance to beautiful piano piece - does that seem like it wouldn't work, or that it would work the best? Sometimes, I feel that piano songs are the most 'stripped down' kind of music, simple, raw, closest to daily life. And other times, it feels constrained and supernaturally/unnaturally elegant, in the way that ballet is. But I suppose that isn't /not/ daily life. It all is. Does any of this make sense...?
2020-12-23 22:17:34 +0000 UTC View Post
A Hint of Shibari [1 of 4] The next few images, and the one I sent to your messages, have a bit of Shibari influence that speaks to me. ...Recently, I saw a dog pulling on a leash/harness and wondered, "maybe the dog is not just trying to get somewhere faster... maybe the tension of the leash is comforting, grounding, constantly reminding him 'you exist... you exist' and in that way, the pulled leash is freeing, because he knows his person is with him and he then feels free to explore the world."
2020-12-22 15:48:02 +0000 UTC View Post
A Hint of Shibari [3 of 4] - The 4th image is in your messages! See Image 1 for description.
2020-12-22 15:42:47 +0000 UTC View Post
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Tell me you don't love my devilish smile after that, well, flash mid-dance. I love it. I am again appreciating that I can make more eye contact now because I enjoy seeming myself that way (I moved my computer/camera setup around to make it easier), so be warned that I will be indulging in a lot of eye contact in the future.
2020-12-22 15:33:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Incase you were wondering where the "touch" gif in my new CB bio came from...
2020-12-21 15:48:55 +0000 UTC View Post[See messages!] NOTE: I wrote Anal Breathing but I should have written Bottom Breath. What I'm describing has been called "Bottom Breath", inhaling to feel the relaxation of the anus and a sense of the anus 'kissing' the floor. Anal Breathing is from Tao's Qi Gong focused on light contraction of the PC muscles and buttocks on inhales, good for circulation and stronger erections.
I exported this video file as "ted talk" in reference to "welcome to my ted talk," haha! Discussing the physicality of sex, why happy people cheat (and affairs in general), why I do what I do, and some other Ask Me Anythings!
I believe this the first time I've worn white underwear on camera. I've always enjoyed this look, this feeling of innocence and pushing through innocence, a hidden or newly discovered sexual energy, a bit of guilty pleasure moving towards unabashed indulgence.
2020-12-18 19:02:02 +0000 UTC View PostI like this spontaneous moment 😊I remember typing too long, then wanting to fill up more of the screen, and this little dance evolved from there? For the record, the next dance was to Inside by Chris Avantgarde, which has a dark, intense, rather dominatrix-y vibe... scroll down to see it. This song is Feng Yue by Huang Ling.
2020-12-17 16:44:35 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Mood: flirtatious, lighthearted :) I feel like this song creates 'we just met but I happen to live close by here, in this rather rundown and chaotic neighborhood, and my tiny flat is cozy with tea and plants, come over' vibes.
It was my first time dancing to this song, though I've had it in my playlist for a while... I've always felt it may be a bit to 'pop' but it turns out I enjoy it a lot!
Mood: meditative, alive. I'd like to find more ways to describe this kind of mood, as I am in this mood often with nude or erotic dances... highly aware of existence, aware of my body and being in a body, savoring the simple pleasures of movement and texture and temperature and sensation, grateful for full-bodied sweeping orchestral soundtracks... I think I often feel this way with 'sad' songs with an undercurrent of strength.
2020-12-16 19:36:59 +0000 UTC View Post
I ♥ the peeling off of stockings at 1:00. Two weeks ago, I heard "Nude" by Radiohead for the first time, and it's been haunting me since. It's possible I heard it before, without realizing it, and it planted its seeds into my brain then, to be grown into obsession at a later time.
2020-12-15 16:28:25 +0000 UTC View PostA cute acro moment from this week :) I probably shouldn't have been trying this after lotioning my legs/hands, but hey, no catastrophe today. Sometimes, to get a beautiful erotic angle while showing more skin, I have to do rather uncomfortable and awkward things on the barstool, and I'm not sure if it's good or bad that the light is too low for you to see what strange contortion is happening.
2020-12-14 22:52:49 +0000 UTC View Post
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ No one is surprised that songs by breathe. bring me to the most erotic, embodied places for my dances. I'm happy to be able to look more into the camera now - I feel the intimacy of gaze is a big part of what me 'favorite' a video.
2020-12-13 19:25:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Mood: burlesque-y, playful. ♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Probably one of the smoothest undies off teases I've done?
It did get more skin-focused at the end of this song and the next one, but there was some audio echo, so perhaps I'll share it with you after I fix it, but for now, it'll be up to you and your undoubtedly practiced imagination?
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cover of "Ballad of a Thin Man" by Bob Dylan, Bob Dylan, Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Mood: dark, wicked. Right before this I was dancing to a sweeping orchestral Chinese song - I almost skipped this song, but then I fell into a dominatrix vibe.
2020-12-13 16:23:56 +0000 UTC View Post
It amuses me that here we have "Your mind and your experience call to me / You have lived and your intelligence is sexy" and in today's other post of Ballad of a Thin Man "You've been through all of F. Scott Fitzgerald's books / You're very well-read, it's well-known" but it's true - I love to indulge in some eyebrow-raising witty exchange.
2020-12-13 16:20:43 +0000 UTC View PostHow Was It For You? by Snowy White has been stuck non-stop in my head since our Wednesday stream - mostly the part at the very end where he speaks. I now feel that this singer is a man I know, someone I have a history with. I suppose some voices and words have a way with you.
2020-12-12 16:30:13 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I love to be led by my playlist, by the randomness of favorites and songs I spontaneously added after 10 seconds of skimming through. This song by Yann Teirsen came up randomly when I started playing with my scarf and I feel it is the perfect kind of soft and warm.
2020-12-10 19:05:54 +0000 UTC View PostI often sing Billie Jean under my breath for idiotic/funny parodies, like replacing "the kid is not my son" with "the fish is not my son" or "the brick is not my son." Of course, any of these silly moments sound much more dumb and insignificant when described... I'm sure you know the feeling of inside jokes with others and yourself that cannot stand the light of day, but the funniness is potent in your head.
2020-12-10 02:17:39 +0000 UTC View PostThis upward angle with the sweatpants and the "intense garter" stockings are perfect for me. I feel it is the most "hip hop cool" I'll ever be, while bringing in my desire for burlesque-y fashion in a practical, modern way. Is that strange to say? Do your clothes bring out different parts of you, parts which may be essentially invisible otherwise?
2020-12-10 02:14:38 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Being able to stream with full daylight added so much color! I will try out some new lighting settings to see if we can't some more color for upcoming paint streams. Things are a bit different now that I like to have some decor on my mons, if you know what I mean.
2020-12-10 02:12:30 +0000 UTC View Post