Might need to add a few more cups 🤣🤣🤣
Might need to add a few more cups 🤣🤣🤣
2022-06-17 02:17:52 +0000 UTC View PostMight need to add a few more cups 🤣🤣🤣
2022-06-17 02:17:52 +0000 UTC View PostYou guys! Things are finally leveling off for me, it seems :) I have been having like day after day of good days! I get scared when this happens because I'm always waiting for the other "shoe to drop" so to speak :)) But, I am trying my best to just enjoy it and be grateful. I've been through a FUCK TON lately, so I will take all the goodness and calm I can get! I am sure I have already shared these images before, but I mean they're so pretty let's just share them again anyway!! These are from "The Hot Neighbor MILF's Big Cock", one of my hottest videos to date! Much love!
2022-06-16 18:00:24 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Tuesday, all! Here's another sexxxy set for you to gaze at while I continue to be very busy working. I am absolutely loving getting back to work (finally!) and I feel amazing. I seem to have finally overcome my depression (for the most part) and am moving forward as best I can. So far, so good! I'm SUPER excited about getting your customs finally finished and sent off! :)
2022-06-14 18:43:38 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Sunday! Today is the day I do all my major cleaning around the house, so what a better photo set than this one! I hope everyone is having a great weekend! I am FINALLY, once and for fucking all, feeling better. Thank you baby jeebus. I quit my estrogen and have been doing things more naturally and so far, so good. I am much less "unaliving myself" on the daily and much more focused and actually can't WAIT to work and film and be sexxxy and have fun with you guys! Stay tuned...
2022-06-12 18:41:21 +0000 UTC View PostAnother image set for you on this throwback Thursday :) Once again can't remember if I've shared this, but oh well, can't hurt to bring it back to the top!! Hope everyone has a wonderful day! I am busy busy getting to work :)))
2022-06-09 17:33:11 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone! I will be getting busy getting to your messages soon. I have terrible anxiety problems and it's sometimes very difficult for me to open messages -- even though every time I do it's all such wonderful things! That's just how I am, ugh. I have been especially anxiety ridden lately due to my hormones because of menopause so bear with me. You guys are all awesome and thank you so much for being patient and kind!! Here's some pics to tie you over until I get busy the next few days. I am taking the day to go see my babies and bring my daughter some needed supplies, but starting tomorrow it's ON like DONKEY KONG!! Much love!! (I'm unsure if I've shared this throwback set yet, but oh well! Here it is again, maybe ;) )
2022-06-08 15:47:59 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning and happy Saturday! Here's some fun images to start your weekend right. ❤️
2022-06-04 14:06:36 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Thursday! Here's some titties to lift your spirits :) I know seeing boobs always lifts mine. I hope everyone is doing well. I am slowly crawling out of my pit of grief and getting work accomplished. I will get to your messages as soon as I humanly can. Losing my pup was a lot more difficult than I expected. I knew it would be tough, but wow. Having a tiny little creature in your life for 12 years and then losing her suddenly is a very difficult thing, as it turns out. I will be busy working all weekend and will have new stuff for you! Hope everyone is well. Let's make June our best month this year!!
2022-06-02 18:21:35 +0000 UTC View PostHappy Tuesday! I love coming off a holiday weekend sober and feeling good. I am busy working on everything once again. Hope everyone had a great weekend.
2022-05-31 15:59:45 +0000 UTC View PostHappy MILF Monday, y'all! I have been grieving my little pup and working towards healing. Today I will be prepping to just bury myself in work once and for all. No more distractions :)
2022-05-30 17:23:07 +0000 UTC View PostToday has been a lot harder than I expected. You get so used to a certain routine with a tiny creature, that you don't fully realize all the little things you will miss. I knew I would really miss her when I came back home to an empty house and I think that was what put me over the edge. Prior to that, it was small things like the way she used to rub her face all over the carpet with her tiny little butt in the air, getting in her morning scratches. Or the fact that she used to go behind me in the kitchen and clean any morsel of food or liquid off the floor. I am at peace because she was very old and very sick at the end, like BAD SICK, but I miss my sweet baby girl. Now I just want to bring her (ashes) home.where she belongs. 7 months sober today, though! Definitely happy about that, but I really wanted to drink today.
2022-05-26 22:50:57 +0000 UTC View PostThank you to everyone who has sent me such thoughtful condolences about my little doggie's passing. It means a LOT to me! These things are hard enough to go through, but you all made me feel like I wasn't going through it alone! Today is officially 7 months sober AF for me! I am really starting to get a grip on things and feeling much better so I can't wait to just bury myself in work. My little Maggie girl was a LOT of work at the end. The past couple of months were extremely difficult. She needed to go outside at LEAST every two hours. I had to buy a large kennel to put her in at night to keep her safe and so I didn't have to get up if she needed to potty. Her last week was nothing but bloody stools and she was very weak and wobbly. I kept her as comfortable as I possibly could and her last day was EPIC! She got every single one of her favorite treats and we spent the day together soaking up the sun and giving each other tons of cuddles and love. I pretty much spent the last month or two taking care of my little dog. Washing p33 pads and blankets and beds, taking her out every two hours, making sure she wasn't fallen over somewhere or stuck somewhere. I have unlimited respect for hospice care workers. OMG. It is a very mentally, physically and emotionally draining process. Thank you also for your well wishes about my new grandson! Thank God I have him to bring me joy during the difficult grieving process. Anyway, just wanted to say HEY! Thank you all so much! I will be getting busy with FINALLY finishing customs etc so be on the lookout for that! I will also get to your messages asap. I have just needed this time to be with my dog and my daughter and deal with those two huge life events. Love to you all!!
2022-05-26 15:35:27 +0000 UTC View PostJust wanted to say hi and lyk I'm having a new grandbaby Saturday! I will have some updates and videos Friday. It's the only day I will have time. 😐 Tomorrow I need to go clean my daughter's house and help her out. This is her third and she is having some pregnancy issues. After the baby is born I'll have intermittent days in between helping her afterward since she's having a tubal ligation and can't lift or do anything real strenuous for a week. Either way, I'm still here and wanted you all to know! Yes, I will still get to orders and messages asap.
2022-05-18 23:04:48 +0000 UTC View PostI had planned to make a video update about this because I know most of you probably won't even read this, but I am in such a horrible mood that I would say things I shouldn't. The wind where I live is blowing like a fucking tornado outside my office, my daughter's basement is flooded and she's due to have my third grandbaby next Friday and my life is just in overall chaos lately. Those are just a few of the reasons for my foul mood. I understand that most of you, in fact probably 99.9% of you, have no idea what us women deal with on a daily basis. When I say "us women", I mean women like me. The women of the internet let's call us. I hate the term "sex worker". It's one of those PC bullshit terms that only makes things worse and tries to lump us all in like we're all the same when we are not. Although I understand you couldn't possibly know what goes on behind the scenes of what we do and it looks so easy and fun to the onlooker, I am absolutely fed up with dealing with the negativity. If it's not nasty, derogatory comments on my socials, it's whiny and petulant behavior in messages about customs or whatever. Sure, we all deal with negativity on a daily basis, but do you deal with it by the thousands? Probably not. ALL I have been doing for the past couple of months SOLID is working on getting customs done and getting my life back in order since I made a huge mess of things before I got sober. No, this is not any of your faults or problem, but I tell you this because it means my mental health is fragile and I already have a very sensitive nervous system. AND I AM DOING MY BEST. You might not physically SEE it, but I can assure you that I am. I always do my best to be all about the customer service, even to the ones who pi$$ me off, but there comes a point when I'm sacrificing my own mental health for a complete stranger who is just being rude and unfeeling and just WANTS. I will no longer tolerate this kind of behavior and no chances will be given. The block feature is there for a reason and I am trigger happy AF in order to keep my sanity. NOBODY is worth losing my sanity over. That being said, I am working very hard and getting orders filled and new content made all while also building new sites and creating ways for me to keep my social media accounts from being deleted (like my most recent main instagram taken from me at 152k followers). I run NUMEROUS websites, clips stores and social media accounts all by my little lonesome and there is only so much time in a day. It all boils down to this; if you don't want to wait for a custom video... don't even come at me about ordering one. You will sometimes have to wait for me to reply to messages for a while. I receive a fuck ton of them and unless you want to be answered by some assistant rather than by ME, you'll just have to fucking wait for that too, occasionally. It's called life and we all have one. Mine just happens to be constantly filled with things to do and it isn't always catering to some stranger on the internet, believe it or not.
2022-05-13 19:23:14 +0000 UTC View PostNEW 🚨 ZERO TOLERANCE 🚨 RULE: Anyone on any of my sites who decides their wants are more important than my mental health and leaves me passive aggressive, whiny, needy, bullshit messages about ANYTHING will be blocked from contacting me further. End of story. No fucking second chances. I'm ONE PERSON doing the absolute best I can and there are thousands more people who understand that and are patient and kind, so believe me I won't miss the few of you who act like petulant little brats when you don't get what you want exactly when you want it.
2022-05-13 18:05:23 +0000 UTC View PostHere's another one for you guys 😎
2022-05-06 01:30:29 +0000 UTC View PostI hope everyone had a wonderful day today. I had an amazing one, FINALLY. I've been struggling so hard with my mental and emotional state lately! It has been a real struggle and one that I was starting to wonder if I'd ever pull through. Today, I said fuck everything and went out to my daughter's house and got some sun. Had some great conversation with her. Saw my two little babies. Cleaned her house and helped organize for her. And now? I feel amazing. The sun and helping her gave me the exact boost I needed. Now I am excited to get back to work tomorrow 😎😎😎 Here's a selfie for you. Hope you had a great day.
2022-05-06 01:04:42 +0000 UTC View PostHey guys. OF is acting up very badly today so I can't send messages or do anything really. Hopefully they get it figured out and I will get to your messages asap.
2022-05-02 23:36:54 +0000 UTC View PostHere is the "after" as in after I got sick. This was around 1999 or 2000. These were taken at a hotel pool near Diamond Dolls. I think it was the Days Inn. Oh, and a few were taken at the same Kapok Tree place as the before set. 35 images >>>
2022-05-01 21:47:02 +0000 UTC View PostHere is a "before" image set from before my main life event. These were taken in 1996 in the Summer in Florida at the Kapok Tree. It used to be behind a music store (can't remember the name? Sam (something) maybe?) Anyway, it was on McMullen Booth Rd in Clearwater. The "after" set will follow. Same photographer, just different times in my life. It's actually kind of hard to tell the difference other than I lost my abs and thick muscles in my legs. 13 images >>>
2022-05-01 21:43:11 +0000 UTC View Post"Video is Processing" in other words, tiktok is scrutinizing it. So, you all get it first. Hope everyone has a great weekend. I will be FILMING! YAY!
2022-04-30 17:20:18 +0000 UTC View PostThree years ago today I was in Vegas with my little girl. Wish I was there now 😪
2022-04-28 02:20:29 +0000 UTC View PostHere's a little throwback to a hot shower scene. I will be adding new stuff this week FOR SURE! I am feeling much better and can't wait to get busy with new content! Love you all so much. Throwback 2009 24 images >>>
2022-04-27 17:59:01 +0000 UTC View PostHey guys! Just wanted to show my face again and let you all know I'm still here ❤️ When I'm a little less active here or on social media, it just means I am working more and getting customs filmed and working on new content! I'm doing ok, and I will have a new vlog soon explaining recent events and basically just venting to all of you because it feels good and helps me. 😎❤️ Hope you all are well. 🙏🥰
2022-04-21 17:41:08 +0000 UTC View PostHey guys! Just wanted to say Hi. I decided to try and look and feel more human today. Here's a shot for you. I had to get back into putting on makeup practice LOL. That sure says a lot about how depressed I've been and how hard things have been. Sometimes just the simple act of looking better can make a person feel better. It didn't make me wanna join the circus or anything, but one baby step at a time.
2022-04-20 20:11:51 +0000 UTC View Post11 throwback images from 2003. Sexy see through blouse and my extra long legs :)
2022-04-18 17:27:35 +0000 UTC View Post